RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

There is a parking space in front of my working place which is separated by a boulevard. So, after the parking, I have to go through the crosswalk. Well, this is not my first experience to be on crosswalk but it is the first experience to crosswalk with many people… I feel funny, yet fantastic! I feel funny since we are alike little cutie students whom is guided by the security guard to crosswalk for school… But I feel fantastic since this is my first time being with many professional, well dressed people from the same company as mine. Be honest, since I never experience being in abroad, this moment brings me such so flattering… Look like I’m in abroad! Hahahah… Feeling like I’m in Korea… aiiiii…. Such the sincere feeling!   In addition, my desk is facing to the mirror wall, I could see the sky very well as my office is on the top of the building, the sixth floor! This is awesome! My desk at the previous place was opposite to the big wall and I was always complaining...

People at new place are mostly so nice, friendly and willing to accept each other differences with encouragement and guide each other. Yet, I don’t know what would happen later too… And I’m not so in the team yet, I still miss the old place… Seriously! However, they welcome me closely, they share me the core information which I’m so willing to know… They show me their view but they don’t ask me to follow, I can think in other ways… All they want, the good result! A management encourages me that I could learn step by step and I could take time to adapt time to time, no rush at all that he needs. Another management even warms me by promising to protect me well from any interfering of anyone here, I could stay with harmony! It must be something within that they tell me so… Though, they are so kind to me… Things may change, I’m ready too… Or is it the “GREENLAND EMPIRE” that I saw in my previous dream? The place where is so beautiful with nature, comfortable environment, I ca...

Finally, my last day of current lovely world is coming tomorrow... That is about my working place... regardless of serious negative part from my new management, this current place treats me so right... I feel loves... I receive loves... I remember all moments... I remember how my heart beats and how fluttering I get... I still laugh just to think of my time during here... I met many good people, the ones who bring smile, joke and we tease, we laugh together... We work smart and enjoy our teamwork spirit, we are satisfied to our result... We proud be to us... I gonna miss those spirit a lot...  The plan for being here only 6 months had been changed to undecided date... Yet, things has been changed again after they joined (the new management). Coz I promised to love myself more and more to the max, that is why I need to move when I start feeling torturing from such work pressure... I gonna miss all of things and especially people here... I didn't move to get b...

That is about my job… I ever got the offer several times to be the management of my current job and all I could react; I rejected every single chance… lol… The reason was; I was not ready yet! To my current days, I keep wondering what the heck did I see in my perspective in the past? I don’t really understand my old me… hahahah… I’m now starving to meet that kinda chance again and I would catch it tight and try it! Being later fail or pass doesn’t mind to me since even if I may fail, that is called experience! However, I get no more golden chances… I got selected for my new career as well and that is with the same post, the same benefits with my this old age… Did I miss the chances or Am I fated to be only in the junior level? Hehehe… maybe the lord doesn’t think I’m mature enough to lead other so all I can do now is to accept the fact and continue to be immature and wild… uhmmm meow...meow! XD