I'm back after almost 3 months

It was almost 3 months which I was away from blog…. Many things happened and such an upside down!

I always love my new place since it is quite comfortable (except the pay..lol). I received a lot of fun, I learned, I laughed, I made friends and I got treated quite preciously from many people (yeah, I have enemies too…hehe). I got praised unexpected on my beauty…. Hehehe… I was alike a blooming flower to them! Well, it was so unbelievable to me! XD Thus, job was going nicely. However, after I got my new management, things have been changed….

-        -- I worked quite much and mostly I reached home at 7.30pm or more.

-        -- All the jobs I trusted they were going smooth, the new management showed us those were unacceptable….

-        --  I and my team got blamed, worked harder and harder… uhmmm, we became so devoted to our jobs… I find it hard to get time to update my blog!!!

-        --  People got scared, many termination cases occurred…

-        --  Many resigned, including my colleagues…

-        --  Many called this period as disaster era…

-        --  And of course, many hate this new management, they are resentful…

BUT to me, I just smiled and accepted it. I don’t hate the new management at all. I know this is the new management’s mission to be here, to see how here is going and to develop while in the progress of development, some got suffer… I have no reasons to hate the new management… Yes, I learned from new management something new and interesting too… Though, I just feel jade sometime to the unfair things toward me.

I did keep telling myself that the beautiful moments could be taken away, so I told myself not to be so happy over this existing fairy world… and it real happened! Lol

I have to move again…to where I’m belonging to…

Good luck to myself!

~ខ្ញុំនិងត្រលប់មករកអ្នកវិញ~

ថ្ងៃនេះកុសល (ប្អូនប្រុសរបស់រេឡា)ដែលជាសិស្សវិទ្យាល័យថ្នាក់ទីដប់ បានមកដល់ផ្ទះយឺតជាងធម្មតា។ នៅពេលដែលមកដល់ភ្លាម គាត់ក៏ហុចលុយមួយដុំធំឲ្យរេឡាហើយប្រាប់ថាគាត់ទៅធ្វើជាគ្រូបង្រៀនក្រៅម៉ោង (ចរិតចាស់ទុំខុសភ្លែកពីសព្វមួយ​ដង)​។ រេឡារំភើបនិងសប្បាយចិត្តជា​ខ្លាំងដែលប្អូនប្រុសនៅក្មេងសោះចេះដឹងដល់ម្លឹងព្រមទាំងនេះជាលើកទីមួយផងដែរ។ រេឡាក៏ផ្អៀងផ្អងថតលុយ ហើយឲ្យប្អូនប្រុសកាន់លុយ នាងចង់ថតរូបប្អូនជាមួយសម្ថិផលដែលគេរកបាន។ តែទោះជាព្យាយាមយ៉ាងណាក៏ថត​រូបប្អូនមិនជាប់សោះ រេឡាក៏បើកផ្លាសទូរស័ព្ទបាញ់ដាក់មុខប្អូន ស្រាប់តែកុសល​ដួលខ្ទោក! នាងភ័យណាស់រត់ទៅ​អង្រួនប្អួន មួយសន្ទុះទើបកុសលដឹងខ្លួនតែកុសលមិនបានចាំអ្វីទាំងអស់ មិនដឹង​បានលុយមកពីណា មិនដឹងមកដល់​ផ្ទះតាំងពីពេលណា។ កុសលហាក់មានអ្វីចូលសន្ឋិតក្នុងខ្លួន តែក៏ត្រលប់មកភាពដើម​វិញ​ពេលដែលពន្លឺបាញ់ចំមុខ។ រេឡា​មិនហ៊ាននិយាយអ្វីទេ ដោយបារម្ភកុសលភ័យខ្លាច នាងធ្វើជាបន្ទោសប្អូនថា​រឡេរឡើរ ហើយក៏ឡើងទៅជាន់ទីមួយបាត់។

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រេឡាលឺសំលេងហ្នឹងនៅក្រៅបន្ទប់ជាន់ទីមួយ រេឡាក៏ចេញទៅមើល.......

ស្រាប់តែមានសត្វមួយរត់ចូលបន្ទប់លឿនស្លេវ!!! រេឡាព្យាយាមដេញវាចេញ តែវានៅតែព្យាយាមរត់ចូលបន្ទប់គេង​នាងដដែល។ រហូតដល់នាងដេញវាយវា ទើបវារត់ទៅពួនក្រោយឥវ៉ាន់លើដំបូលជណ្តើរ រេឡាដើរលបៗទៅលួចមើល​វា ក៏ឃើញច្បាស់ថាវាជាសត្វកញ្ជ្រោងពណ៍ទឹកមាសស្រាលកំពុងដង្ហក់ហត់ៗ។ រេឡារកបង្អើរវាឲ្យរត់ចេញក្រៅផ្ទះ ស្រាប់តែមិនទាន់បង្អើរផង វាក៏លើកជើងមុខម្ខាងទៅកោសក្បាល ដែលធ្វើឲ្យក្បាលកញ្ជ្រោងរបូតចេញ លេចជាក្បាល​មនុស្សប្រុសស្អាតបាតម្នាក់។ ទោះជាមើលទៅស្អាតបាតមែន តែរេឡាភ័យខ្លាំងណាស់ដោយសារវាមានខ្លួនជាសត្វ​​កញ្ជ្រោង។ មួយសន្ទុះមក អ្វីៗរាងស្ងាត់ស្ងៀម រេឡាក៏បន្លំៗដើរចុះទៅជាន់ក្រោមរកឪពុកម្តាយនាង។

ម្តាយរេឡាកំពុងសំរានមើលទួរទស្សន៍ ឯឪពុកនាងកំពុងឈរក្បែរទូរដាក់ទួរទស្សន៍។ រេឡានៅភ័យនៅឡើយ នាងសួរ​ឪពុកនាងថាតើគាត់បានឃើញសត្វចំលែកនោះរឺអត់​ តែគាត់បដិសេធ។ នាងក៏និយាយរឿងទាំងអស់ដែលនាងមានឃើញ​ប្រាប់ដល់គាត់។នាងផ្តាំឪពុកថាបើសិនជាឃើញសត្វនោះ សុំឲ្យគាត់ធ្វើដូចមិនឃើញព្រោះខ្លាចវាផ្អើលហើយធ្វើបាបឪពុក​នាង។ មិនទាន់និយាយផុតពីមាត់ស្រួលផង ស្រាប់តែរេឡាឃើញស្រមោលមនុស្សប្រុសខ្ពស់ស្រឡះម្នាក់ដើរលបៗគេចចេញ​ក្រៅផ្ទះ។ នាងសញ្ញូរឪពុកនាង ហើយពួកគេធ្វើជានិយាយ​គ្នាដូចមិនឃើញអ្វី ទាំងដែលពួកគេឃើញកាន់តែច្បាស់​ទៅៗ​ ហើយរេឡាថែមទាំងលឺមនុស្សកញ្ជ្រោងនោះនិយាយថា​ (ខ្ញុំនិងត្រលប់មករកអ្នកវិញ!!!)។

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កំពុងតែស្លុងគិត (រេឡា) ស្រាប់តែនាងឃើញក្មេងម្នាក់ពាក់អាវពណ៏ក្រហមឆើត​រត់ចូលផ្ទះហើយមកគេងអោបម្តាយ​នាង។ រេឡាក៏រត់ទៅក្តិចខ្ញាំ​កូននោះឲ្យចេញពីម្តាយនាង ស្រាប់តែកូនក្មេងនោះងាកមកធ្វើឲ្យរេឡាចង់ភាំង ដោយមុខ​កូននោះមិនស្អាតគួរឲ្យរាប់អានសោះ។ ដោយឡែកកូននោះនិយាយទាំងភ័យនិងសុំកុំឲ្យធ្វើបាបវា វាអះអាងថាវានៅ​ផ្ទះនេះយូរហើយគ្រាន់តែអ្នកទាំងអស់គ្នាមើលមិនឃើញវាប៉ុណ្ណោះ។ រេឡាគិតក្នុងចិត្ត (ម្រិញកុងវាល??? គួរតែចឹង​ហើយ។) កូនអាវក្រហមបន្តថាវាខ្លាចបុរសដែលរេឡាបានឃើញនឹងណាស់ វាអះអាងថាបុរសម្នាក់នោះមិនមាន​មនុស្សទេតែជាអាប! អាប???? អាប!!!! រេឡាចាប់ផ្តើមព្រឺសំបុរ!! កូនអាវក្រហមបន្តថាវាបានយកក្តាតជាច្រើនទៅចង​​និងក្លោងទ្វារផ្ទះកុំឲ្យបុរសអាបនោះចូលបាន តែបើនៅតែចូលបាន កូនអាវក្រហមដឹងខ្លួនថាអាបនោះនិងសំលាប់វា​ពុំខានព្រោះវាដឹងពីសម្មាសសភាពពិតប្រាកដរបស់អាបនោះ។ កូនអាវក្រហមភ័យញ័រញាក់ក្រៃលែង លើសរេឡារាប់ដង! វាប្រាប់ឲ្យឪពុកនិងស្វាមីរេឡាទៅរកក្តាតជាច្រើនមកចងគ្រប់ៗទ្វារ អញ្ចឹងទោះអាបនោះចូលបានមួយតង់ក៍សល់មួយ​តង់ដែរ។

[ផាំង ផាំង ផាំង (នេះជាសំលេងហាក់មានអ្វីរត់បុកក្លោងទ្វារ)]

កូនអាវក្រហមស្រែកផ្លាត់សំលេង (អាបមកហើយ វាមកហើយ!!! ខ្ញុំភ័យណាស់!!!)

រេឡាសំលឹងមើលទៅក្លោងទ្វារស្រាប់តែឃើញកូនតូចនាងកំពុងលេងនៅម្តុំមុខផ្ទះ នាងស្លន់ស្លោរដង្ហើយហៅកូន  ​អោយរត់ចូលផ្ទះ កូននាងក៏រត់រតាក់រតុបដែលគ្រាន់តែចូលដល់ក្លោងទ្វារផ្ទះទីពីរភ្លាម ក្លោងទ្វារទីមួយក៏របូតហើប លេចរូបបុរសកញ្ជ្រោងម្នាក់នោះ រាងខ្ពស់ស្រលះដើរចូលមកយ៉ាងមានឥទ្ធិពលជាមួយផ្សែងខ្មៅលាយប្រផះប្រកប​ដោយ​ទឹកមុខខឹង​សម្បារ។ ពិតមែនបុរសម្នាក់នេះមានរូបរាងល្អល្អះ តែដំណើរប្រកបដោយភាពគួរឲ្យអន្តរាយ!

គ្រប់គ្នាឈរមើលទាំងភ័យស្លេកស្លាំង ដែលជាងគេគឺកូនអាវក្រហមនិងរេឡាតែម្តង! នាងទន់ជើង អង្គុយចុះអោបកូន​​តឹងណែនព្រួយបារម្ភ បេះដូងលោតខុសចង្វាក់ ចំហាយក្តៅសាបព្រោះពេញខ្លួន ហើយនាងក៏ភ្ញាក់ដឹងខ្លួនពីសុបិន្តមួយនេះ!

គ្រប់យ៉ាងគ្រាន់ជាសុបិន្តតែរាល់អារម្មណ៏ដែលរេឡាឆ្លងកាត់គឺសុទ្ធជាអារម្មណ៏ពិត!

Happy Valentine Day 2018

May our all, our family, our people and us, ourselves meet all the happiness with a lot of loves!

Delusory Day

Warehouse Sales is coming again for Chinese New Year occasion; I was assigned to be Sales Support for one full day among 8 days of Sales Promotion up to 50% off.

Fresh cold morning started…

I walked proudly with my natural makeup and no-tied hair (messy hair ^^’), black office-jacket, black trousers and abit black flat shoes. Uhmmm…I looked more like Korean Grim Reaper than a Sales Support… lol…

On the way I walked toward the Sales Space, I heard some people said… “She looked pretty…” (I was just shy…lol)

On the sale spot, a guy asked me… “Breakfast yet pretty?” and I said I already got it with thanks… O___o’

Later, cashier asked me to get exchanged money and I went to finance, a finance female staff asked me, “what could I help you beautiful Sis?” XD

Noon arrived… I went for lunch with a cashier staff and she talked with me closely as we ever met before (but we didn’t at all). She said I looked glory with beauty, she said she loved me and she even hugged me tight… She said she wished to have such a sister like me…. 0_0’’ (oh my dear cashier!! You would regret later… or if you don’t believe, let’s ask my real sister! Hahaha)

In the late afternoon, I got asked to exchange money again… On the way, I met my colleague and she chit-chatted along the way with me while at the same time, we met another male staff…. He admired my colleague as she got much improvement on beauty… And I teased them… yaaaa… yeeee… So he continued… “He was sincere; my colleague did look much cute and attractive just like me!!!” Yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii +__+

It must be my day…lol… things didn’t end yet…

In the early evening, I was helping Cashier to pack buying items for customers… and a female buyer who was someone I know, she said… “Cashier this time was lucky to have lovely girl to help…” and she smiled nicely and left… uhmmm… I started wondering if I was that real pretty… lol…

In addition, i changed to wear my real card that had my photo on since I had some tasks to complete in office; suddenly, a male staff came and picked my card and asked me if that was my photo… I replied… “yebb, that was me. Before I was slimmer and I got better face…heheheh”. He replied… “Yeah, that photo was pretty but outside was even prettier…”

The heck!!! I was so awkward since I supposed he was teasing me but ended up admiring me… lol… He must be joking! @_@

Last but not least, dinner arrived… We got hamburger as our meal but the calculation must be done wrongly as I saw. So I asked them if that would be enough for everyone and I was told to eat what I got by his continued words, “please eat with no worry, I would check for more and I didn’t think I could starve Ms. Beauty as well…” Did he mean me, Ms. Beauty? Lol…

There were all I remembered that day….

Therefore, I finally believed them as I must look beautiful…So, I took some photos for evidence…

And I ended up look nothing but a messy and very ordinary lady!

Hahahahaha…. I felt a bit ashamed! Yisssss!!!! Out of expectation I was!!!

However, thank to them for driving my day with such many butterflies in my stomach! XD

It must be their delusory vision and made me to create delusion too…hahaha… WE ARE DELUSIVE!!!

Hay!! This was me!!! Gagagaga

HURTFUL GOOD BYE

He is sitting in front of me and he tells me that he would retire soon while he is just a young one. With his sad eyes, he’s muttering he gonna miss me a lot. Of course, I’m quite awkward to think of how to respond him. So, I’m just looking at his face silently. Although I say nothing to him but I’m shocked to hear his prior notice to me and I feel so empty… The feeling that we don’t want anything to happen, yet we don’t know how to stop it… Because it is unstoppable…

We spend a long time to look at each other in such a no sound atmosphere…

Uhmmm, it does feel hurt to me but I tend not to show…

And so does him, he looks so depressed…

Well, it is a heartbroken farewell to us…

All has happened so far; they will remain as our unforgettable memory…

We know it and we always cherish our all times together, that is why we are in unpredictable pain to know we will never see each other again…

More than anything, I’m so confusing as well since this connection between us is such a mystery!!!

Because the one who is sitting in front of me is MR. DOG! The sad dog in white and black color…

AND FROM THAT DAY…

I have never ever seen him again…

Good bye my dream-mate, my dream-guardian, my mystery and miracle guy!!!

I hope to see you someday later if possible and I wish you all the happiness!!!

Lady Painting Collection

As always, I love painting and this time, I collect some Lady Painting that I feel so closed with...

Thursday Evening Cinema

It was a nice evening hehehe… and it was the first time as well that I and my colleagues went to the cinema together. We thought it won’t be that fun since there were no any available movies and we chose to watch Cartoon… However, it was such a hilarious time, we all laughed like there would be no tomorrow!!! Some people even left the hall at the middle of time and I believed, coz we were so annoying to them from our quite loud laughing… hahahaha…

The movie title: Ferdinand

The cinema type: couple seat XD

My current working place is still giving me such a lot of pleasures…