I have been quite in harmony for two years,
2017 (rooster year) and 2018 (dog year) which there weren’t any much barriers
for my daily life. I love those a lot… I met a lot of excitement moments as
well… However, the moment 2019 arrived (the pig year), things started changing…
Due to belief, Pig Year isn’t my year since
this year is water and my year is fire. I don’t really wanna believe it too but
January already paid me a few frustrating circumstances…
1.
I had some debating with a management and I thought
it was just debating… Later, she got some contrasting with my direct superior
and all she thought, also other people thought, they believed that my superior
was a bit aggressive to that management because I may report him negatively of what
have happened between I and her…
I didn’t even take it seriously and I didn’t
say a word to my superior! I’m innocent… o_O’
2.
I had a schedule to meet candidates with a
sales management in the morning. When first candidate arrived, I informed the
management and he asked me to tell her to go first and let’s come again in the
afternoon…Several minutes later, the next candidates arrived before time. I
cannot ask them to go back since they already arrived at the spot. I tried to
negotiate with him, I asked him if anyone could replace him but he said NO. I
did try my best to talk with him until he agreed to meet but I had to wait 15
mins.
20 minutes later, he arrived while he agreed
to meet only one candidate and the last one, he asked me to tell him to come
again in the afternoon. I was quite authentic with him since I told him this
was wrong to do so since the candidates all were waiting that long. I stated it
could ruin the company's image, not me or him. He just responded very
irresponsible as "he won't care whether that is right or wrong until he
could complete his urgent task with his Superior".
I did try to calm and followed him, I asked
him to meet the first candidate while I deal with another candidate. I
confirmed with him again if he would be sure to interview in the afternoon and
all he could say was about complaining to my direct department that my attitude
was immoral, rude to him, not understand his urgent task with his superior and
forced him to interview. I then talked with him but he didn’t while he left at
the middle of my conversation with him.
I felt so f*ck off and furious!
3.
Well, I’m a talkative person. I love playing
around so much especially, in teasing way and I believe my circles won’t take
it serious since we didn’t mean anything but totally a joke. Unexpectedly, one
of my joke was not accepted and she is even my closed colleague. She found it
as serious case, not kinda teasing… She was upset and she won’t talk to me. I
didn’t even notice, be frankly! So I kept talking with her but she told me not
to talk to her. All I reacted, I was laughing because I thought she was
kidding. Finally, she talked formally to me as she was angry of the way I teased
her and she didn’t find it funny at all. I was quite shocked. She was so direct
to me, thanks her for being this way actually. She is much younger than me,
around 10 years younger but since thing went this way and she was hurtful from
my words, I said sorry to her, she forgave me too.
We are back to green mood, just I still feel a
bit awkward! I’m quite surprised!
I should mind my words and talk with brain…
lol
These three confusing accidents were so
unexpected and I believe it is not my mistakes but it is more not my time!
Khmer New Year isn’t coming yet and I met such
headache stuff, I cannot imagine what would happen more after the new year
arrives!!!
I’m not ready!! I’m not ready yet… I don’t
know… I really don’t know!!!
Storm seems starting... I hope to go through it safe and sound...
