RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

This last two weeks of the month- December is the remarkable time! First, my second son who has been sent to treat in hospital after 1 week, I requested the doctor to leave. Of course, the doctor idea is preferable for me to continue to stay a few days more but I saw my son was already better even he wasn't 100% recover but he seemed okay. Thus, I did missing my room, my home. Staying at hospital, I really went through a lot of boring and unpleasant time. Then, my request became successful. Backing home, I was extremely happy as dancing along with the beautiful music. Yeah, excited! However, 8.00 pm arrived that my second son illness re-started and it's badly than the previous one. Until 2.30 am in the morning, I cannot wait more and went back to hospital. Though, I still needed to wait until working hours of 7.00 am. My son body's became so soft and he seemed unconscious that even I tried to shake him, he still had no reaction. My tears started falling down none stop a...

Kontheak Bopha Hospital is where offers the free charge of fee to cure under 15 years old children. Well, I have been here twice already with my second son of just now is 6 months old. First time, we spent only 2 nights and left. However, now is 4 nights that flew and it's no exact confirm of how long we would be required to stay...due to unstable health condition of my baby. Every seconds staying here is flying very slow to me... Uhmmm, I feel hard to breathe and live here...just coz I feel disgusted to almost of things...including eating here, using this public bathroom and toilet, sleeping here, breathing here...virus! I feel there are virus everywhere; though, here is much clean and hygiene if compare to other public hospitals... You know, coz I then still need to be here, all I can do, is to ignore the negativity in my thought and keep living the way other live. They can, I can!!! Staying here, I met a lot of women whom is called mothers to their child... They are: - A g...

I gonna proof of why is No Money, No Life.... Have you ever heard the quote "No Money; No Honey"? Uhmm, Lets start from this quote... You know.... No money, no honey; No honey, no marry; No marry, no baby; No baby, life's empty; Life's empty, unreasonable worry; Unreasonable worry, become frenzy; Become frenzy, commit suicide; Commit suicide, DIE. Then, make sure you have money or you will be ended DIE. Agree??? ..... ..... ..... ..... ^^ I'm just joking around; somehow, find out the answer by yourself! =))

Ti Bom Pot by Heng Pitou This is the newest song that is very popular by most of Cambodian people; especially the teenagers and early adults. Well, it is popular coz it is the original song that was written by this singer directly without any copy from anyone. To me, I just was so awkward during watching this video; plus its lyric as well. I'm shocked...lol... Just because the main actress seems copy all my saying words that always exist when I'm in war with my man. Thus, even the way the performed.... Oh God!!! It's quite the same! Questions: 1. Did they investigate secretly about my family? So that they could copy almost of my words ... 2. Then, my family argument is that popular to make them interested? 3. This video make sense, doesn't it? Last question... . . . . . 4. Would I and my man also end up as this video???? ------is loading the answers------

Ohohohoh….. Christmas is coming… Most of people are chilly and wishing, For happiness or be blessing, For the New Year 2016 that is upcoming. Oh, Santa! Are you real or just like a dream? Would you bring us the wishes we are whispering? Or would you send the gifts per what we think? Yeaaaa…. I’m always wondering, If this would be happening. Grandpa Santa please, If you don’t gain me the wishes, Or give me the gifts, Maybe, I won’t have bliss, For this history day of the birth of Christ. Ahhh…Santa; don’t tell me, you think of my hubby; Expect him to give me the memory, Of getting gift or special time for his lady, It is not that easily, Hahahaa…. He may afraid it gonna drive me silly… XD By the way, lets me sing my Christmas song of each every year… “We wish you a Merry Christmas We wish you a Merry Christmas We wish you a Merry Christmas And a Happy New Year!!! Jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way! Oh what...

Woman, hearing “woman” word…what do you think of the definition? Woman, has a lot of definitions to me since it isn’t that easily to set the default one… lol Even my own self, sometime I’m just doubtful if what I do want the most… hehehe… When I and my man are around each other... We are often fighting… teasing each other in term of mental violent... He even rarely shows his love toward me… I’m a bit lonely and he seems doesn’t tend to know… I feel I always meet metal offense…lol I wish we would separate sometime to gain peace… All I want is Love or at least Peace! When we are in reality of being away from each other…. First day, I feel…”wow! It’s so peaceful!” ^^ Several next days, uhhhh…. But I don’t really like somewhere is that silent so…. ?_? Especially; no him, everything I need to do only by myself, Take care the both kids, washing milk bottle, clothes, bathing them, feed them,  give them medicine…etc, nahhh…. I’m so exhausted! I already spend ...

I live here in this human world for almost 26 years now…. Base on my experience in this world, I do doubt of why I’m always required to select the choices for my life? I never can get the full set one… Oh Lord, I want to complain! Why do you treat me so??? hmmm…lol I was asked to select only a choice among: *PARENTS 1. Fussy, sometime also seem annoying (^,<), nahhh…actually love never ever lose for their children… 2. Nicely, generously, rich but no any time for their children…No time to be fussy nor argue.... >>>Hehehe… I don’t like silent world without love, I always want 1 st choice! *SIBLINGS 1. Respect each sibling; know what is right & what is wrong… mature but seems a bit far distant to each one! 2. Fighting with each other both words or even sometime hands and legs XD; always want to be the right side….childish! Need time to be growing together… >>>Repeatedly, I love noisy world… if I select one, nothing is excited! lol *...