I am having bitter time recently. All I wish for is about to kill the time and make it moving quickly just because I still believe that "New day gonna bring me the new good thing!"
I go to bed with my exhausted mental which is working none stop on critical thought that fruit no results. My body turn deep into the soft mattress in a prone position. Try not to think and focus on sleeping until my consciousness disappear.

Back then, I wonder whose house it is and why does it locate here a lone? I walk around that place and find if there is anybody. Though, I cannot find anyone there beside the nature and some lovely wild animals. I then walk into the house... Suddenly, I find a man is standing in the kitchen and seem he is hearing my steps so he turns to me and smile very sweet.... He calls me to sit at a nice wooden dinning table while he is preparing the food for me. He sits down too and asks me to eat together. I wonder who he is but I don't really dare to ask. I afraid if he is the illusion or kinda spiritual creature and of course, I won't eat at all. What if those food is illusion too and is made from some disgusting things?
He looks at me awkwardly and asks if I am okay or not. He claims that this is our holiday (as a couple) and that is why he treats me very special so. Whatever, I really have no any memory about him. I just know one thing, he looks like a prince to me, such a handsome attractive model guy!
~~~~ I feel I like him ~~~~
After our breakfast, he takes me for sightseeing and also can be called wild-exploring. He hands my hand and walk step by step with his comic stories along with. Uhmm, I laugh coz of him and do feel great with those nature (and especially when I'm treated as princess by a princely man!) We reach a huge green grass field. We sit down and enjoy our surrounding place. He still looks so charming with his lovely smile on his lips and continue talking about this and that with me. We both have such a lot of stories to share.
We do enjoy this holiday time! (Even I really don't know how it could happen... However, my doubt of who he is; it is not that important anymore since being with him is the marvelous time..)
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ey kor daet doung mes hah... consider that u're having a good life then, not everyone can dream as beautiful as u did.. XD
ReplyDeleteanyway, i wonder if i should go to meet de doctor...hehehe... so many illusions i have been through...
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