Of course, I think it gonna be okay even without him since it is not
the first mission of my hubby to abroad. Oh, I forget to mention, he is on
mission to Pakistan…. I know it won’t be unsafe everywhere there but I’m still
worried… Well, he won’t go any long there, just one week but we all, the whole
family with two cars, go to send him off…lol…such a warm family!
The first day without him, everything becomes so messy around me… It is
normal for me to do all the tasks when he is not around such as take care my
both sons with their everything; including meal, milk, bathing, dressing,
sleeping, baby bottle cleaning, clothes washing but it is much more because I and
my both sons get sick…Oh God! My both sons vomit so much until there is no more
to vomit from their stomach and me is completely in a fever! I’m headache,
dizzy, teary eyes, hot & cold and running nose too…hmmm…. Anyway, my both
sons are better now…except me but I still feel blessed for their better
condition! Ohh, my big son of around 4 years old is crying again and again, night + since the dawn...and nagging us to drive him to take his dad back... too much..too much my boy!!! =,='
Whatever, I’m confident to live without him…if required…lol… All has
happened, it just happened accidentally…
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