Well, I don’t expect anything since he never celebrated before… We didn’t even have a special meal for this type of day… I was so disappointed, quite upset… indescribable mood! I was feeling terrible; I was miserable… From first year of our anniversary, second year…fifth year… sixth year anniversary, nothing seems different… I told him what I wanted and it seemed like I was so childish to him… My man didn’t even remember well of this day... While our seventh year anniversary, we were on work mission to different places… I rethought, I motivated myself, I gave myself more and more loves, I trained myself to stay in peace with positivity and of course, I gained the real happiness from such zero expectation… My wedding anniversary is so meaning to me, yet I won’t claim for anything… December 08, 2019 is my 8 years Wedding Anniversary! I know it, I do feel it but I am so calm in such a mature way. I love myself for being this way. No more pains… My man called me and my both...