"Mad" by Neyo

Some songs are just so....emmmmm....perfect...in describing human's circumstance and emotion.... So does this one, its lyric is talking about me, my relationship and it is quite correct... it is saying what I wonder... what I wanna say... assured for 100%! >___< '

LYRICS:

"Mad" by Neyo

Oh, oh, oh,

Oh, oh, ummm

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking

Ummm nobody's talking, 'cause talking just turns into screaming (oh,)

And now as I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,

All that that means is neither of us are listening,

And what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for nothing (fighting for),

Nothing (crying for),

Nothing (ooh,h)

But we won't let it go for nothing (don't let for),

Nothing.

It should be nothing

To a love like what we got oh, baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain

But baby can we make up now

'cause I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)?

Girl I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

No I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me (oh, no)

Umm

And it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing

(asking questions like you already know)

We're fighting this war, baby, when both of us are losing

(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go. What happened to working it out?)

We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,

So what the hell do we do now?

It's all for nothing (fighting for)

Nothing (crying for),

Nothing... (ooh,h)

We won't let it go for nothing (don't let for),

Nothing.

It should be nothing

To a love like what we got oh, baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain (Oh, it's gonna rain),

But baby can we make up now

'cause I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)?

Girl I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

No I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me (oh, no)

Oh, baby this love ain't gon' be perfect (perfect, perfect oh, no)

And just how good it's gonna be

We can fuss and we can fight

Long as everything is alright

Between us before we go to sleep...

Baby we're gonna be...

Happy....

Oh, ....oh,

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain (it's gonna rain),

But baby can we make up now (can we make up now?)

'cause I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)?

Girl I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

No I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me (oh, no, no, no)

It Hurts

Such a song that could make me feel so tough whenever I listen to...

I'm de Secret-Beauty-Princess XD

Do you know Cinderella? Of course, I'm just a like her...hehehe.... I meant the relation of some kinda circumstance... Poor messy Cinderella becomes a very beautiful princess because of the magic of  the God Mother and so do I... My ordinary facial shape girl with that small eyes, flat nose, a bit thick lips, large face and curly hair are turn into the type of cute sweetie one because of the magic of Cosmetic...well, I meant Make-Up... XD

Most of people always say that my photos mostly are just too different from my reality....Aiiii, just coz they never see me outside for dat type of party while I take my selfie only when I'm that pretty too...First I feel awkward to hear their words...but later is...Proud to be me! Why not? Isn't that great? wahahhaa..... 

#love#my#selfie#myself#

His Hidden Emotion

There is a moment lately when I’m on the car with my husband to join the wedding party... Oh lord, oh my country, I leave home since around 6pm but is getting to the place of around 8pm just because of that crazily stuck in the traffic jam... People whom look like in a well education with luxury transportation but poor morality and non of sense to respect other... They care non of traffic rule but just try their best in going toward their destination no matter what... And cause of that, we all are late... =_=^

To kill the most boring time during our journey in the busy city’s street, we, I & my hubby keep talking about this and that non stop until we start a topic of our dream... Well, I tell him of my dream since young age... “I dream to be a very good wife in our personal independent house with quite well managed on my household job, cook the delicious food with a good care to all my kids. I tell him I dream to study further since I wanna be a knowledgeable mom and guide my children to the right place... I dream to stay all day and night with them... Give them the warmth of love that mom should have.... I wanna be a very cool housewife.... However, after I get married, I’m just forced to work even harder... no anyone forces me but my family stability... our economy... There looks like nothing walking on the flow of my this dream...I need to go to work since 8am in the morning until around 6.30pm in the evening; I’m just getting home... I’m still living with my mom even I get married... I could stay with my kid only a few hours and he will sleep... At the same time, food and household tasks have been well prepared by mom...she even gets more tired than while I'm in single life... I have really less time with them too and especially my little kiddo... Of course, I don’t feel at ease...”

I actually don’t mean to hurt my husband but we’re just sharing our dream... Though, I hear his response to my dream and it’s damn touching me.... he says sadly that, “Coz I’m not a good husband... I’m foolish... I’m that useless for cannot offer my wife the comfortable one...but only a rough life". Hearing he says so, I feel I’m saying lately of something affect to his heart... His short sentence brings millions definitions... Maybe he feel ashamed as I’m looking down on him or maybe he feel guilty... However, what he says, really make me so sorry... It is not his mistakes in reality... This shows as he always dreams to make my living a high standard one... It seems he means to put me into a happily wife’s life... He may love his wife quite huge... he may regret that need to lets me work, right? Isn’t this his hidden emotion? I’m so speechless, excited and feeling like I want sobbing... I extremely feel sorry for saying my dream....

Emmm, you may feel I’m that too stupid dramatically lady... Although, I’m so touching for seeing his facial expression.... Yeah, I am! nahh, I guarantee you would feel the same if you are in this situation...

Apologize me my honey if I hurt you... I’m just that hurt too...