Today with ma closed friends...

I'm kinda busy lady both work and family and of course, I'm not that often to go for a walk with ma friends even they are quite closed to me... Though, today we can get a deal...lol...I get a half day free from work and my family also allows me per ma request to be outside with ma closed friends... There's a lot of chatting, we're sharing, we're laughing and we're gossiping about those quite expensive products for just show in Beoung Keng Kong Market...it's been a pleasure...hehehe...and we go to visit our high-school friend whom has a shop in that market...many things we are teasing each other! XD Next, we continues to go to lucky Supermarket...we're going around to see the display products there for whole market while we buy only a small amount of money (ma both closed friends spend around $20 and me is around $3...lolzzz) Thus, we start capturing ourselves until there's someone comes to warn us for not doing so there...yeeee...when does this happen for not allowed to take photos in this supermarket??? Whatever, we've done our capturing even before their warning!!!! :P :P :P

they're ma closed friends ^^

Hate you, Late!

I don’t care if you are anyone; whoever, I still have right to show my feeling and I deeply hate you guy if you broke your promise for keep being late and lets me wait you nonsense. 

There’s an event at my company, I and my team is assigned by Marketing Team to arrive office at 7.00AM for sharp since they will leave to the event venue at an university by company’s car. As I can’t arrive this time, I tell Marketing team to go first and I will be there at 8.00AM with my team by our own transportation just because the event would start at 8.30AM. I and my team promised each other to reach office at 7.30AM and we will leave together. It’s time, I arrive office and it is 7.40AM...I feel annoyed of myself to late for this 10mins...I’m ready to ask for apologize from my team but nahhhhh....when I get the office, no presence of my team...I think he’s maybe somewhere in this office but 10mins later, I still don’t see him....call him!!! I call him! He picks up and it’s around 7.50AM...he said he’s in front of office but is having breakfast...breakfast?????? How’s about me? He doesn’t seem respect his time, his promise, his words! Yeahhhhh, I’m angry now for sure! About 15mins later, he calls me to go down stair and we will leave office... Just when I get ground floor, I meet Marketing Staff whom said she and her team would be leaving office at 7.00AM but she is standing in front of me at this time of around 8.10AM.... When she sees me, she said we all can leave at 9.00AM instead, she said there’s maybe not busy there at this time...why she said so? It’s just because she is late...LATE!!!! hahahaah....how funny it is? I've been playing around, haven't I??.... I’m being sick of this kinda situation!

I, my team and her are going up stair to our each office and wait until it’s time of around 9.00AM, we all will be leaving together... Back to my team, I’m so patient to talk with him...you know what he talks to me?? He said he knows they can’t leave office at 7.00AM as they ordered us! Huh?! then? I yell at him, “So why do you promise with me to arrive at 7.30AM? You should tell me first!” He said he left home since 6.50AM but it was a bad traffic Jam...nahh...such a kiddo excuse! If so, why does he dares to have breakfast for even he’s already late? Don’t hope I will believe you! :[

You...you all, you guy, you try to show you are right....yeah, I know it is not a big mistake...but it’s the mistake I do hate maybe since I was born...do you think your time is valuable and mine is nothing???? I don’t wanna repeat but it is real...whoever, you must respect your words-your promise with other, especially me! If you don’t even respect your own words, who the heck gonna respect you?!!! Ohhhhh.....Buddha!! Help me plz! I’m in fire of anger now!

Thank you Gift!

Being the recruiter, there are hundreds vacancies I need to fill and there are many applicants that are willing to challenge while they would mostly say thank you to me for allowing them to get the chance for the interview. Some candidates become my good friends after they passed the interview and always so pleased to me. Some just doesn't show anythings to the interviewer. In addition, some also used to invite me for some snack or lunch. Nevertheless, this happened while I worked for the Recruitment Agency. Since I change to work for a company instead, I don’t think I will get those thankfulness again but... nahhh... 

There are 7 actually, but I gave 2 to ma colleagues :D

It seems not different, I still get those sweet thankful words from my candidates ^^ and there even a candidate, she brings some fruit to show her thank to me that I allow her to get the second round interview (the first gift for my recruitment job which is Fruit, apples). Is it called curruption? lol... I’m too pessimistic? Noooo.... I know, I know...they just meant to thank me. hehehe....

To my candidates; I've met many people in quite different ways of personality, experience, knowledge and their beyond stories. I really don’t mean to seek into their personal cases but they tend to share me, so I keep listening. They bring their own stories to show me in the interview; yeah of course, mostly we are talking about only education, experience and vacancy but sometime they also share of their disgrace, depression and even their family issues. I used to meet candidates whom they become orphan with only their mother or father to live with... in a tough life; the candidates whom parents got divorce, relatives got serious danger and I remember a candidate that even share me as her dad passed away because of HIV. She's living with her mother and her little sibling, her aunt and her old grandma...she didn't say she's living hard but according to her outlook, we can define... Listen to those types of story did make me feel deeply sympathy on their lives. I can’t imagine what gonna be me if I got much suffer as them; though, they still smile to me even in their eyes show sth sadly. First when I heard this kinda story, I thought they just try to turn me to pity them and offer them a job but it is exactly not so. They may just wanna share in order to release their stress. More and more, my feeling told me that... “Don’t only see them in that negative way. Life is much more than the novel or drama.” Thus, sometime I keep whispering in my heart as “sorry, sorry....sorry” to some of my candidates whom are absolutely qualified to their applied posts both of their knowledge and experience but they are still considered to be fail just because they are not pretty or tall enough!!! Heck!!!! What the heck is that requirement??!!! They already look nice enough to work...they come here to work, not to become freshie nor super model!!! Whatever, it’s still going on as the flow and the need of management. They have their own reasons but just the reasons that make me sick at some stage...

Training!

It’s my first Training which I get from Xinwei Cambodia, my current company which I’m working for. This training is called “Self Motivation”; presented by Mr. Dek Phearun, Training Specialist. I supposed it would be in English; though, it’s in Khmer instead. However, it’s fine since it’s even easier to transfer the messages to the participators. This training period is for full day which starts from 8:00 AM till 5:00 PM and participators could get 1 hour and a half for lunch break. Training starts with the definition of “What is motivation?” and it starts processing with many examples and practices. Trainer acts very confident and full of energy. There’s no speaker but we could hear him quite well...hehehe... He tries to explain in detail and step by step with a lot of fun activities as well. Finally, Training ends. What do I get from this training? yeahhhh, I get inspiration, self-confident and of course, I earn the sharing experience from the trainer. Thus, it encourages participators to think more positively (actually, I’m already kinda positive person since I was born...hehehe...and this training shows me that I’m doing the right thing- Positively helps us to live peacefully and see the world beautifully...) Whatever, even we always think we’re strong, willing to push to go through obstacles and we are so positive but maybe it’s not really enough yet. Then, let’s go through more training and it will help at least to get ideas for your flexibility in real life.

My new understanding on...! ;D

Hay, it’s been long time I have never been here for updating. Miss you my beloved blogged! :D

So far and so forth, time just keeps moving until Raining Season has already arrived again! My adorable season! Actually, I didn’t really notice about the weather much this few months since I’m quite busy with my new job. Ohhhh, I forgot to share... I got the new job more than 2 months now...hehehe... I started working in a new company, kinda Telco Company from Beijing, China and just established in Cambodia. My office here is a big one with a high building of 8 floors and I’m in the same position as a Recruiter- part of HR, the potential part! ^^

Once again, here is a Chinese company. My manager is Chinese and most of management staff here are Chinese. They all are reasonable enough and not that though to work with; especially my manager! She’s nice and gentle. I used to judge Chinese people as a stingy person while currently I start changing my view. Chinese or not, they are still the human and of course, human being are not different. All types of people; including good and bad, kind and stingy, helpful and jealousy... What I have seen from I started working here is that those people are so generous (I refer to those Chinese) and the stingy ones seem Cambodian instead...lol... There was an accident occurred on a Tower staff (Cambodian) and the power of electricity burned his most part of body. He was sent to hospital and got a very good care from company’s representative staff. He later was sent to cure at Vietnam until now; it’s around a month plus already. Yeah, a big part of support is from Insurance Company but other 100 plus staff also show their kind heart to do the donation. Nahhh....he got more than USD 2,000 from donating and if we compared between Cambodian and Chinese; I can say, Chinese staff donated much more than Cambodian. Most of them spent their own money from their own pocket USD 20, USD 50, USD 100 and some was even more than that. How about Cambodian? Some are USD 20, USD 10, USD 5 (also me^^) and some was USD 2.5 while some was even USD 1.25. I don’t mean to compare between amounts of money, we all have already been kind and helpful but what I wanna mean is that Chinese is not all stingy but they are just the same to other races... good and not so good are living together. That’s why my view has been changed from that little part to be a bit bigger and bigger. Yeahhhhh, do not judge a book by its cover! This slogan will never get old! :D

Change cHange chAnge!!!

Change!! What? What gonna be changed? Yeah...that is about me! I just found there are plenty things I better change. It’s been years I don’t really care of those kinda matters; however, recently I feel there should be something updated and I must strongly commit as I CAN DO IT! For sure, here is the list of what I’m considering to be modified...

+ My appearance:

-     My weight must be lost from currently of 65kg to at least 56kg, a must thing to do!

-     My hair must be as before...a straight silky hair and must be dyed into a cool but nice color (black one should be blacklist) ><

-     My walking style, better become a professional one...if possible, catwalk would be applied.

-     Try to relax as much as possible in order to make my face and skin healthy and smoothly.

+ I must change into an outstanding person, just like a bright star! I don’t mean I wanna be a film star or singer but I refer to the person whom everyone appreciates in working and life style. It has been long time that I don’t care of this point and don’t wish to be either. I don’t like being a popular one even I still...I keep trying to avoid from it but now is different. I’m going to be whom I deserve to be- outstanding woman.

+ I must become the best presenter while currently I would feel frozen and shaking in case I’m required to do the presentation. That’s why I need to be changed.

+ I'm not going to act as previously, hesitate to build relationship with most of people but only focus on whom I feel I like. Now, I'm exactly change to be a very open-minded person, communication is what I must strongly focus on. I would build a good relationship with all levels of people in the proper way, esp. my colleagues. Yeah, Best in communication!

+ I must be the proficient Khmer and English speaker. I can’t speak other languages beside these two languages so I must be extremely marvelous at them. I must turn into such a native English speaker, well speaking, writing, reading and especially listening! I must train myself in listening to those expats as much as possible to improve my listening skill. I won’t let it happen again, the repeated history of being blamed from those expats for just I can’t understand or respond them well. Idiot, you’re fucking unreasonable! How can I answer while I don’t understand? Why can’t I just take minutes to think? Hell’s waiting for kinda bullshit guys as you! Go there!!!!!!!!

I would become a person whom most said “She’s young but quite qualified, mature and professional”!

hmmm.... I tend to write a few points only, though, now it happens to be a long text already, lol...it seems I’m not really good enough and I should think of this changing since long time...right? By the way, I would add more into this text when I found there’s anything else I should change more...Keep updating!!! It would help to remind me of what I have suffered and I must erase those kinda wound from my present and future!