RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

I’ve been through a path I chose myself, my professional journey. I believed I would deliver the best result and met my stakeholder’s expectation. Things won’t go as planned within the last 13 months in this journey. Though, I was very happy for myself who was absolutely brave to take the challenges and provided the best of my best. The journey was filled with thorn, the poisonous sharp thorn which put me down both physical and emotional health… I fell sick months, checked up full body and found nothing… I finally was diagnosed as insomnia. I was cured and decided to open a new page, start the new career from this July 01, 2024. The new page is loading… I don’t know if I can do it, I have no experience at all with this new career… i just wish myself all the best and lets try first… If I cannot do this, I will need to explore another new opportunity… This gets me worried, I think quite a lot on this… In my dreams, several dreams…but I remembered few only… * The first dream I r...

My dear speakup zone, my dear blog, I came here with a broken heart again... and so does the broken soul...   I cross path with a very great looking man, He treats everyone generously, His smile, his confidence… He is the definition of angel… good looking, kind and righteous…   And I believed he gonna be a great person to deal with... Time goes by... That gentle guy and a great one to everyone, became the fierce one to me... An angel to other, a devil to me… He grows negative perception on me and this negative perception quickly goes stronger and stronger...   I've tired to clear this perception... Though, it seems already attached to his bone and soul... His hatred to me is just wow... That stuck feeling in my chest is incredibly indescribable... He has no appreciation toward my efforts... But just hatred! Everyone can read him easily...  He seems want to showoff his unpleasant behavior around me...   I know, without sm...