RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

January 29, is my birthday of 30 years old! Oh god! My age is starting with number three… lol I got many wishes from my social media friends and my other friends. I got cakes from my colleagues and my best friends from high school… Even I was waiting for my family reaction, I still didn’t expect anything such the cake or gift from them but I want to be their special person and I want them to remember my special day and saying “Happy Birthday” with smile. Yet, my family gifted me such an unexpected moment… My parents didn’t remember… My siblings also forgot… My in-law also didn’t notice… My both kids are so small to know it… More than anything, my only one man ended my birth day with such unawareness!! I told myself I was no longer a young girl, I had to be more mature… I told myself to stay calm… I patiently tried all my best to stay ordinarily… Even actually, I knew I was so angry! I can be affected but I won’t give anyone the right to own my happin...

I have been quite in harmony for two years, 2017 (rooster year) and 2018 (dog year) which there weren’t any much barriers for my daily life. I love those a lot… I met a lot of excitement moments as well… However, the moment 2019 arrived (the pig year), things started changing… Due to belief, Pig Year isn’t my year since this year is water and my year is fire. I don’t really wanna believe it too but January already paid me a few frustrating circumstances… 1. I had some debating with a management and I thought it was just debating… Later, she got some contrasting with my direct superior and all she thought, also other people thought, they believed that my superior was a bit aggressive to that management because I may report him negatively of what have happened between I and her… I didn’t even take it seriously and I didn’t say a word to my superior! I’m innocent… o_O’ 2. I had a schedule to meet candidates with a sales management in the morning. When first candidate a...

There is a beautiful garden far there and I am walking in for sightseeing. I see the king of my empire is sitting next to an unknown lady and they are enjoying the scenery of lively fresh bold pink flowers. To my local speech, we call that flower as “Paper Flower” but its official name is B ougainvillea . So, I go to sit next to him without any words and focus on flower’s beauty… I feel a bit weird, I turn to the space behind me and I see three snakes… God! Such the beautiful snakes! They look quite cute, yet they are naturally poisonous. I alert to the king to be careful and ask him to leave the spot… Yet, he just looks at me with smile and keeps sitting there… I decide to go only by myself; however, those three snakes come to block my way… I return to sit… (I think the King could protect me since so far and so forth, he is a man…) Very unbelievable! Other two snakes arrive… They are crawling on the flowers while then they fall their head down to see us! F***!!!! =___= ...