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Just wanna sharing some quotes that take my impression recently... :)

 

 

Auditory Hallucination, from "Kill Me, Heal Me" K-drama

Auditory Hallucination

By: Jang Jae In (Feat. Nashow)

That is the song I love the most from a Korean Drama of “Kill me, Heal me”.
Your time won't be wasted if you decide to watch this drama! ;)

LYRIC in English Translation

There are so many hidden things inside of me

It made me change so much

It put me to sleep, it tied my hands and feet

It trapped me in a dark room

The pieces of lost time

The memories of love that I threw away

They have been deleted and thrown away

Only the outer shells remain

Without knowing anything, I just shouted

I just have that memory

My heart that was cold as ice

It will be forgotten after I sleep

I want to escape from this pain that chains me down

Someone wake me up

From my soul that is filled with scars

The deeply colored night sky

Is filled with you, who won’t leave

It wakes me from my sleep

Kissing me again

Your voice that whispered I love you

Your scent, I hear it in my ears every day

Where are you?

You’re hidden in a place where I can’t see you

The pain you received for me

When my anger becomes one

I’ll chase the lost memories from the deep sleep

I want to find the real me that is not you

But the bruises in my heart are too big

I try hiding it but they hide in my heart and wake me up

I met you on the other side of my horrible memories

You embraced even my lost feelings

Helping me get up from being broken

I’m trying not to let go of your hands

I’m trying to erase the nightmares

I’m trying so hard

In this place where I trapped myself

I want to roll up the darkness

And find you

Though I can’t touch you

Or be held by you

What controls me

Isn’t what lives in me

What can heal me isn’t strong medicine

It’s just love

The voice I hear in my ears

Wakes me up from being lost

After it wraps around me and kisses me

It disappears and I can’t see it anymore

The deeply colored night sky

Is filled with you, who won’t leave

It wakes me from my sleep

Kissing me again

Your voice that whispered I love you

Your scent, I hear it in my ears every day

Where are you?

In the night sky that I can’t touch

I see you turning back

Making me escape from the exhausted days

Making it into a picture

I’m sorry, I say as I hold onto you

Don’t go far away, I call out to you

In the sadness that I can’t ever see again

Tears fall again.

A Caring Man to be!

My kid; Thireach, currently already reaches 2 years and 6 months old… He could not speak much well but his  some words could let us understand enough…However, I could see that he is willing to learn to speak… coz he always talks a lot but in most of way that seems not human language… hehehehe…

Children will grow up and shape their own personality which may depend on surrounding people, environment or his own nature…  Thireach also has his own personality that maybe his nature more than nurture… He is very active, intelligent, talkative (but only with his family/ relative members), aggressive, stubborn and somehow is kinda so caring… So cute he is! That is what I get from him… I’m always so tired to take care him just because he never stays still but playing much a lot… Thus, whatever he wants, he will try his best in many ways to get it or he will shout out loud, yell at other or use the unique skill of being a kid, keep crying nonstop until he meets his purpose…lol… Nevertheless, his caring, I almost couldn’t believe it could happen from inner of 2 years 6 months old toddler…  I remembered that time while I was playing with him… my long hair fall to cover some part of my face, Thireach used his cute small hand to take it out from my face for me… aiii… so lovely! In addition, when I’m sad… when I’m crying… once he is there, he will look at my face sadly too and come to hug me… or he will cry with me… oh my boy!!! He could feel how I feel, couldn’t him? Why is he crying too? Is he sympathy on me? :’(

Moreover, last night, I was accompanying in watching cartoon with him… he started staring at my face a few times… Just after, his little fingers hand up to touch my lips which is damn dry and rough… he asked me...”It’s hurt???” I felt silly of his question and answered slowly… “yeaaaaa…it’s hurt…” Thireach after that was blowing some air from his small pretty mouth on my lips… (The way I always do when he says he is hurt… blowing some air on the wounds to make kid feel better as it will be healed coz of this blowing…mental curing…lol). His this acting make me so melt… I feel so touching… He is kinda very caring… He could notice what is going wrong with me… even it is not all but at least he could catch on some points… It is more than enough for his age… His smile, his hug, his care are alike the rainbow to me… Beautiful colorful as a magic! My adorable prince!

Hopefully, he is going to maintain this caring personality even after he grows up big into adult… He would be the attractive guy ever coz of this personality… He would be the cool warm-hearted guy… He would live to love and to be loved… That is the happiness of being alive as humanity…

Keep it up my boy! 

 

 

 

A feeling that lost long time….

4 O’clock in the morning…

Awww…..wawawawaw….hikhikhikhik…. “A boy is crying…”

His mom wakes up and checks if anything is going wrong with her son… Actually, this little cute prince is still sleeping and may have a nightmare… So she tries to wake him up and meantime, warmly hugging him…

He ends up real awake; is having a bottle of milk; and about to sleep again… Though, he won’t agree to sleep on the mattress but chooses to sleep on a thick blanket on the floor instead… His parents try to move him to the mattress and it fails because of his crying and insisting to sleep there… So, he is allowed…

On the big mattress, there is only the mom and the dad… The mom cannot put herself into sleep again since this night her son has many times of nightmare that she needs to care of him… Her eyes keep stay still. She thinks she may keep being so till the morning… It gonna be the exhausted day for her just because she needs to work full day…

She wanna hug her hubby but she doesn’t dare to say it out at first… just a moment, she remembers her cutie friend used to tell her that… “If you want a sweet moment, don’t just wait to get from your partner… why don’t you start first???”

So she calls her hubby and says that… she wants his cuddling… he looks awkward and asks WHY?

No answer is heard... She is quite shy….

However, he moves closer to her and hugs her tight… He then kisses her forehead and lets his right hand lie on the mattress and become her pillow instead of the real one… lol... This young mom is smiling happily and hugs him back tightly… She doesn’t know how short or long it would take to put her to sleep…. Just know that after she is awake again… it is almost 7 AM…

Such a feeling she lost long time enough… just because her precious little prince always sleep in the middle space of these parents…lol

Love it so much anyway…. The comfortable feeling… the sad-free feeling… the moment brings her peace and warmth… Yeah, there is exactly LOVE existing there at that period…

“If you don’t dare to express what you actually need, you will end up never getting it!”

Annual Party 2015

Just forgot to post...lol...

That was the moment during an Annual Party of my working place for this year 2015.
We all were chilling with overwhelming of joy, excitement and many scenes of our staff's performances... The staff were grouped into different teams... some performed of the traditional dancing, some with the mix music dancing in such a comic activities... while some were dancing Khmer dance in a big group of  around 30 people.... The rest, they showed their talent of singing different songs...

Especially, we all were quite active on pictures capturing... hehehe

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Where are the Rainbows and the Stars?!

The quote I just see today...
The quote that color my perspective as there is at least always a way to move out from misery...
This quote motivates us...
This quote brings us the belief of the beautiful world always exists....

Though, what if I'm being in the dark of the night simultaneously it is raining?
The stars might not be found nor the rainbow, might it?
Answer me please!!!

I wonder how long would it take more to bring me out from where I am now into the much better one?

I used to love surrounding people...but now they have been changed... They become so discriminated on me... They don't seem dislike me nor like me... I'm just being ignored...well... I won't feel anything if we have never known each other before.... but here, we used to be such one spirit... a good peer... share whatever fairly... both sadness and happiness... While currently, they already forget me... none care of me... they are just happy with their own circle.... I have become the useless part and no any hints of when/why/how it has been happened....

Why? At least I should know the reasons... What did I do wrong? I really don't know why....

This really makes me very ill, jaded and uncomfortable...