2014 of My Birthday

Finally, my birthday arrives again and I got one more year to add on my current age...hehehe...somehow, I’m always glad to get those many wishes from my family, my colleagues, my high school friends, my university friends, my best friends and my online friends...lol...they are really the parts of my life that make me satisfied! I feel so blessed to have all of them... My full day of 29 January this year (my birthday) is booked. Partyyyyyyy!!!! ^^ I gonna have lunch with my current working place’s colleagues and sweet dinner with my hubby....but how about my best friends?? That’s it! I feel disappointed...they call me and ask me for having lunch together; I reject just because I already confirmed with my colleagues since last week....then they ask for dinner...how come? I can’t deny my hubby... so??? :[ nothing would help... I just hang up and I keep working during my office hours.

Suddenly a man call me...and he is a delivery guy... he ask me for sign to accept a gift and it’s a beautiful cake with my name in a favorite color of green... who’s that exact sender??? I call my hubby...he say no... hmmm....my best friends???? Yeahhhhhhhhh....they are! Two of them send me this cake which delivers from a popular Bakery in my city currently- Phnom Penh, Cambodia- Tous Les Jours Bakery! Almost every year, even if we are super busy, we still share some of our time to celebrate together...Seem like this year is different...I feel of distant per our relationship...Just we can’t fix a suitable time which we three would be available... I feel guilty... that’s coz of me, right? emmmm....

I have only one wish for my birthday and the same as every year but just a bit long wish... May my all caring friends + colleagues, my family...and me meet as much as happiness which can exist while it would go a long well with wealth & health and may our all relationship keep in that strength way no matter what....

Oh oh... here is another gift I got from my another best friend....obviously, best friend should be only one..coz it is BEST...but I have a few whom I call best friend...hahaha....

Thks Dada ^,^

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