Sunday, June 4, 2017

The Extreme Changes...

These recent months, I found she is changing very upside down…
She once was an ordinary person who had no greed and wanted to live just a very simple life while this lately, she is full of greed and ambition. It doesn’t mean she is poisonous, yet she is not that peaceful inner person anymore…

She had never thought of being popular;
Never thought of being attractive;
Never thought of studying further;
No any plan of trips to abroad;
Not a materialism lady;
Never preferred management position;
Never value money but only happily moments;
Never thought of a life in Villa and large campus;
Never thought of screwing back to those fu*king bitches…

But now…
She wants to be the top 10 (at least) of being charming;
She wants the Master Class and continues to Doctor Degree…
She promises herself to visit Paris, Venice, Switzerland and
She plans to go to Maldives, Bora Bora or at least abroad trips;
She wants to own branding clothes, shoes, bags…
She wants those diamond jewelries on her body…
She wants modern car, modern phone…
She plans to become the management of her job;
She values money to the max;
She believes only money could bring her and her whole family the happiness;
She thinks of beautiful Villa for her living;
Last but not least, she extremely wants the power and she would step on those cruel bitches who had put her down just damn severely…

She gonna maintain her generous heart to only those who’re deserved; not to everyone as in the past…

There are no uses to be always good… Since she is then living worse and worse while those bitches are living better and better… She trusts she will survive hardly while being with no power… She has had an extremely suffering from her inner pain and many unfair judgments…..…  And SHE IS ME…

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