RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

Recently, I have done several mistakes at my work place. Surely, I have really bad feeling! One day, I have joined an event and got a gift from that event. I considered it is mind. When I came back to company, I kept it nicely at my table but I forgot to take it to home so the next day it was disappeared. At that time, I was very angry for someone who took my possession. Then I recognized, that was one of powerful people in my company. I was so stubborn. I try to take it back but I still cannot get it. Now I became calmer than that time so I really wonder why I need to take it back? I should not so. It's just a small case, I should not make it bigger. If it's lost, just forget it so it will nothing, right? Another case, I never respond on internet payment but I was sometime told to pay it instead of accountants. Last month, no one told me to pay and I'm so stupid because I also forget to ask them. Finally, I was blamed because the internet at office was temperately disconn...