“Ohhhhhhh”,
an elder brother looks at me big eyes surprisingly!
I’m shocked
and ask: “What’s wrong brother??” 0__0?
This elder
brother still opens eyes big with his finger points to his own lips… “Your
lips, Rella!”
Me: “Why??
@_@’
Elder
brother: “Errr… you look…cute!” (he is responding softly and shy.)
Me: “Ahhh…. Hehehe…”
(I’m chuckling, maybe coz my lipstick today is so bright- I’m in bright bold
pink color)
My appearance
has really changed… And all the new people I just knew lately, they believe
this is my real me but I’m actually not… lol
I before was
black, curly hair but slim…
And now I am
having such so white face, white skin, straight hair but 70kg…
Even I tell
them my white skin got from lotion and many beauty products, they seem just
ignore… and saying me a birth beauty!
This is the
result of my commitment to change my appearance… A big clap to myself! Yehhhh!!
Plan A on
beauty is going quite well until now; from 1 year using many beauty products…
Plan B on beauty
is on track to proceed, to lose weight from 10kg to 15kg…
More to go!
Bikini and
trip is calling!
I encourage
myself by telling own self that if I cannot get success in career for being the
management, let’s being the junior level but a beautiful, a quite beautiful
junior employee!
“A beautiful”
that I refer to is that the one who has nice appearance, not the best nor the
modeling criteria but the one who look attractive enough to get attention but
more than the appearance, I train myself to be quite beautiful from my inner
beauty. “A beautiful” is both having nice outside and indescribably nicely
inside!
Outside
beauty is way easier to fix; yet the inside beauty has to take time…
I’m saying
so, it doesn’t mean I was the bitch before but I was nice in way to hurt myself…
Hence, right
now, I must be nice but way to give prosperity to myself and…also other!
I’m training
myself from many different resources and I hope I could become someone who my
peers would think of when they are in tough conditions, I want to be a helpful
to them. Regardless to wealth or treasures (since I don’t have any to lend my
peers ^^”), I dream of being the one who could encourage the one who needs my
consultation! I would listen to them, give them suggestion, inspire them and I dream
to be the most comfortable person for everyone to talk to!
I believe, by
giving other happiness and peace mind is way to live together healthily and if I
could help other, mean that I also could help myself to gain more and more
happiness.
Last but not
least, my consultation is free of charge! Lol
And happiness
is #FREE as well! ~HEART~
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