Change cHange chAnge!!!

Change!! What? What gonna be changed? Yeah...that is about me! I just found there are plenty things I better change. It’s been years I don’t really care of those kinda matters; however, recently I feel there should be something updated and I must strongly commit as I CAN DO IT! For sure, here is the list of what I’m considering to be modified...

+ My appearance:

-     My weight must be lost from currently of 65kg to at least 56kg, a must thing to do!

-     My hair must be as before...a straight silky hair and must be dyed into a cool but nice color (black one should be blacklist) ><

-     My walking style, better become a professional one...if possible, catwalk would be applied.

-     Try to relax as much as possible in order to make my face and skin healthy and smoothly.

+ I must change into an outstanding person, just like a bright star! I don’t mean I wanna be a film star or singer but I refer to the person whom everyone appreciates in working and life style. It has been long time that I don’t care of this point and don’t wish to be either. I don’t like being a popular one even I still...I keep trying to avoid from it but now is different. I’m going to be whom I deserve to be- outstanding woman.

+ I must become the best presenter while currently I would feel frozen and shaking in case I’m required to do the presentation. That’s why I need to be changed.

+ I'm not going to act as previously, hesitate to build relationship with most of people but only focus on whom I feel I like. Now, I'm exactly change to be a very open-minded person, communication is what I must strongly focus on. I would build a good relationship with all levels of people in the proper way, esp. my colleagues. Yeah, Best in communication!

+ I must be the proficient Khmer and English speaker. I can’t speak other languages beside these two languages so I must be extremely marvelous at them. I must turn into such a native English speaker, well speaking, writing, reading and especially listening! I must train myself in listening to those expats as much as possible to improve my listening skill. I won’t let it happen again, the repeated history of being blamed from those expats for just I can’t understand or respond them well. Idiot, you’re fucking unreasonable! How can I answer while I don’t understand? Why can’t I just take minutes to think? Hell’s waiting for kinda bullshit guys as you! Go there!!!!!!!!

I would become a person whom most said “She’s young but quite qualified, mature and professional”!

hmmm.... I tend to write a few points only, though, now it happens to be a long text already, lol...it seems I’m not really good enough and I should think of this changing since long time...right? By the way, I would add more into this text when I found there’s anything else I should change more...Keep updating!!! It would help to remind me of what I have suffered and I must erase those kinda wound from my present and future!