The Princess & the Secret Castle

I believe she would be the princess, this picture... and I damn love her... Does this kinda beauty exist in this real world? lol.... She has nothing unattractive, even her personality which is shown in this picture... look calm and peace... quite innocent and especially, look like she loves nature and its creatures... Living in the big castle, that is so wonderful... I wonder if she is living with de handsome prince or just with her servants?

I do love her!!!

Seeing this picture, I remembered I once was living in the castle too.........

That’s almost 3 years ago, I was so rush backing home since it looked like my family got any issues I needed to solve... Riding on the road rashly but then when I arrived in front of a big gate of a very big empty land… I was interrupted by a group of Ninja and so did many other people on the road… Those ninja were checking all people if they were wearing jewelry, they would be killed… I was so frighten since I wore almost 2K diamond ring and I tried to hide but finally was seen by a ninja and I was ended up falling down by his Samurai sword… I felt I was on the state of almost out of breath and other people were well in peace… But then, the loudly welcoming music was flying to my ear… with a powerful speech of a lady whom other called, QUEEN! I felt she walked to me and said generously, how pity was that lady… and she shouted to those Ninja… who gave you all the command to do this?! Those ninja was looking down and none reply… Simultaneously, I was unconscious…

I didn't know what had happened but I was awake in a mini beautiful room and I just recognized I was taken into that big gate… the empty land I saw before my unconscious turned to be a castle, the large one with all surrounding of fresh beautiful garden… That was a miracle land… I suddenly remembered of my family and tried to get up to find the way out… It was impossible… I looked like not yet well heal from my wound… Then, a bit fatty elder servant walked in, she looked a cold woman and her words were so sharp…”Get up girl, follow me, I introduced you your job here….” I just did as her command…

Walking behind her to outside that room, there were a lot of soldiers… both genders of servants, they were doing their jobs by taking care the garden, watering the grass, flowers… some were washing up… washing clothes… well, they were working carefully and I felt this castle was just alike a palace… Where was that? Who were they? I asked myself… That elder servant told me I was saved by the queen and taken here to cure my wound… I so after had to live in this place and work to compensate my living… Wasn't that mean I already became a servant too? How about my family who were waiting for me? How would they worry of me? Oh God! :’(

I just noticed my clothes had been changed into a beautiful white dress… my long hair was decorated nicely and I was quite different from who was really me… Just felt I looked like a princess than just a servant… However, I was ordered to work with many female servants who dressed completely in a servant uniform and we all were working on the garden with those colorful flowers… Be honest, I was falling in love with that kinda lively nature… I kept my personal issues at any edge I didn't really realize for a while… 

I was picking flowers into my basket and immediately another anonymous hand picked up several flowers for me… and that was such an extremely handsome guy… He smiled at me and said… "These're for a beautiful girl as you…" I felt blush…”girly behavior…” Well, he was so charming… he kept trying to communicate with me and finally we both became friends while I also knew that he was a prince among other more here…. Not so long after we knew each other; there was one more presence of another prince occurred… He was totally opposite to the prince I knew, very aggressive and rude… He tried to seduce me badly… while I also knew my friend prince also felt the same as him to me but he was so gentle. However, I just cannot give him any hope and there neither any way for that aggressive prince… I already had a family… husband and a son… just no one here knew it but I myself… 

That second prince was too stubborn… he knew I and my friend prince; whom I still didn't know his name, were so closed that it made him so jealous… I saw he was standing on the second floor of the castle and stared to us… then an arrow was flying direct to me… luckily I was saved by my friend prince… We were all aware it was from that stubborn prince… Oh lord! He had intention to kill me for not loving him?!

This happening wasn't able to be covered… and finally, it was told to the Queen… we all were called to meet in the big room with the queen… and the case had been solved… the arrogant prince was punished… However, I was forbidden to meet or had any communicating with my friend prince more, for the sake of being peace… Sad us even though we were just friends…

Sitting in my room near the window and looking far to outside… be honest, I felt I missed my family much more since before I could forget some coz of my friend…but now all my time was only about working and thinking of family… I then planned to escape… I was doing it at a late night…Though; I still was caught by the soldiers and was sent to meet the Queen next morning… Emmm… I was so scared… I knew she saved me, kind to me and yeah, also loved me… but I still planned to leave her…just because of my family… I did miss them… In the same big room I was in previously which looked like a court, the Queen looked at me with her stand still generous eyes while I was kneeing and looking down after seeing her eyes…

- She asked me…”Was it difficult to stay here my girl?”

- I replied…”No majesty, I knew I was not living here as the servant, you were so kind to me… I had my personal room and I was ordered to do anything seem just to release my boring time… I could choose not to do… I lived like a high class person… Though, majesty, be honest, I already had a family, my hubby, my son and I deeply missed them… please! Lets me go and meet them!”

- She was silent little bit and then answered... “So sorry sweetie to separate you from your family… I really didn't know at all… However, I just couldn't let you go out of here…That was our palace’s rule… since this was the hidden place… no one of outside world would be allowed to know…”

- I replied confidently, “Majesty, please believe me! I promised to keep it confidential till the end of my life… please!!!”

- She responded… ”This was the rule my girl… I really couldn't break the rule that my generation had been created hundreds long time… she sadly said…only the dead whom could leave from here….How about if I wanted you to forget all the past and continued living here? I would make you the princess or to marry one of my sons and you could choose who he would be… Isn't that possible sweetie?”

I then was just crying and denied to marry… so she decided to accept me as her daughter… Made my living to be very luxury… dress in white beautiful dress with right and left servants… Both of Queen’s sons were allowed to meet me if I agreed…coz we all were just alike siblings… Of course, I did welcome them… However; I still couldn't erase my family from my heart…my mind, my soul… I loved sitting by the window… seeing the beautiful garden outside the room and blowing my mind a way with my sadly tears…

Suddenly, I heard my mom was calling me… huh, was she coming here to rescue me??? I tried to turn around to find her… but still couldn't see… then, I felt my body was shaken… my mom voice was hearing again… “Wake up! Wake up my daughter!!!”

Finally, my life in the secret castle came to the final… My mom said she saw me was sleeping and crying… she was afraid if I had nightmare, that’s why she tried to awake me… Obviously, it was a sad dream… Being in the beautiful place with only the body… there was no happiness… Thank mom for saving me from that creepy time… Very thank mom!!!

That was all how I felt in the dream and on that day I waked up from the dream… Yeahh, all was just a dream… By the way, I was always awaked/ helped by my mom or dad whenever I was so down…no matter dream or reality… They are my real lively Gods!

Chinese Horoscope 2015-For Snake Animal Sign

Western countries have given us a negative image of the snake, while in the East, this animal is highly respected. People born under this sign have a sense of humor; his physique is attractive and endearing love. They are great seducers will not endure that they resist. The dominant position of the Serpent is the Yin.

The Scorpios are mysterious, we find it difficult calarles. Most of time remain locked in themselves and not unveil anything to anyone. Very often ignore what they think. Snake does not seek to communicate with others.

Very observant, internalize and understand human emotions, but do not try to make his point of view. Your little secret garden will be well at ease.

Anxious nature, the Snake is usually a loner. He preferred to spend evenings at home in the heat of the fire instead of wasting your time with worldly things. It is home.

He is interested in many things and their curious nature drives him to do a lot of asking and trying to find some answers. The Snake is a great philosopher.

1. FORTUNE

The year will be good, but need to cultivate self-confidence and consideration. The difficulties will be eliminated if you have flexibility.

In love, your communication will be stimulated because of that, and harmony with others, a love may appear. In the novel, great stage to renew the union with two programs, romanticism and dialogue.

In health, worries and stress can affect your health. Practice meditation exercises and relaxation.

Tip: Moment to be prudent with spending money. If possible, make a financial reserve, since you cannot count on help from friends.

2. CAREER

Insatiable, Snake loves to learn. The work will be very curious and have the need to embark on new challenges. Snakes need to understand, which makes them intellectual people whatever their job. Hungry for knowledge, Snake will need to launch your brain.

Generally Snake just prefer to work in teams. It's someone who will really see the results of your work when you are sure it's done right. He is a hard worker. Sometimes calculator, know act to climb the ladder of society. It will easily friends with whom you can move properly intellectually rather than the material.

Your colleagues may find some difficulties with it, because its cold and mysterious facet is not easily accessible, but always inspire respect. This apparent indifference you will avoid many conflicts and to avoid problems associated with a group, move the snake alone and know with great touch.

3. MONEY

No doubt, 2015 will be the year of the snake. The energy is at its peak and will be able to take full advantage of the financial situation with minimal effort. However, they should not lose the context and the people around you.

The challenge is in finding an ethical balance between individuality and solidarity. Snakes should ensure not harm others when doing business, and this damage can make them backfire out.

They will be able to save money and use it to rest the following year, after the heavy demands of modern times. They will be encouraged to enroll in the new areas of activity, although not as profitable, be nice, and this experience will be capitalized.

4. LOVE

Snakes and their partners achieve unforgettable moments: merge in mind, body and spirit as true soul mates. Unmarried couples do not find Snakes will feel fulfilled in themselves, something that will be needed to establish strong ties in the near future.

2015 people is the most relaxing snake against various social situations, but they will be able to express themselves spontaneously and not worry so much about the opinions of others. This year, they will feel safe, so you no longer have to examine the behavior and intent of others close . In fact, living with them will undergo a noticeable improvement.

Compatible Signs: Ox, Dragon, Rabbit and Rooster

Incompatible Signs: Pig, Monkey, Tiger and Snake

5. HEALTH

Despite his calm and serene attitude, snakes are very dynamic, intellectual, and have a concern that exudes energy. Stopping to rest, feel completely drained because of all the accumulated tension and mental stress. They have difficulty relaxing, and suffer from spasms and anxiety disorders.

Not usually show their emotions, they may eventually suffer from this unhealthy attitude because finally express their emotions through their body. However, snakes are the kings of wisdom, meditation and spirituality. They know how to get back to its natural balance and harmony with the Cosmos.

Shall endeavor to maintain an orderly life, and they will react to their own problems in a very mature way.

For more Animal Signs, visit reference website by: http://www.chinesehoroscopes2015.com/

Prostitute

Prostitute, some may feel excited to be; however, that’s not that less for who get suffering both mental and physical.  Men mostly don’t care if those prostitute women are healthy or agree to be with them, until they need to fulfill their desire, men would just do what they tend to do.

There is no any pure or real love between customers, the men and prostitute, the women. The men just come to find those women for their entertainment. For whom never talk with each other, suddenly becomes just such so sweet men to those women. For no love’s existing, he still could perform well on the bed, passionately kiss her, suck her, hug her and start getting from her of what he needs… her body…. Finally, that huge hurricane already stops… He just gets up and walks out… No more speech it may continue after all… They become stranger to each other again…

Those women mean nothing but just a sex toy to men even they exactly have real life… Just a business… Poor them, those women… neither value nor honor or the most important for everyone claims for, LOVE, is no too….

Early Pics with X'mas Trees

Cambodia, we have no greeting season of Christmas; though, it is kinda worldwide special occasion which most of countries will celebrate even some countries have no falling snow. Some people is celebrating this occasion for reminding about Jesus Christ but another part of the world is celebrating that event for entertainment only. Whatever their purpose is in doing that, they all who celebrate for Merry Christmas are just like the cells to support this greeting seasons. Back to my country, well, it is not that easy to see the X'mas tree especially the big ones. We may find them at supermarket or some big companies only. However, I'm so glad that I could find the X'mas Tree easily even it is just a mini one... It is at a branch of current company I'm working for... and of course, I got several posts with it... ^__________^

FAMILY

Accidentally, I saw an online story.... just then is reading and it is as following:

FAMILY

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."
We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said good-bye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake that night in my bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,
"While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you
use, but the children you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise.
You never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Please wake up, little one," I said.
"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em out by the tree.
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."
I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway,"
I said, "Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

What is the moral of this story???
Well, it seems describing about me... right?!
Most of times, I'm just speaking so harshly to my hubby... and so does he...
BUT we both always say that nicely to other who are not our family...!!! X(
I'm so touching just coz of this story....

I wish he is pretending...

The day that I keep remembering, the special day...especially for a newly couple as us... our 3^rd anniversary... is on today, 8th Dec! I suppose there will be any special event happens... Maybe my man will make me that really surprising... in such a fantastic party... or maybe it is a romantic couple dinner... I suppose we will hug each other and dance... in the orange blurring candle’s bright... and there is a slow elegant heart-taken song... Well, we can also make it simpler than that... we may have a family gathering party... cheer up and eat with a lot of laughs... all I want is a sweet or remarkable memory.... However, I see none of his reaction to our this special day... I afraid he may forget... I try to give him the hints... I try to ask him if what day will be today. He asks me back... “Why? What happens?” My expression is like... =___=~?!...
I ask myself if he is pretending or he is well remembering none?!

This is yet just a half day of our special day... Hopefully he is pretending... Hopefully he at least should say... “Happy our Anniversary Honey!” Hopefully he isn’t that talented guy in putting something special into such so tasteless one... He may pretend only... 

Angel but just a bitch, Prince but just a bastard

Recently, just too mad with surrounding occurring unfair things.... what a world is it? There is no justice... Just so sick to see the poor, the people who have no social connection, no treasure and are treated quite unacceptable... The rich and the poor, while insisting for the same thing, the rich could get help easily while the poor just got cursed for being disability in doing that little stuff by themselves....

Why are you so, the world? Real bitches, real witches and bastards are real existing... and they are playing as the soul of some human being.... Some look just beautiful as an angel, handsome as a prince with the generous face, the sweet speech...but actually is stored by a f***ing cruel soul... No way that kinda human will help all people but only the ones who will give them the benefits.... How come people become this too harsh???

I have only intention to rescue those who need help but I have no power... So, I only be that girl who is doing in facilitation but cannot set or reach the direction as always wish... Oh world, why do you give such the power to the one who is not deserved? Such a disaster!

DO you absolutely exist, Karma? Come on guy, come to pay those bitches, witches, bastards of their act on increasing sin.... I only have you to believe in now...