Monday, May 25, 2015

Any Help Pls!!!

Just start feeling uneasy,
What gonna be with me,
My heart beats as not used to be,
Duk dak duk dak, I really wanna see,
What is it in that body?

Such a feeling that seems to be empty,
A feeling of such it may called lazy,
A feeling that if I’m alone, will called it creepy,
What is it exactly?
Am I sick on my mental or just become psycho officially?


Any help please!!!

Monday, May 18, 2015

7.5 Months


Finally, I already hit my pregnancy of 7 months and a half or can be said, 2 weeks more to be 8 months. My second baby boy is kicking me a bit harder and stronger now... Somehow, I'm that smiling whenever he is moving inside my womb... The feeling of having lively creature inside our body is kinda very excited. I'm so curious to see his real face... Who would he take after to? I or my hubby? Just wish it should be me... hehehe.... His dad face is too strict at some stage and sometime is tasteless too... Thinking about this, I just start wondering again... Why did that cute cupid shoot the heart arrow to us? Such a tasteless and arrogant guy VS friendly beautiful girl.... hahaha....

Friday, May 15, 2015

"New Thang"

Kinda ma favorite type of songs... XD 



Lyric of "New Thang"

Oh, the way that you pop, girl
Makes me go cray, show me what you got, girl!
You could be my new thang
Oh, the way that you move
Makes me go cray, pick it up now drop, girl
You could be my new thang

Aha, uhuhu uhuhu
Aha, uhuhu uhuhu

Get sexy, girl, get sexy
Get sexy, girl, get sexy
Get sexy, girl, get sexy

I heard it's your birthday
Grab a drink if ya thirsty
I can see that ya need an OG
That can do ya the best and the worst way
Pop it like a go-go
Drop it like a low-low
What's that? It's a GoPro?
So I can watch that back, HD, slo-mo

I don't care if it's the first date
I'll take ya back to my place
We can skip first base
Cause a player like me tryna slide into home plate

Clap clap, make it clap
Lights on, lights off
Make it clap
Yeah
Make it clap
My name ain't Santa
But she sittin' on my lap

Oh, the way that you pop, girl
Makes me go cray, show me what you got, girl!
You could be my new thang
Oh, the way that you move
Makes me go cray, pick it up now drop, girl
You could be my new thang

Aha, uhuhu uhuhu
Aha, uhuhu uhuhu

Get sexy, girl, get sexy
Get sexy, girl, get sexy
Get sexy, girl, get sexy

I heard that ya single
Now ya talkin' my lingo
Let's play casino
Bring four friends plus you—bingo!
You ain't nothin' but a flirt
The way ya bouncin' in that shirt
It's amazin' how ya drop it
Pick it up and still make it work

Yo body lethal, I might LA freak you
Goddammit, that booty fast
Sittin' high up on yo back
What the fuck did they feed ya?

Clap clap, make it clap
Lights on, lights off
Make it clap
Yeah
Make it clap
My name ain't Apple
But they call me the Mac

Oh, the way that you pop, girl
Makes me go cray, show me what you got, girl!
You could be my new thang
Oh, the way that you move
Makes me go cray, pick it up now drop, girl
You could be my new thang

[2x]
Hey bae I know we hardly met
And I like that,
You're playing hard to get
And you're the type that
Makes me wanna do thangs
And that's why I'm tryna make you my new thang

Aha, uhuhu uhuhu
Aha, uhuhu uhuhu

Get sexy, girl, get sexy
Get sexy, girl, get sexy
Get sexy, girl, get sexy

Monday, April 27, 2015

Raining Morning of Late April 2015

Today, the weather is quite nice… The rain starts dropping such as the pearls from the sky… It is about 6.30 AM in the morning. I’m still that lazy mommy who keep laying on the mattress with my little boy while my hubby already changed into the working uniform and about to leave for his job but is stuck by Mr. Raining…lol
My son enjoys watching his old fashioned cartoon of Donald Duck and Chipmunks; meantime, I’m screening facebook homepage and then is attracted by the rain outside the window… The rain drop falls on the mirror… it looks beautiful in its own way… Today, raining is coming without much windy… I don’t really need to close the window but instead is enjoy with the cold weather from outside that fly into the room… The sound of rain drop could be heard clearly because of my home and some houses around there are having zinc roof… Though, it is not so noisy…the rain today is so gentle falling down…lol

It is damn comfortable and reliable with the cold weather from the nature while you are sleeping on the soft bed and beautiful bedroom, surrounding by beloved people and especially, are being in the loosing sleeping dress/suit… or can be totally naked… hehehehe

Good Feeling!

Wait…wait…

Good feeling is paused unexpectedly when I’m reaching my desk of working place… My lucky plant turns into yellow of many parts… hmmm….
How come does it happen?
Are you confusing my lovely plants?
It’s not an autumn but raining season…

Disappointed coz of it…

Getting more yellow! >___<"
After the yellow parts are cut off!
So pity them! :'(
Yellow in a proper way! bye! :'(

Friday, April 24, 2015

+++ Quotes +++

Just wanna sharing some quotes that take my impression recently... :)


 

 













Thursday, April 23, 2015

Auditory Hallucination, from "Kill Me, Heal Me" K-drama

Auditory Hallucination
By: Jang Jae In (Feat. Nashow)

That is the song I love the most from a Korean Drama of “Kill me, Heal me”.
Your time won't be wasted if you decide to watch this drama! ;)




LYRIC in English Translation

There are so many hidden things inside of me
It made me change so much
It put me to sleep, it tied my hands and feet
It trapped me in a dark room
The pieces of lost time
The memories of love that I threw away
They have been deleted and thrown away
Only the outer shells remain
Without knowing anything, I just shouted
I just have that memory
My heart that was cold as ice
It will be forgotten after I sleep
I want to escape from this pain that chains me down
Someone wake me up
From my soul that is filled with scars

The deeply colored night sky
Is filled with you, who won’t leave
It wakes me from my sleep
Kissing me again

Your voice that whispered I love you
Your scent, I hear it in my ears every day
Where are you?

You’re hidden in a place where I can’t see you
The pain you received for me
When my anger becomes one
I’ll chase the lost memories from the deep sleep
I want to find the real me that is not you
But the bruises in my heart are too big
I try hiding it but they hide in my heart and wake me up
I met you on the other side of my horrible memories
You embraced even my lost feelings
Helping me get up from being broken
I’m trying not to let go of your hands
I’m trying to erase the nightmares
I’m trying so hard
In this place where I trapped myself

I want to roll up the darkness
And find you
Though I can’t touch you
Or be held by you

What controls me
Isn’t what lives in me
What can heal me isn’t strong medicine
It’s just love
The voice I hear in my ears
Wakes me up from being lost
After it wraps around me and kisses me
It disappears and I can’t see it anymore

The deeply colored night sky
Is filled with you, who won’t leave
It wakes me from my sleep
Kissing me again

Your voice that whispered I love you
Your scent, I hear it in my ears every day
Where are you?

In the night sky that I can’t touch
I see you turning back
Making me escape from the exhausted days
Making it into a picture

I’m sorry, I say as I hold onto you
Don’t go far away, I call out to you
In the sadness that I can’t ever see again
Tears fall again.

Wednesday, April 22, 2015

A Caring Man to be!

My kid; Thireach, currently already reaches 2 years and 6 months old… He could not speak much well but his  some words could let us understand enough…However, I could see that he is willing to learn to speak… coz he always talks a lot but in most of way that seems not human language… hehehehe…

Children will grow up and shape their own personality which may depend on surrounding people, environment or his own nature…  Thireach also has his own personality that maybe his nature more than nurture… He is very active, intelligent, talkative (but only with his family/ relative members), aggressive, stubborn and somehow is kinda so caring… So cute he is! That is what I get from him… I’m always so tired to take care him just because he never stays still but playing much a lot… Thus, whatever he wants, he will try his best in many ways to get it or he will shout out loud, yell at other or use the unique skill of being a kid, keep crying nonstop until he meets his purpose…lol… Nevertheless, his caring, I almost couldn’t believe it could happen from inner of 2 years 6 months old toddler…  I remembered that time while I was playing with him… my long hair fall to cover some part of my face, Thireach used his cute small hand to take it out from my face for me… aiii… so lovely! In addition, when I’m sad… when I’m crying… once he is there, he will look at my face sadly too and come to hug me… or he will cry with me… oh my boy!!! He could feel how I feel, couldn’t him? Why is he crying too? Is he sympathy on me? :’(
Moreover, last night, I was accompanying in watching cartoon with him… he started staring at my face a few times… Just after, his little fingers hand up to touch my lips which is damn dry and rough… he asked me...”It’s hurt???” I felt silly of his question and answered slowly… “yeaaaaa…it’s hurt…” Thireach after that was blowing some air from his small pretty mouth on my lips… (The way I always do when he says he is hurt… blowing some air on the wounds to make kid feel better as it will be healed coz of this blowing…mental curing…lol). His this acting make me so melt… I feel so touching… He is kinda very caring… He could notice what is going wrong with me… even it is not all but at least he could catch on some points… It is more than enough for his age… His smile, his hug, his care are alike the rainbow to me… Beautiful colorful as a magic! My adorable prince!

Hopefully, he is going to maintain this caring personality even after he grows up big into adult… He would be the attractive guy ever coz of this personality… He would be the cool warm-hearted guy… He would live to love and to be loved… That is the happiness of being alive as humanity…

Keep it up my boy! 

 

 

 

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