RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

It was December last year, it happened from that point… My hubby’s friends called him to join Count Down party at Siem Reap and we agreed. It was a fun trip of 6 families including mine and more than 10 children, 95% was boys! lol We had a happy breakfast, coffee and lunch… The Moms and children went visiting Angkor Wat excitedly with our tour guide’s history telling… Yes, my first time for being there with a tour guide! ^^ And the Dads waited us at the hotel… After leaving the Angkor Wat tours, we went to the biggest Ferris Wheel in the city… We had a chilled dinner, plenty of foods, the dinning space was next to the pool where the kids enjoyed to the max in the pool, got up and got foods… Yeah, there were wine, beers, coke and tea… You knew, I’m a tea’s fan! :D Some people went to the night market at around 10pm while I and my boys went to our room, hehehe… I was tired… Next day, the kids got up early, cycling around the hotel and pool time again…. Next, we arrived Kule...

This happened…   First off, I didn’t know what future of my choice is but later, I found my choice will bring me a very bold risk… Last but not least, I still chose that choice…   I gave myself a hope of changes, since no one can guarantee the future… Maybe the future I heard about, can be an illusion, Maybe the future I didn’t expect, will be a great dimension, That is why I stood firmly on my decision.   Sadly, last two days, I got notified, the future that I wish to be false, to be just an illusion, slowly become a real one… What I found back then that can happen, now it is happening… My choice put me in an empty space.... No access, no stress, no progress…   That is not unexpected event, There is timeline I got mentioned, The timeline of my end, From what I decided last 2 months…   So, during the active moment, I will need to perform what I should perform, strive for the best even that the best will be ended by Dec 31, 2...