Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Really love you, RAINING DAY!

A full night with quite peaceful sleeping;
I hear frog and its fellows sing;
tik-tok-tik-tok...there’s also rain dropped rhythm;
That means so lovely to me!

Until another new day starts;
Since the dawn till now of afternoon at 4pm;
Such a day with foggy little showers;
That's alike non-stop watering from sky.

Oh lord, I can’t hide my real feeling;
I’m deep in this beautiful thing; though it’s may annoying to other;
Really can’t ignore, so please register me into your fan club;
I really love you, RAINING DAY!

Monday, September 15, 2014

One of my Lucky Plants LOST!

Today morning, when I arrived my working place...I noticed my lucky plants and found there’s one was stolen. I was so shocked to see since it is my favorite plants... I love it not only about the belief that it is a lucky plant but coz it has green lovely color; easy to grow and take care... I was so furious... I shouted to ask all the staff in the same floor with me if anyone saw anybody come to my table and took it...I was so serious... I cursed that thief nonstop... Until I can’t forbid myself and got the idea to check security camera...actually, I didn’t mean to mess up with that thief but just wanna know who that was... I complained loudly of my loss... Finally, I went to ask my IT colleague to check security camera for me...and unexpectedly, that thief whom I cursed badly came out to confess... He is also my colleagues in my 3rd floor with me... such the most gentle man and respectful while his department is next to mine...Oh lord!!! I was quite awkward to hear his confessing... I was almost speechless... I felt guilty to be that too much on this kinda stuff...All my anger disappeared and placed with regret that I acted so unacceptable if flashback to the moment I believed it must be someone else beside my colleagues here... he told me that... he and his girlfriend just bought a fish glass with a few fishes..and they forgot to buy some plants...that’s why... Thus, this lucky plant is believed to be stolen for good Feng Shui... (This second reason, I’ve well known long time too... but I just can’t bear with after I met...lol)

My anger real melted and came up with self-guilty... 
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Tuesday, September 2, 2014

I'm feeling BAD!

One of my colleague who is so good at playing around in speech and so do I..that is why we get closely quickly...day by day, we keep mocking each other...we laugh together...and some of our words also make us feeling disappointed...angry at some edge...Still, we never give up our this bad attitude of teasing... So does the work...we always share each other...comment on disadvantages... and I keep guiding her on the new tasks since I joined long time before her and I know more....Until yesterday, I told her she was doing this wrong and doing that wrong...be honest, that was my constructive criticism...Though, I found she got mad with me...She interrupted my speech while I was doing my explanation of why she was wrong...She yelled at me..."Don't speak too much, it takes much time..blah blah blah..." and continued, "okay, I'm wrong and always wrong..."and she walked out from our conversation... She looked furious coz of my words lately...She may considered my positive criticism as I blamed her badly...and seem she was seriously wrong...Actually, I was really blaming her but in the way of work and teasing...However, this time she took it serious... This is my first day of September....such a lesson...and I found three sentences to remind myself....
1. Don't expect if people will always see your comments as constructive criticism but they may just feel you are putting them down to the deep of the dark hell...
2. Mind my words well before letting them out....
3. If possible, don't get involve in other business...mind my own should be enough! X(

Phew....!!!!!

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