RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

Well, after all my Mr. Perfect(s) disappeared from my fantasy dream world, there is replaced by another ordinary guy who keeps appearing in my recent multi dreams, the same guy! That ordinary guy has strict long face but short chin, big eyes which seems drunken even he is not, sharp high nose and fair big lip. He has short eyelash, fair mustache, less beard and thick hair. He is brown, about 1.73 meters height and 70 kilograms or something. From the moment I met him until almost the last, he didn't smile at me at all. Due to his appearance, he is such a quality protector (he looks even scary sometime). Most of time he appears in my dream; he often wear short trousers or short jeans which its length is about to his knees with T-shirt. Even he appeared in most of my dream recently; I still find it hard to remember all those dreams but last night……… I, Mr. Protector and two female of my colleagues (Vy and Da) were losing way in a forest. We were seeking for exit road. We s...

I feel I lost some of my special abilities; i didn’t get any spiritual hints for something might happen in future as before. Last week, I felt very normal, yet I fell sick badly and even almost got bad traffic accident.  I do wonder why I got no hints at all… More than anything, I didn’t have any marvelous dreams as I ever had for such so long period. I’m madly missing all those moments, the moments when I was the top main actress, the beautiful, the wonderful, dramatically, romantic and be protected by my special guardian perfectly. I miss it, I want it back but I can do nothing coz I don’t know how to recall them… I’m a bit sad…nooo, I’m quite disappointed if all those real left me… I hope to meet them at least sometime again… my spectacular dreams!

I got fail but I’m not unhappy… lol My plan to work at new place was only 180 days but right now, it is over 200 days and I’m still here… Such the failed plan… Though, I got success! I could feel and experience the desired working place that I in the past was always wishing for… 1. Too many works to do, such many problems to solve but all are under my control… 91% of my assigned job that I could accomplish… 2. My working outcome is appreciated… hehehe… not 100% but in a level that makes me feel good! ^^’ 3. Humor and good teammates who dare to share, laugh more and to fight together. We are in one spirit for 85% lol 4. Hatred is still occur, yet there are a lot of loves and warmth 5. Working here, time does move too fast… It is ticking and ticking and Pay Day arrives quickly…lol 6. Such the big piles of jobs, however, whenever Leaving Hour arrives, we can leave… My management never minds about leaving on time until our job is well done step by step… She is very nic...

My Daddy is so sick with his stomach and is admitted to the Russia Hospital. A few examines and tests have been done, yet the final result isn’t out yet. The visitors who come to see Dad, they mostly have the hidden ideas that the symptom of my Dad is probably the cancer since the first examine, the red blood is lost in such a big amount… We all are very worried, Mom does cry a lot and we all wish nothing will be worse. The Buddha, the Lord does hear our praying, it is not cancer but the Stomach Ulcer and the doctor says this will be cured in one week. We are a bit feeling at ease… My Mom is with Dad all days long, until one evening; she wants to be home for some checking and keeps my brother accompanying Dad instead. Well, it is the time I am there for Food delivery to them too. So, Mom comes back with me. Leaving the hospital, it is around 6pm but we have to walk to one nearby supermarket; Sovanna Supermarket since I leave my motorbike there. The street is much crowded; we both ...

I remembered it was my first year of the university… I was so excited, loved humor and saw the world very positively. I didn’t care any much at all, fresh graduated high school girl. Well, I met new friends, a lot of friends and we were so friendly to each other. There were not less that crushed me too, lol but mostly I would reject by acted normal or innocent. And it was time I started knowing the world wasn’t that always beautiful… There was a young boy who cared me, liked being around with me, praised me, inspired me and was doing so good to me. Of course, I liked him so much. He was not that handsome, yet he was very funny, quite strong and intelligent in studying. Though, later on; strangely without any reasons, he changed just as the new person… He avoided me, ignored me and looked at me with such so tasteless eyes... I didn’t know what to do, and all I was doing that time, I just lets things went as it wanted… I was so disappointed in him anyway… Today, I checked my...

A popular speaker started off a seminar by holding up a $20 bill. A crowd of 200 had gathered to hear him speak. He asked, “Who would like this $20 bill?” 200 hands went up. He said, “I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this.” He crumpled the bill up. He then asked, “Who still wants it?” All 200 hands were still raised. “Well,” he replied, “What if I do this?” Then he dropped the bill on the ground and stomped on it with his shoes. He picked it up, and showed it to the crowd. The bill was all crumpled and dirty. “Now who still wants it?” All the hands still went up. “My friends, I have just showed you a very important lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, life crumples us and grinds us into the dirt. We make bad decisions or deal with poor circumstances. We feel worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen,...

In the elevator of my work place, the door is almost closed but it is opened back by the interruption of a hand which is belonging to that handsome guy. He walks in, looks at me with such the regret sight…  I start wondering his reaction and I start asking myself of what has been happening exactly? He then is walking toward me closer and closer until the closest distance and he bows his head along with his speech of “sorry…sorry…”  I’m just more awkward of this occurring…He still continues saying sorry to me with his bow head and his head is touching my shoulder back and forth, just alike a little kid who is nagging for forgiveness…  All in all, I cannot remember what is going wrong between us and I just keep silent… Later, my workplace arranges a company trip and we all join including I and him. We are having a lot of fun and of course, he still looks at me with such the eyes of being sorry and I’m just like, what the hell has he been through? lol ~~~Photo S...

I read Chinese Zodiac and some related webs since last year for my this year fortune and all I could remember very well, this year brings me such the blossom charm, I would be very beautiful in all ways to other, especially the opposite gender. I just laughed and didn’t ignore…lol… About last six months, I joined one new world, met new people but performed similar activities. I thought I would feel bored but I had to come in order to get out from my previous misery world. Though, things went on very opposite to what I thought… I got such the happiness and humor feeling most of time from doing my tasks and especially, from meeting new people who had beautiful heart and appearance. Moreover, most of them called me the beauty especially the opposite gender; the Chinese Zodiac did guess it well. I was alike in fantasy world for about 5 months… The six month arrived this lately and it is the month which is moving to year end soon… The people who called me beauty, they may...

I remember when I was single, I thought of marrying a poor guy since I wanted us to be strong together by fighting all obstacles together. I thought that marrying the poor guy would make us living roughly at most only 5 years and it would become the healthy roots to our richer life. We would value our love, our happiness and our treasures since we didn’t give up each other in that poverty time but joined hands and walked forward through the sunshine, the rain and the storm… My wish came very true… Actually, I didn’t marry the poor guy but the middle class one… However, all his wealth was faded shortly after marriage… I didn’t exactly believe it caused from my wish but I did feel so…lol… A wish which seemed a curse… From a businessman who owned two businesses over ten years and was living in two rental flats that he could always support for over ten years too; he became a guy who had nothing after those businesses were collapsed…  He was back to work for government public...

It was a nice day, the sky was so kind by sharing its gentle cold temperature with very less sunshine, I did love it. I, my honey and our both boys went for breakfast… Yeah, we were quite comfortable with this weather, so we all suggested for a trip to Oudong Mountain… We prepared this and that but not very much, though we still left home a bit late, at 10am. Around 20 mins after our departure, the sun started shining and shared its heat just very much… I got cheated by the sun… hmmm… We still continued our trip… We arrived the place at 11.30am, we drove around the mountain and enjoyed the view of green forest… We had lunch at a nearby restaurant first and at around 1.15pm, we went up through hundreds stars to the top of mountain… it was quite hot and we were very tired but we dared to make it happen and we did… There were a lot of fun along the way to the top and it was quite the beautiful scenery from the top of mountain to the bottom… We saw colorful roof of villagers’homes, th...