RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

Thursday, August 29, 2019  (In Cambodia, my country) Things are more stable in my life recently, no much pain but a calm happiness. I ever wished for this type of moment in the past and without self-notice, I real get it. Things are flowing the way I want… I get the job I wished for, the job which gains me no much pressure and very reasonable paid. I finally could work with senior leaders who are quite impressive with their responsibility, maturity and high capacity! I meet many good and kind colleagues right now who cares people around them… I could fall in love most of days with the same guy, my husband! We give each other more respects, understanding and forgiveness. Our love is nicely healthy. I don’t reach a rich status in society yet but that is not bad to have my current wealth, a balancing income and expense. I could raise my boys into the happy mood kids, they smile and laugh, they are happy most of days. Yeah, they are sick often and they recover ...

+ Some people: I could see how tough they are doing and I give my hand… I help them, I want them to be releasing. They don’t seem always in this situation so I trust a bit more, they will be better from my help… -> Result: They now turn to be in healthy situation and they indirectly deny to get back those tasks… That naturally becomes mine… No matter how stuck I am, how f***ing busy I am, I don’t find help back from those people… They won’t take it back… I cannot complain coz it was myself, the one who volunteered! + Some people: They help me a lot, I do appreciate their acts and I do try to pay them back their kindness… Nevertheless, they seem never feel I already tried to pay them… They don’t seem notice what I have done but they focus on what I’ve no ability to do… They don’t feel; they don’t see my efforts to satisfy them. I try to explain and show them and they are like I don’t do enough… That seems never be enough to compare to their help on me… Their expectation o...