RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

I am having a tough life as always… uhmmm…. I need to work so hard to support this tough life… However, I also have 1.5 days off per week but I cannot relax at all… My hubby is working in the morning that he will look after our both sons in the afternoon while my mother helps to look after them in the morning… You know??? - Coz I am working from morning till evening that I arrive home, I must look after my sons coz I don’t look after them at all since morning…. - Coz I am working from Monday to Saturday morning that from Saturday afternoon and Sunday, I must look after kids coz full weekday, I don’t really look after them…. - Coz Mom spends almost full weekday to help looking after them that weekend, she needs me to accompany her for shopping or going for a walk… - Coz my hubby spends almost full weekday to look after kids which weekend, he needs to relax, sleep and exercise… As the result… - If I agree to go with mom and left kids with my husband, he gonna be ...

A song I just have known recently, “See You Again”. Beside the Rap parts, the slow one, both the lyrics, the singer’s voice and the music make me feel so reminiscent… Though, I’m not sure of which past that is affecting me via this song… I just feel I have something inside, something that I don’t really reveal it yet… something that I still need to wait to share to a person... A person that is someone… Whatever, I have no clues of what is that something inside me and who is that someone I am waiting for??? :) #women#be#like#so#complicated 

There was a party… I with my simple dress, walked in and the party’s main actress welcomed me, guided me to a dining table… There were two women and a man there… I reached the table and said hello with my shining smile… They reacted with their smirk face, tasteless eyes… I could catch their ironical expression… So, I asked if the seat was booked, Two women said fine, I can use but they didn’t seem really mean it… While the man indirectly said there was booked but until I was in, let’s use! Sooner, more people came to that table, They were all got along well, They were chatting, laughing, teasing, But well, only one new girl was talking with me, While other, I can say, they may treat me as a fly, Nothing can denied, they might see me so disgusted, Nothing to talk with coz I were just like a bug, I felt so stuck, I felt a bit so isolated. Everyone ended their meal but me, I was so crazy with food, Coz it is real me, Though, it won’t take s...

I went to the wedding party and when it was about to start, I went to the bathroom to change clothes and put on my diamond ring. However, the diamond was not bright at all. So I tried to find nearby brush to clean it. There were 3 brushes, I wanted to take that one but it accidentally fell into the toilet. I still wanted it but felt disgusted much more than, I chose another brush and cleaned softly on my diamond ring which made it bright greatly.... #first#night I was on holiday, enjoyed my holiday mood and it was the beautiful beach! I saw three children, 2 boys and one girl who were playing around my place. Immediately, that little girl came to me and gave me a ring which deserved to have diamond but seemed it lost. I took it to check and asked if where she got it from and she pointed into the sea… Wahhhh….. a lot of rings!!!! I was so craving to pick them up! Lol…. After picking them, I kept handing it to that girl and actually, they all, those rings were fake…  I ju...