What is going on of my inner feeling now? I feel so complicated... I’m
not sure what I exactly want... My inner world used to be so peaceful without
any envy; though, right now I feel so messy... That seems there are two human
being in my this single body...one is so starving to get that stuff while another
say she doesn’t care of what happens...no matter who takes that stuff, it’s not
her business since it doesn’t mean only to be her possession since first
step... Still, the first say that at first moment, she deserves to get it and
even allow to get it but just a glance, that stuff is taken and give to the new
person... and that new person is someone she won’t willing to fight for getting
back that stuff..coz it is the best stuff that person should catch...especially,
that person is someone she likes...she can’t sacrificed to achieve for herself
but better for that person... Actually it is also her choice...to give up and
encourage that person to get...but one of her feeling still feel a bit of
regret... Gold chance arrives... why she’s brave to lets it go? How come it
happens?
Whatever, she absolutely understands one real feeling of herself...if
that is not that person; she will never give up and would jump into that battle
to get that stuff! NO DOUBT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS; SHE WILL OVERCOME COZ SHE BELIEVES
SHE WILL WIN FOR SURE!
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