RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

Well, after all my Mr. Perfect(s) disappeared from my fantasy dream world, there is replaced by another ordinary guy who keeps appearing in my recent multi dreams, the same guy! That ordinary guy has strict long face but short chin, big eyes which seems drunken even he is not, sharp high nose and fair big lip. He has short eyelash, fair mustache, less beard and thick hair. He is brown, about 1.73 meters height and 70 kilograms or something. From the moment I met him until almost the last, he didn't smile at me at all. Due to his appearance, he is such a quality protector (he looks even scary sometime). Most of time he appears in my dream; he often wear short trousers or short jeans which its length is about to his knees with T-shirt. Even he appeared in most of my dream recently; I still find it hard to remember all those dreams but last night……… I, Mr. Protector and two female of my colleagues (Vy and Da) were losing way in a forest. We were seeking for exit road. We s...

I feel I lost some of my special abilities; i didn’t get any spiritual hints for something might happen in future as before. Last week, I felt very normal, yet I fell sick badly and even almost got bad traffic accident.  I do wonder why I got no hints at all… More than anything, I didn’t have any marvelous dreams as I ever had for such so long period. I’m madly missing all those moments, the moments when I was the top main actress, the beautiful, the wonderful, dramatically, romantic and be protected by my special guardian perfectly. I miss it, I want it back but I can do nothing coz I don’t know how to recall them… I’m a bit sad…nooo, I’m quite disappointed if all those real left me… I hope to meet them at least sometime again… my spectacular dreams!