Cheating words

You were not a stranger to my family but me,
One day you came to my life,
You were showing love toward this kiddy,
You showed you wanna be with me for eternity,
Uhmmm, I also had good feeling for you,
Just I cannot accept immediately,
Wanna show you first who is exactly me,
I told you I love eating fast food,
I told you I'm stubborn,
I told you I'm not a completed girly coz I don't know how to cook,
I told you I'm not that type of someone's under controlled,
I told you about my past,
I told you everything of all my bad habits, bad points...
And you were saying those all were fine to you,
It won't matter at all,
I fell in love easily then coz I trusted your words,
Our relationship started,
Of course, you could deal very smoothly with those lacking parts of me,
We finally became family!
Though, from day to day, you were changing...
You won't anymore satisfied to eat fast food with me,
You told me you dislike it,
Then you started complaining on my stubborn attitude,
While today you are fucking mad with me,
Coz I never care cooking nor try to improve it but only you,
You yell at me, you mock me,
I am too much angry!!!!
You changed and your words to me, your promise are changing,
They are in the future, will keep changing from one to another one, huh???
Why???? Why??? Why???
Such the cheating words!!!!!
If you cannot purely accept me,
Just be real to yourself and say it,
Coz while you try to ignor those points for being together,
Your this mistakes may keep hurting you,
Especially, this drag me to be suffering too,
You know, it's such a worse pain to me,
I confess I keep thinking what if we decide to be a part,
Would we get a better time, the happiness for our living????

I'm that stupid who trust you are sincere in those words saying...
Well...you aren't that wrong but I'm just so silly to believe...
***ishurtingdamnhurt***