Monday, April 11, 2016

Love has no sound…

The traffic today is so awful… After work, I try to go through many ways in order to get my home; however, it is not that easy. I reach Beong Kengkong market, so I go straight to across one traffic light and go on while along the street, there are many big tall trees that give such a nice shade for travelers. I do appreciate this nature; release our stress from long time in traffic jam! Lol… I reach a school of a ministry there and the gate is opened. I ride in that school coz it has a path to the big street. Today is weekend, I wonder why the school is opened; it is strange.

Riding on my motor across that school, I see a group of grandpas are playing cheese… When my motor goes over that group, I recklessly look into my motor mirror but there are no any people so I stop the motor and turn back… I really don’t see those grandpas… However, I see them again in the motor mirror… I feel scared and turn back second time, I see them again while there is one grandpa turn and smile at me…. wahhhhhh…..then all disappears again!!!! Oh!!!!! Ghost!!! Must be ghost!!!! I scream and run! My motor is still there and I’m running alone… It turns to the same zone even how many times I try to leave this spot! 

With too much panic, I cannot run on that school path anymore but I decide to climb over the school wall!!!! I reach new place! 



There is dark green thick forest and a lot of mist… Is it the city? Look like I’m falling into Amazon forest or what…. ==’ I keep walking toward to find the path out… Around 1 hour walking, I see a city with no any people… so silent or maybe because it is night time already. There are many big buildings and houses with the mirror wall. I could see abit green and blue lights inside the buildings and houses there. I walk closer to a building and look inside… Lord!!!!!! There are many anacondas (giant snakes)!!!!! They are moving and moving around in that building! I run again! Ohhhhhohhhh!!!! Help me!!! I shout! >-<’’’’’

I run to another house and there is no any lights in that house so I guess nothing is there. I hide myself there, lock the door! My heart is beating too fast! I may die here coz of heart-attacked! My feeling is abit calm down and stable. I go to find a place to rest… There is a sofa and when I’m about to sit down, a snake comes out! Nahhhh…. I try to escape from it but I won’t really scare… hehehe… That snake is kinda cute… It is only around 70cm but so fat…lol... No matter how I try to escape from it, it tries to follow me… Shit pig snake!!! I hide myself in a bathroom and lock the door… well, I feel safe now but the bathroom has no roof! +.+ and that snake is trying its best to climb over the bathroom wall and jump in the bathroom to find me… Unluckily it falls itself into the big basin of full water… It tries to come out but it cannot…hahaha… poor you! :P I stand there seeing its swimming, such a poor one…lol… ohhh, ohhh… that piggy snake is about to sink!! Ohhhh!!!
??? Should I help it? Yeeee…. But what if it pays me back by attacking me?
Look! It is sinking to almost the bottom of the basin! I don’t care more but is trying to lift it from the water…. I’m about to leave and keep it there in that bathroom but its body is so soft and seems no conscious… I don’t feel at ease, so I still stand there and watch it… If that piggy snake moves its body a little bit so it is alive, then I will run out…lol… I feel so hungry… should I cook that snake? Lol… Well, around one hour already, it still stays there without any reaction… I suppose it is dead… poor you! I’m about to walk out, quickly, that snake is moving…. And it’s crawling to me…
“Wahhh, I can kill you for sure! Don’t come closer!!!”
It still continues its way to me… Why won’t you listen to me??? Idiot piggy snake! (How come it can understand human language…lol… I’m so silly)
However, that piggy snake when it about to reach me, it turns into a thin gentle young guy… fair tall and totally wet…
“Thank you for saving me!”, it thanks me.
“o_____O?”, I am like..
Such a piggy snake it was but kinda a young fresh humanity he is…
Piggy snake: But eh, how come did you find here? And why did you enter my home? Oh, why did you run to hide for just seeing me? And…
Me: Can I answer first? Step by step please! (I interrupt his speech)
Piggy snake: okk, okk…
Me: I can answer all your questions with only one answer… ALL I DON’T KNOW WHY EITHER! ~,~!?
Piggy snake: huh? Uhmmm, maybe it is fate…. Here never have anyone who could come in before…
Me: Where is it?
Piggy snake: My family empire. Snake Empire! My mom is the queen!
Me: Ohhh….so you are the prince? Piggy prince….hahahahah….
Piggy snake: yeeeee…. Can’t you see me now with so good looking huh? Well….well… my snake appearance is just sometime out of expectation…hehehe… (he seems shy… XD) I would pay you back one wish for saving me, tell me!
Me: Great!!!! Take me out from here to back my world please!
Piggy snake: hmmm… it’s not that easy, but it is not that impossible too… hahaha… (He laughs with high self-esteem)
We both smile and I start following him….
It was dark and so silent… We are in the center of that empire I guess since there is a big garden and there seems a waterfall near that garden with many high rocks…
“Where do you go bro?” a strange question arises…
We both turn around to find the voice owner and there we see blurry human who is standing on the rock…
My piggy snake friend seems in a frightening state….”Bro?!!!”
Within less than a few seconds, another presence of stranger whom was called “Bro” stands next to us…
“Is he a ghost? So quick moving!!!”, I thought.

He is so mature with a very strict face. He looks elegant anyway and he shouldn’t be that humanity too if they are siblings… Whatever, I cannot find any welcome smile on his face… and seem like he never smiles too… Really look damn calm and stable with no romance… His words are alike the knife, so sharp to describe…
Piggy snake: Bro… emmm…. I… I wanna send….send…her back…to her world…
No smile guy: so? (only this one word??? I wonder..)
Piggy snake: yeahhh….so…I’m on…the way…to lets her…go…
No smile guy: And you go so directly so? She is human… Don’t you think she will be caught?
Piggy snake: Then, how to do bro? ?_?’

No smile guy doesn’t answer his bro and he doesn’t ask for reason at all of why his brother wants to help me… but turns to me… He uses his finger to point my forehead and I could see some green-blue light comes to cover me….
No smile guy: You! He talks to me… and you too (his bro), follow me! You (me) must not say or talk any single words if you wanna go back.
I nod with some scared from his roughing words…
We three are continuing our walking to reach the way I can be back home…

There, I see none gate but two guys instead who are standing as they are gate guard with weapons in hands. Mr. No Smile whispers as they are our last obstacle… He walks toward those two guys and asks them if they want some meal… Those both guards look awkward and accept with respect! (Maybe this no smile guy never talks to anyone…that’s why that is surprising…lol)
Now, we join a meal on mini table that put near the place first standing by the guards. The no smile guy is pushing them to drink alcohol more and more but they still can handle it… He may expect for their drunken that easily for us to work out… Time is moving… It should be around 2am or 3am in the morning, the guards are still awake…lol…
Mr. No Smile is moving his body as he is tired and he lays his back to against the space comfortably, I wonder how… I look at him… He gives me sign many times to tell me to do as him too… Ahhh…. I get it… There is hidden wall behind us… But I don’t follow him… He looks nervous coz I act as innocent to his giving-sign! XD
The two guards stand up and say goodbye to Mr. No smile respectably… He stares at me…hehehe… chance is over! Actually, behind me is the magic door to leave his empire… Only if I lay my back on that space, he may do something to lets me go… :D
He looks so furious and says “Go!!”
I and piggy snake follow him… (I’m laughing in my inner silently… hehehe…. I change my mind! The moment I know it is time I could leave here but nahhh… I should be here a little bit longer… I have two guys to protect me so I can consider my time here as a trip…lol) Uhmm, he won’t talk to me, he is angry! But he always helps me, hides my real identity from other snake citizens… I hear what he is discussing with his brother, we need to wait for the right time again and it is not that few days to get it…  They seem feel bad for not be able to help sending me back while I’m okay with this outcome…lol…
I spend a while of my time here, I’m so closed with the Piggy Snake but so far with that No Smile Bro. However, that No Smile guy secretly takes very good care of me… I could feel it… Thus, whenever night arrives, I am always dragged by No Smile guy to go with him and see if there is any careless from the guards, I can be out! I guess that No Smile guy must be the night auditor… Only him who could walk at night freely while my piggy snake, whenever he is out with us, the guards always question us. To me, No Smile guy tells them I am his assistant… No doubts, I can be everywhere around this empire with him… We rarely talk to each other, he is front and I follow him behind… 
Although, we enjoy the night scenery together with the warm moon light, the bright million stars, the scent of flowers, nature and so does the birds’ voices, the waterfall sound… Without him, I would feel scare to this environment… but because he is next to me, I smile for this environment… Later, we start walking beside each side, no front nor behind… Sooner, we start talking… and I could see his smile too… However, whenever I feel surprised with his smile as…”ahhh, you smile!”, he will turn his face to normal and says, “when? I don’t…” {He absolutely smiles!!!} Time is moving, so does our relationship! I become so closed with Mr. No smile who can smile often now… It is far better than I am with Piggy Snake. Just we still never have physical contact, only feeling and the feeling that seems one side of mine or what...since there is no any confession nor hints to start love from him... We have never even hold each other hands… Eh, every time he smiles to me, my heart is flutter… ^^ And I wonder how is he too?
One calm night, I and him are on our sightseeing as normal. We walk around the city and reach the two guards spot. It seems strange today; we don’t see the guards at all. It is the first time too that Mr. No Smile put his hands on my shoulders and whispers, “Take a good care of yourself!”
I am so stress at that moment; he is kinda sweet and has some sad meaning… Immediately, he pushes me very strong until my back touch the ground….
“ouchhhhh”, I touch my back and complain…”what are you doing?” ==’
What????? I am on the street, outside the school wall that I last time tried to jump out… I am back to Human World!!!!

Yes, I am back to Human World! Why is then? I don’t feel good at all.
Why did he send me out this way?
Why didn’t he ask me if I want to leave?
Why didn’t he tell me a bit or some clues at least?
Why?? Why??? I want to go back… I want to ask him why! :’( :’( :’(
I am back to my world for months but I never forget about what has happened… I still have doubts and I feel I do miss him… Shit no smile guy! I hate you!!!! NOOOO, I don’t hate you!!! =(( hikhikhikhik….
After, most of late evening, I try to go in that school again… I always try to jump over the school wall… this routine is what I am doing months but I just end up get wound on my knee, legs and other…. I’m still in my real world…
*** I am so sad ***
*** I miss my Mr. no smile too much! ***
*** I wanna go back! ***
Today, I have a wedding party…leaving the party is around 9pm and I reach home at 10pm but I leave home and travel back to the school. It is almost 11pm. I keep jump over the school wall… one time, two times… 10 times… hundreds times… I get a lot of wounds, the blood is over my knees and palms… Though, I don’t really feel hurt, just feel so exhausted… it is almost 12 mid night… I try to climb the wall and jump over again… This time is the serious one I guess, my face kiss the ground violently… I am so weak to even get up… I lay there for abit…closing my eyes… #sadly

“How long do you keep sleeping here?”, someone asks me, a voice I feel I used to hear…
 I open my eyes and look upward….wahhhhhhh……Piggy snake???? @,@’
“Yes I am! Stand up and look at yourself! Hmmm”, he said.
He helps me to stand up and he whispers something quietly that makes my entire wound to be healed magically…
“Thank you!”, I said.
“I just pay you back for your help last time”, he said.
He orders me to drink some water. I wonder what it is and he tells me this water will hide my identity from other no matter if I want to speak or what… ohhh….!
He takes me to his house…woowwwww….his house is full of many mini snakes….
“Who…are they? Don’t tell me, your kids…”, I asked.
“Erzzz, you are so smart…yeah…my kids… hehe”, he seems shy… #shy is one of his personality!
There is a veryyyyyy big snake come out…"aiiiii…..save me!" I shout!
Piggy Snake: “She is my wife, don’t worry! ^^”
That anaconda turns itself into human body but a sooo sooo fat women in black custom…
“Hello dear, welcome to our home!”, she talks to me very friendly…
Piggy Snake: “Lets go in! You may see my wife, she look a bit in cruel personality as bitch…but her soul is an angel… She is quite understanding and whoever my friends are her friends…don’t worry!”
He calls his own wife as bitch looking….hahahah…stupid piggy snake!

In the living room of his house, he orders his all children to go another room and keeps only two of us here…
Him: why do you come back?
Me: Orrrhhh… I miss… You! ^^
Him: Liar!
Me: ==’
Him: I know all… don’t lie.
Me: So, why do you ask me? :P
Him: errr….okkkk… go to the main topic! ~-~’
Me: Okay…but what is that main topic?
Him: You’re idiot! I know how you used to feel toward my brother but why did you leave him? Without your presence here, do you know how my bro is now?
Me: ----furiously--- leaving him? He is the one who pushed me out of his life… I hate him!
Him: ohhh…. Strange! He acts as he is the victim! Hehehe… okay okay… You know, he saw you since you just arrive here… he followed you, he could see you entered my house. Maybe he was not doing anything in order to find out your real purpose first. He could see you save me… That was why he helped you back… My brother is not a good speaker… Especially, he never enjoys his life. Every steps of his life is prepared by our queen mom even his marriage. However, since you appeared, he changed, he could smile, he could talk and he knows how to care other…
Me: euhmmm… (Sad to hear so)
Him: I know he loves you… I feel regret to lets this happen…but well, I also have a good life now…
Me: Regret? Why?
Him: Stupid you are!!! Didn't you notice how deeply I felt toward you? ==^
Me: ahhahahahahahah…really? Hahahahha….
Him: He slapped my head lightly…. You!!! “He looks ashamed!”
Do you want to listen more? Yeeee…. (I become silent)
He continues… “I could see your trying to be back most of days…”
Me: ahhh…bad friend, why don’t you help me? I’m suffering coz of you…. Herssss
Him: So you thought you could come here by yourself? He is smirk…
Me: ohhh…you helped me, did you? 0_0
Him: Sure! Hmmm…. I even did the experiment on the water you just drank… All is for your sake…hmmm…Why did I have so good feeling for you? Too stupid!
Me: I never once ask you to do this much for me anyway… XP
Him: -_________-“ okkk…. (Staring at me!!!) After your leaving a few weeks, it was my brother's Wedding Day. Though, he rejected it. He changed! He dared to reject our mom queen… It was so urgent, so I was forced to get married instead of him first, to save our kingdom reputation…
Me: And you ended up love your wife unconditionally? Lol…
Him: You are not wrong….hehehehe… I and my wife are fated to be couple… XD
Me: Yeah…you have a happy life now… Congratulation my dear!
Him: Thank you! Back to my brother, from the time he rejected Mom, he never talked to anyone even me. He is doing his job as normal but I guess he may lose his voice…become mute! He always sits in the garden where you both used to spend time with each other… (nahhh…he stalked his brother and me…shit!) You love my bro!
Me: When?! x__x
Him: Oh, why do you smile then whenever you are with him and especially from seeing his smile? Why do you give up many times that's possible to send you back home? Why do you become blush when he is closer to you? And why do you try so hard to come back to a world which is not yours?
----Speechless I am-----

It is already 2am in the morning, I rush to leave my friend home and go to the garden…
In the garden of the empire's center, that man who I used to feel secretly special with is there…. He is sitting and turns his face to the location he pushed me out of here… I walk slowly to him… he doesn’t catch my presence at all, maybe he is so deep in his focus on that direction…
I behind him, put my hand on his shoulder…
I am back… (My tears almost come out…), I said
He turns quickly and astonish…”How did you come back again?”
“Is it important to answer?”, I asked.
“But…but why do you come back?”, he asked.
“Your bro said you are mute…nahh, you even speak much more than before…”, I smile…
“Tell me why!!!”, he insisted…
“Coz I want to ask you why! Why to push me out of your world?”
He replies excitedly, mistakenly, happily, “Coz…I want you to live in your world… I want you to be safe… :[…. I lo…love you!“
“I do love you too!”, I am crying…
He suddenly comes toward me, hug me tightly…”I won’t let you go anymore! I won’t! I promise, I won’t”
We are smiling and look into each other eyes with joys… I admit, it is the first time between us to be this close… We even share our kiss…. ^^”


END!


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