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Tomorrow is my Nine Years Love Anniversary

  Flash back to the past, we had been through different situations for our anniversary; including… - He was in province and I was in city, - He was in abroad while I was still in domestic, - He was quite busy and we could not make it. Most of years, we could not even see each other faces for this special day. It was a pain at first to me but then, I could adapt to this kind of situations. Even we could not meet on that day, we celebrated at another day that could be early or belated celebration. We also didn’t do any much, yet for memorable memory…   This 2020 and tomorrow, it is again our love anniversary… He will not go anywhere this year due to Covid-19 pandemic and we both are staying home. Though, this year is even worst and the first taste of our anniversary since we know we would not be possible to do any single little thing… We could see each other every day but we keep social distancing, he has been alone in the first floor for 8 days now… Yeah, he has been put in qua...

Aquarius Sign

Original page: https://www.ganeshaspeaks.com/zodiac-signs/aquarius/traits/   Aquarius Traits Rebellious in nature and unique, the Aquarius zodiac sign signifies intelligence, spontaneity and independence. Aquarians have an out of the box thinking and eccentric perspective. They can either be cold and emotionally detached, or extremely emotional. Sometimes their mind is too advanced for some people to understand.   Master at hiding their true feelings, they have a dark side which they would not bring out. Read on to get an idea of the classic positive and negative personality traits of Aquarius zodiac.   Let’s look at some of the positive and negative traits of Aquarius: Positive Traits: Open-Minded, Humanitarian, Creative, Free Spirited and Intellectual Negative Traits: Impulsive, Unpredictable, Inconsistent, Extremist and Stubborn   Aquarius Positive Traits Open-Minded An Aquarius is incredibly open-minded and tends to think and do things diffe...

Twelve Zodiac Sign

O riginal page: https://astrotalk.com/astrology-blog/most-intelligent-and-dumb-zodiac-sign/   1. Scorpio Zodiac Sign (23Oct- 21Nov) Scorpio zodiac sign The people born under the Scorpio Zodiac Sign are considered the smartest and intelligent and it will stay the same in 2020 as well. Scorpio comes out as a surprise package and you cannot fool them easily. However, with their sharp and wise mentality, they find motivation in everything they do. These people have a very unique perceptive and are best at realistically assessing and understanding the world at large.   2. Aquarius (Jan20- Feb18) Aquarius Zodiac Sign After Scorpio, Aquarius is going to set its benchmark in 2020 which its tricky skills and wisdom. Aquarius individuals tend to filter almost everything through their intellectual mind. Aquarians are also known for being broad-minded and accepting of ideas and concepts from sources other than themselves. Moreover, they possess a strange and fascinating pers...

The moment I feel better for being treated unfairly

Past experience changed me and I feel extremely surprised to my new me…   I ever felt damn down for being unfairly treated from the people I like, the people I love and the people I treat quite nice… I did feel there were uncountable thorns put in my heart… I didn’t even think I could live… Yet, don’t believe our heart too much… It only speaks out emotionally and softly like a pile of tofu… We would not die from being treated disgustingly, we only die when we decide to…   Right now, some people keep treating me the ways they prefer no matter how I treat them… They don’t change but then, I changed… When they ignore my existing, I just smile… because I feel so much at ease and I could start to act like them whenever I decide to without any self-intrusion.   In reality; the thought of losing them that I had in the past, was accurately wrong… Look like I had never have them from the start… Yet, they lost me… They lost the person who cared and loved them… Let’s them be!  ...

Hello June 2020!

I’m wondering what are going to happen my dear June? It’s been tough during these 5 months of 2020 both physical and mental health to me. I’ve been pessimistic to many occurring situations and of course, I shared a lot to my closed people (more like complaining hehehe…). I felt down, I felt pressured, I felt hard breathing, I felt annoyed… Though, lucky that my surrounding people are quite nice. They encouraged me, supported me and made me feel better. We naturally shifted roles; when they were in blurry situations, I tried my best to help them seeing another picture. Well, the situations didn’t change from bad to good but we all chose to dance under the rain! We kept going on and smiled even in these tight situations. We didn’t lose guard, we turned the crisis situations into an opportunity and we changed focus to reach our goal. It’s still so hard but we felt valuable from our harder contributions. Yeah, things were too unexpected ridiculous but we made it and survived. ...

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful after raining day…

It was such a heavy rain, the early rain of this year which started since around 1.00AM till almost 7.30AM… And today is my schedule of working from home again… I only go to office two days per week. Normally, the sky would be bright after the rain but even from a long hours of raining, the sky this morning is still gloomy… It looks like it doesn’t get enough of showering the water yet… Many of my friends find it annoying and not really like it while I enjoy this moment a lot… hehehe… To me, without so much sunlight, it looks romantic… It seems sad yet it is beautiful in its own way… I got up as normal by 6.30AM, did some exercises and be ready for starting my “Work from Home” by 8AM… Aircon is not needed for today… I open all my window and lets the morning breeze goes in and out and enjoys its passion to the fullest for touching my face…heeeee I’m feeling so good! I could hear the birds voice clearly after with this opened window… I do feel more att...

The world is still in chaos…

Covid-19 is spreading perfectly in almost everywhere of the world… Human, animals, all are possible to be infected… During the waiting time to hear Vaccine is found, Medicine is ready and Covid-19 is completely gone, we all are living with insecure, unstable mental and have to stay home as much as we could. Though, the one who is in debt, has to pay it regularly while the income is dropping down unbelievably… Some companies reduce the number of their employees, some team is revised and reassigned the jobs, less people in order to save cost… In business perspective, if we don’t add value to the company, we are not welcomed. To affect small amount of people is better than affecting all people… However, this is the disaster time, all I wish is for everyone safety and sympathy for each other. Maybe this is because I am not a businesswoman but a mere employee, I think we should help each other to overcome this tough period first… May the world could go through this harmful e...

She acts weird…

I met her in the mid of 2018 and we were getting along quite well. We shared many personal stories and we consoled, encouraged and helped each other. We laughed a lot, we have many in common… She is very positive and cares free… Until this early year, she seems changed… Maybe this is only my feeling, isn’t it? She became silent, she seemed react in a negative vision… I’m wondering what has happened on her? Hence, I go closer to her, embrace her soul and bravo for all her good achievement... I won’t do this for only her but I am always that glad, that happy to see my friends become success… Yet, she defined my praising words on her high achievement in such a way… She asked me why did I say congratulation to her? She said there was nothing she saw that I should say so… She said that was her job that she must complete, there was really inappropriate for me to react this way... Ehhh, she must think I was teasing her… She must think I am insincere… She must t...