RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

DAY 1 I see a lady… She is in the garden and sightseeing with her cute smiley face… There, a man keeps looking at her… That lady seems notice his presence and turns to him… “ahh hello!” That man doesn’t speak a word but goes quick to her and suddenly, he holds her up on his both hands… The lady gets surprised but seems not surprised for being in his arms… Instead, she says… “Wow!!! You can hold me up this high? Even my husband cannot hold me up, I’m this so fat!” She is giggling; meantime, that man quickly steals her a kiss on her lips! She looks very speechless with astonish atmosphere… He puts her down and leaves as soon as possible… That lady stands there alone with her continuing surprised and is mummering… “Aren’t you my husband’s close friend,  #mrfire ?” SOME DAY LATER… I see her again, that clumsy lady… She is working in her office. She sees her senior colleague has strangely a sad face... She asks: “How are you?” The senior doesn’t reply at all but ...

Today, the sky is clear but the weather is calm without so much sunshine… Cinder accompanies her Mom to Central Market in Phnom Penh. She doesn’t want to park her motorbike but choose to ride around the city while waiting for her Mom’s call after her shopping. Cinder rides her motorbike to this and there until she sees a public school. She rides into the school while the environment is strangely silent. No one is presence there but the view is superb with many big trees, blooming garden and gentle breeze. She explores the school until arriving a tall building that seems at the back of the school. Suddenly, the school become very active. Many students leave the class of that building, they go to get their bikes while some are walking and they’re all leaving the school at the back door that links to a ground road. Cinder follows them just want to see where that ground road lead to. It’s also a bit weird for being in the middle of the city but there is the ground road… After Cider l...

  Over 4 years that I entered Greenland Empire…   Yesterday, a shocking news hit me! My empire's king will be leaving! He is leaving the Greenland Empire for another much bigger empire and his leaving will be the opportunity of his direct people to grow and contribute. His leaving is the best choice for himself and his direct people, I accept that… Just, what I cannot accept, is the news that he is leaving… I’m just so sad to think of his announcement…   The fact that he almost sentenced me back then in the past because of misunderstanding, I thought my feeling already moved on… Though, I guess, I just lie to myself, After all the incidents, my love for him is still that deep, A love to the king, not as a partner, A love with high respect to the first leader who I feel so attached to… I really feel unrealistic to hear that, I do wish it was just a dream!   Time is ticking, on the last day of the year end will be the last day we see eac...

It was December last year, it happened from that point… My hubby’s friends called him to join Count Down party at Siem Reap and we agreed. It was a fun trip of 6 families including mine and more than 10 children, 95% was boys! lol We had a happy breakfast, coffee and lunch… The Moms and children went visiting Angkor Wat excitedly with our tour guide’s history telling… Yes, my first time for being there with a tour guide! ^^ And the Dads waited us at the hotel… After leaving the Angkor Wat tours, we went to the biggest Ferris Wheel in the city… We had a chilled dinner, plenty of foods, the dinning space was next to the pool where the kids enjoyed to the max in the pool, got up and got foods… Yeah, there were wine, beers, coke and tea… You knew, I’m a tea’s fan! :D Some people went to the night market at around 10pm while I and my boys went to our room, hehehe… I was tired… Next day, the kids got up early, cycling around the hotel and pool time again…. Next, we arrived Kule...

This happened…   First off, I didn’t know what future of my choice is but later, I found my choice will bring me a very bold risk… Last but not least, I still chose that choice…   I gave myself a hope of changes, since no one can guarantee the future… Maybe the future I heard about, can be an illusion, Maybe the future I didn’t expect, will be a great dimension, That is why I stood firmly on my decision.   Sadly, last two days, I got notified, the future that I wish to be false, to be just an illusion, slowly become a real one… What I found back then that can happen, now it is happening… My choice put me in an empty space.... No access, no stress, no progress…   That is not unexpected event, There is timeline I got mentioned, The timeline of my end, From what I decided last 2 months…   So, during the active moment, I will need to perform what I should perform, strive for the best even that the best will be ended by Dec 31, 2...

That is just almost unbelievable to see I have never been here quite a long while, yes, a very long break!   Things still happened in a way to hurt me; though, I must be stronger to get self healing better and move on... Never forget to see the bright side too, many good things also gifted me...   After all, I am still alive and enjoy life!   Love you my dear blog!