Tuesday, January 31, 2012

A Little Girl

There’s a little girl whom around 12 years old, named Rella. She is living in a small village which mostly cover by forest in one Asian country. Her house is a wooden house but not modern at all. It’s just a very simple house with no any decoration and locates on a large land.

Rella’s living in a common villager life with her family while her father is a temporary officer for the public sector and her mother is a housewife. She has a sister, 10 years old and a brother whom is around a few months old. Surrounding her house, there are a lot of trees such as coconut trees, banana trees, jack trees, guavas, mango trees and many other kinds of vegetables. Her family could take those fruits for sales as well but those cannot help this family to get rich, just to support some small part of family. However, Rella loves her family, her house environment and the way she and her family live in, the optimistic one. In front of her house has a large campus with some kinds of flowers and plants. Mostly, in the afternoon, there would have several children in the village come to visit her house and play with her and her sister such as acting as the food sellers, the princess, the mother & child and so on.
In the raining season, Rella’s house always meets some headache problems such as the water would sink her land and the road or sometime the rain drop would splash into her house via the strong wind. Although the rain always makes her family busy and difficult but the rain is one of her favorite views. She loves seeing the rain drop. She loves experiencing under the rain or touching it. Raining is the best view for her with her house environment. When the rain drops weaker, Rella always opens the window, sits near it and satisfy with outside view. She would be smiling for looking at it. That gives her a fresh feeling. Raining makes the nature very lively and also fresh. She loves the nature; especially the nature after raining. When the rain ended, there would have many sounds around her house. It normally is the frog’s or the bird’s voice. Still, she loves listening to the bird voices. It’s an interesting thing to her. She would feel very happy if she could keep sitting and concentrating on her around nature while or after raining with the presences of birds’ voice. That’s what she wishes to see. Thus, that’s her preferable temperature too, the cold one. This kinda view has a very strong basic which already built deeply into her memory. She would not be able to forget it at all. Her house view in raining usually comes up to remind her all the time that she sees the rain drop. She would really get along well with the ones whom are also interested in the raining view as her since she loves sharing her experience and love listening to other telling-stories as well. She’s very good at imagination. While there is anyone telling her any stories, simultaneously she is listening; she’s also turning those words into activities. That’s her skill. That's the reason she could always understand other well since she’s good at putting herself into any situations. She’s maybe a strange girl either as she loves being in dream. Every night, she wishes she would have a dream… whatever dreams, she doesn’t mind since she thinks dream is just like a story….she loves watching movie and reading novels. She’s deep in romanticism and sentiment. Moreover, Rella sees the world in the positive way, that’s her habit. Her parents sometime get worry of her while they don’t want her to imagine much. They want her to live in the real society, the real environment but not the imagination world. However, it is a hard task to change her. She was born with this behavior… She’s careless to protect herself; she thinks everyone’s good to her since she’s generally kind and keeps warm to other. She thinks they’re all her friends. This is what her parents concern much. They think she’s easily to be suffered because the real society is challenging, cruel and full of jealousy.
Talking about imagination, for sure that is not really a good one to have and some people may think it is silly. But imagination makes life beautifully. Meanwhile, some people can use the imagination skill to estimate any problems before happening. So, at least they already think of solutions to react with those problems. Then, isn’t it a good idea if we keep living in the life we love, the imaginative option but limit it and use it in the proper way to get its effectiveness?

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Surrounding People!

Last weekend, Saturday and Sunday were the days that made me know how very valuable my whole family is! Of course, I spent those both days staying in my narrow room and mostly was alone since morning until evening as my husband was outside with his busy tasks. Firstly, I thought it should not be the problem to me since my room is small but nice…there is air-con, television, sweet bed and computer with internet access.While there is internet, I expected I would not be bore at all. Internet seems the best tool to get exploring and let’s time runs faster. However, the situation’s going differently from my expectation.

That weekend days brought me alot of feeling. I know more as being with other people is a very good environment and even know more, being with family and special one is extremely the precious and appreciatory thing. Although my room could comfort me well, internet could give me everything I want to know and the bed is always waiting to give me a nice sleep with the cold wind from air-con but I turned too bored of them when they stayed long hours with only me. They could entertain me only the start. This comfortable environment soon became the indescribable atmosphere. I felt afraid of that silently, dislike of being cold but would not turn off the air-con or it may badly hot. My inner feeling’s scaring me, I was so much afraid of outdoor noise…afraid of the door-knocking sound or even the soft songs which I heard just as it was very far away but it was flying via the wind to my room. I had no more feelings to know anything from internet, no feeling to explore more and lose my favor to sing any songs in Youtube, no interest to chat, sharing or playing facebook. It seemed that’s not me.
In fact, I had choices to choose…many ways I could push those boring feeling away from me. I could go out for a walk for releasing stress. I could go to my parents’ house for visiting them even that’s a far distant from my current house but it doesn’t matter. I could go for eating something as I wished. I could dress beautifully and go shopping, buying anything as required…but the problem is that I didn’t choose any of them because even if I go, I still go to those places alone. Only the last choice I chose, continued to stay in my room without other presence. I miss my special one! Thus, starvation simultaneously interfered my time. At that time, not only boring but also hungry started to be with me. Immediately, I turned to be really missing my parents and siblings, especially my mother! I wanted to see her very soon! While I was staying with her and my family, I rarely knew the word BORE but always a noisy family. I never have willing to complain about food since I could eat whenever I wished. There usually had vegetable, meat, eggs and fruits in the refrigerator.  Being with her, just a very simple local food but it’s still so delicious… I missed it! I did miss that time which already became the past while my current time, I already got married and live with my husband in a flat.
Because of being bored, hungry, lonely and my missing to the special people, I later became as a little girl, around 6 years old whom is weak, too weak. Normally, when she meets those feeling, what will happen to her? She would cry…cry for complaining and cry for help….yeah, I was so! No one could help me at that time since I didn’t dare to help myself at all but leaded my own more deeply into those feeling. Fortunately, some intelligence still exists to my thought. I still remembered the way to meet my mom quickly! That’s CALLING! I called her! She rescued me by unintentionally. She didn’t know what happened to me or I was crying since I told her my voice was changed because of cold. That was the excuse to her question of why my voice seemed really strange. More, she said she so missed and loved me even more. She asked me to visit her…she talked a lot and all she talked to me were what I expected to hear from her! I felt better! Sure, what I wished to get in that situation was warm…the warm from honest heart of my special people…and I finally got it…from my beloved mom! Love you, mom! :*

Going through this above experience, I learnt one more lesson. I now exactly value much more to the presence of people around me and especially my whole family. I need them more and more than treasure. For me, the highest expensive things cannot just a little bit in comparing to them. Even if I am offered to live in a very luxury house or room and get all the best serving but if I cannot go out of that place, cannot meet my family, my husband or any friends and required to stay alone…Just a few months later…I would be changed into a lady whom seen as always keeps smiling, sings multi-songs and maybe naked as well…Why??? Coz she already became an insane person! lol

Monday, January 9, 2012

ភាពវៃឆ្លាតរបស់មនុស្សស្រី

នារីម្នាក់​កំពុង​បើក​រថយន្ត​លឿន​ដូ​ច​ហោះ​ ត្រូវ​​ប៉ូលិស​ចរាចរ​​ស្ទាក់​ហៅ​ឱ្យ​ឈប់​ រួច​សួរ​ក​ប័ណ្ណ​បើក​បរ​ព្រោះ​​បើក​លឿន​ហួស​ល្បឿន​កំណត់ តែ​នារី​​ម្ចាស់​រថយន្ត​​តប៖
-​ជម្រាប​លោក​ប៉ូលិស ពេល​នេះ​ខ្ញុំ​គ្មាន​ប័ណ្ណ​បើក​​​បរ​បង្ហាញ​​លោក​ទេ ព្រោះ​គេ​ដក​​ហូត​វា​ពេល​​​ខ្ញុំ​​បើក​រថយន្ត​​ទាំង​ស្រ​វឹង​​​​​​​​ស្រា​​​ ​​​​ជា​លើក​ទី​​បួន​បាត់​ទៅ​ហើយ​ ។​
ភ្នាក់​ងារ​ប៉ូលិស​​មើល​មុខ​នាង​​​រួច​​ចង្កត់​សំឡេង៖
-​អី​យ៉ា, រឿង​នេះ​កាន់​តែ​មិន​ស្រួល​ហើយ ។ អ៊ីចឹង​យក​លិខិត​រថយន្ត​មក​មើល ?
-​លិខិត​ទិញ​រថយន្ត​​​អត់​មាន​ដូច​គ្នា ​​ព្រោះ​រថយន្ត​​មួយ​គ្រឿង​នេះ ​មិន​មែន​របស់​ខ្ញុំ​ផង​​ ។ ខ្ញុំ​ប្លន់​នៅ​រមណី​យដ្ឋាន​មួយ។ សព​ម្ចាស់រថយន្ត​នៅ​ក្នុង​ឃ្លុប​រថយន្ត​មិន​​​ទាន់​មាន​​ពេល​យក​ទៅ​ចោល​នៅ​ឡើយ​ទេ ។ ​
ភ្នាក់​ងារ​​ប៉ូលិស​​​ភ្ញាក់​​ថយ​ក្រាក ​ដៃ​ម្ខា​ង​​​ត្រៀម​​​ដក​​កាំ​ភ្លើង​​​ ដៃ​ម្ខាង​ទៀត​លើ​វិទ្យុ​ទាក់​ទង​​ហៅ​កម្លាំង​ជំនួយ ។ មិន​យូរ​ប៉ុន្មាន​​​​​លេច​ប៉ូលិស​​ចរាចរ​១០​នាក់​ទៀត​មក​ដល់ ។ លោក​ប្រ​ធាន​​ក្រុម​ដើរ​ចូល​ដោយ​ប្រុង​ប្រ​យ័ត្ន​ ដៃ​ស្តាំ​គាត់​ដាក់​ក្បែរ​កាំ​ភ្លើង​​​សៀត​​នៅ​ចង្កេះ​​​ជា​និច្ច​ ខណៈ​​ភ្នែក​ទាំង​គូ​ពិនិត្យ​មើល​កាយ​​វិ​កា​​រ​នាង​​​ជាប់​រហូត​​ឱ្យ​តែ​មិន​ស្រួល​បាញ់​ភ្លាម ។ លុះ​​ទាំង​សង​ខាង​នៅ​ឃ្លាតពី​គ្នា​ប្រ​ហែល​​ប្រាំ​ម៉ែត្រ​​​គាត់​និ​យាយ​៖
-​ភ្នាក់​​​ងារ​​ខាង​ណោះ​​រាយ​ការណ៍​​​ថា ក្នុង​ឃ្លុប​ឡាន​អ្នក​នាង​មាន​​​សព​មនុស្ស​​ សូម​នាង​​បើក​ឃ្លុប​ឡាន​ឱ្យ​​ពួក​ខ្ញុំ​ត្រួ​តពិនិត្យ​​​បន្តិច​ ។
នារី​​ម្ចាស់​រថយន្ត​ប្រ​ញាប់​ប្រ​ញាល់​​ធ្វើ​តាម​​ការ​ស្នើ​សុំ​ ​បើក​ឃ្លុប​រថយន្តទាំង​មុខ​ក្រោយ ។ ប្រ​ធានក្រុមប៉ូលិស​ចរាចរ​​បើក​ភ្នែ​​ក្រ​ឡង់​ ព្រោះ​អត់​ឃើញ​អ្វី សូ​ម្បី​ឈាម​មួយ​ដំណក់​ក៏​គ្មាន​ផង​ កុំ​ថា​ឡើយ​ដល់​​សព​មនុស្ស ។ ​ដោយមិនឃើញអីសោះ គាត់​​មិនអស់ចិត្ត ក៏បន្ត​៖​
-​ខ្ញុំ​​សុំ​មើល​ប័ណ្ណ​បើក​បរ​ និង​លិខិត​ទិញ​រថយន្ត​ ។
នារី​ម្ចាស់​​រថយន្ត​បើក​កា​បូប​លូក​យកលិខិត​ទាំង​​ពី​រ​ជូន​ប៉ូលិស​​តាម​ការ​ស្នើ​សុំ ។ នាង​បង្ហាញ​​អា​កប្បករិយា​ធម្ម​តា ហាក់​ដូច​​​អត់​ដឹង​​មាន​រឿង​អ្វី​​កើតសោះ​ ។ ម្តង​នេះ​លោក​ប្រ​ធាន​ក្រុម​ប៉ូលិស​ចរាចរ​​​​បន្ទាប​សំឡេង៖
-សូម​អ្នកនាង​អភ័យ​ទោស​ផង​ ​ខ្ញុំ​មិន​​ដឹង​​គួរ​និយាយ​យ៉ាង​មិច​ទេ ។ លោក​ខាង​ណោះ​រាយ​ការណ៍​​​ប្រាប់​ខ្ញុំ​​ថា អ្នក​​នាង​អត់​មាន​ប័ណ្ណ​បើក​បរ​​​ អត់​​មាន​លិខិត​​ទិញ​រថយន្ត មិន​តែ​ប៉ុណ្ណោះ​ក្នុង​ឃ្លុប​រថយន្ត​អ្នក​​នាង​មាន​សព​មនុស្សទៀត​ ។
នារី​ម្ចាស់​រថយន្ត​សើ​ច​ញាក់​ស្មា​បន្តិច៖
-ប្រ​ហែល​គាត់​រាយ​ការណ៍​ជម្រាប​​លោក​ថា ខ្ញុំ​បើក​រថយន្ត​លើស​​ល្បឿន​​​កំណត់​​ទៀត ​មែនទេ?

Reference: http://kohsantepheapdaily.com.kh/article/32805.html

Friday, January 6, 2012

One Case of Married Life (Short Story)

There's a woman who has been living in the life of being a married-lady for just 28 days if counting from her wedding day. Many good times she and her husband are living in and that’s really nice. However, they still had arguments or disappointment sometime but those were just the small ones. She will consider that small arguments as the biggest ones, why? Because she won’t allow to appear any other bad bigger arguments.

Well, since they start living together and become the real spouse, what the wife has heard more often is her husband’s insistence of having child. He wants child. Of course, she also wants to have baby but that’s not the right time yet. The wife has twice times already with the injection to prevent the cancer of womb. The first and second time only need the distant of time for one month but the third one, need the distance for six months. So she needs to prevent herself from having baby until she will already get the third injection. All types of cancer are very dangerous; it will take one’s life away without noticed period. So before getting married, her parents especially her mum, told her to get this prevention. Although, her husband said, “it doesn’t matter, our parents or grandparents, they all didn’t have any prevention of this kinda cancer but they are still healthy”. Sure, the elder generation, they had no prevention of it but that should not compare the past time to the current one. The atmosphere in this present is such dirty, not a like the previous long time. Many may understand this, a lot of strange diseases happen and it’s hard to find the method to cure. The wife thought that “at least she tries to prevent it when she knows about it, that’s better than she knows but ignores it. So that, she can avoid this cancer. In contrast, if she doesn't care of it and it happens to her, she will regret”.
It still happens again and again of her husband’s request (baby). He has a few friends whom after they got married, they so much want the child but it is unsuccessfully. They cannot have child. So her husband got this affection and he’s now very afraid of having no child. He even used to tell her as if she cannot have the baby for him; he would have love-affair with another lady for the child-purpose. The wife knows he is kidding and he also said that’s just joke but it gives her the pressure. By one day morning, the husband said couple life would be meaningless or no values if they are living without the child presence. It gives the wife more pressure. She’s more in sad. As he’s always requesting her to have baby, there should depend on many reasons, she thought. She feels he decided to marry her is not because he’s so love her but that would because of having child. Another reaosn, he may get surrounding pressure and scare for having no child or he may love and want only his child more than her or her health. She wonders if all the men are so too... Marrying for only the child-purpose? :’(

Anyway, she had committed already, she must become a very good wife whom has an open-minded and understanding with much more offering or forgiving than claiming for something, then she needs to reconsider this. She later decided to accept her husband request. She won’t deny it more! She thinks, in case she will have baby before her injection day, no need to get that last injection since even she goes to get it but it’s still not effective. In contrast, if she has period in the late month of her last injection, so she won’t have baby yet, next she can go to have this final prevention. She knows, it is a very high risk to her health but it is the best solution, she guessed. Thus, this disease also rarely to happen, she promises herself she will try her best to have a good care of her health and will always go to get her health-checked every year. If that kind of cancer still happens to her, she will consider it as her bad luck, her dangerous fate. Only this decision could help her husband to feel better. She told herself she should stop thinking about that prevented-injection.This is maybe what she can and should do now.

Family happiness is her happiness!!

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Wish for my turn soon!


Since I grew up until now, I have almost all experience in many things which occur in human’s life. I have been through the excitement, sentiment, romance, unhappiness, disappointment, etc and even the envy feeling. However, today I just get to know as I never experience in one thing that I maybe experienced while childhood but that’s none for my teenager until adulthood. That’s Piggyback or Piggyback-ride!

I want to know the feeling during the time of piggyback with the one I actually love in such a very cool environment. I want to experience that emotion! I want to have a piggyback ride from a warm sweet guy, walking on the sand at the sea…watching the beautiful views together and get the feeling of that nice weather that would be the time for waiting to see the sunrise or sunset. We together would smile and enjoy our talking of unlimited stories… it can be the time we spend in the garden or on the mountain, watching the green nature and the wild bloomy flowers along with the smell of fresh and peace! I would keep it as my sweet memorable moment ever!

However, it’s just my imagination, my insistency… I do hope it would happen soon! Wanna spend this kinda sweetness time with my adorable man (my husband!) but the problem is that maybe I now is over-weight so he cannot give me piggyback ride…cannot support my weight…as a result, I still not yet get it! Hmmm….


Do these sweet? :)

Monday, January 2, 2012

First Working Day 2012


Today, 3rd January 2012 is my first day to start working again for the Recruitment Company after I have been through 3 day-off between 2011 and 2012. I now is wondering what will happen to my daily life this year??? Up and down always happens non-stop to everyone but I hope New Year would bring us everyone the better conditions and fortune! More, I do hope New Year would always be very kind to me and my relatives with all the best wisdom! Start or continue our goal in developing or improving ourselves! I do keep living in my world…my positive world, my warm and understanding world…how about you?

Let's keep working smart for our success this new year together…ye ye ye!!!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Miracle Man in My Dream

It started with my dream…a dream at a night sleeping during 22 going to 23 August 2011. I give the title of this dream as a miracle dream!
I don’t know where should I start to describe first but I just remembered from a state in my dream while I was riding motorbike with my younger sister and I was at the back. Simultaneously, I found there is a dog…a black….a black big dog…hugging me from my back! - - As I saw so, I tried to push it out from my motor but it tried to keep hugging me the same…Oh my Buddha…I tried my best..Then it almost felt down but I saw its eyes…show sympathy and I felt I heard it was talking to me… [Could you pity me and allow me to live with you???] It asked me. It told me of his briefly life, (which I couldn’t remember clearly now), the life of being with a rich boss but not happy. Yeah, I felt so sympathy on it…and my mind became softly as I agreed to accept him. When I arrived home, that black dog could get along well with my two dogs, A Men (clever dog) and A Mic (mok mok dog but lovely^^).
My mum asked me about that dog…then just I told her…quickly, that black dog ran toward me to show its present to my mum! Hahaha….clever it was! It arrived with a towel…it told me after bathing for him, used that towel to make his hairs dry….awww…yeah, I felt it talked to me! Do not confuse I am crazy! It’s real! (real in my dream only ==)!!!!! Then, I went for a walk with my sister…I took that black dog with us to Dream Land or something…as we were walking…when I turned back, I didn’t see my dog but I saw a handsome young guy with a sharp nose and tall!!! ^^” I asked who are you? Where’s my dog? He said he’s my dog…he’s like this…can change to be a guy and can be as a dog…and even in a dog…he also could speak to me! Awwwwwwwww!!!!!! So when I thought I just imagined the dog talked to me….it not imagination but the real! ~.~’
We kept going for a walk…now we three! Lolz…we were walking through a very fresh green grass field…so interesting…but we keep walking toward until we reached a river. I so much wanted to go on a boat which pulling by an Obor..Obor, yul ort?! I asked them with me…this black dog 50% + human 50% not agree! == So I asked my sister…she agreed…but that dog-man warned us not to go…it’s so dangerous…we could get suffer any time! But I still wanted to go [kbal rerng man nhom]…so he said…okay I should go alone…no need my sister! Yis yis yis! Who are you??? Ey kor kang mes! As a result…my sister listened to him! Ehh…she’s my sister or not I wonder :{ since no one go with me, I decided not to go…and we back to visit the wonderful green field instead! We bought the tickets of three…as we were walking into that field…huh! I heard my dad called me….he said [this is 6:30am already…why not yet get up?!] Ahhhh….my dream already ended coz of my dad…min ton ban mel a veal smao neng mean ey klas phong…yab man pa! $_$
Now is not dream! It is my real one…I told my mum I dreamed of a black dog and it insisted to live with me as finally I agreed. She’s so surprised! She said…black dog in dream meant GHOST!!!!!!! Ghost??? hik hik hik….Ghost? So pale I got! But I continued to tell her as it turned to be a handsome guy who banned me from going into river for entertainment… she said…[oh good! If u got into the river, it’s a bad vision…as you will be sick or get any problems…] She’s going on her speech as this dream may show a miracle person who will come to take care me from now on but just origination of that miracle man is a ghost. Nov ta ghost a del ==!
Anyway, she told me to light three incenses for indicating to the one in that dream as I agree to allow him to stay by my side but he should take care me well and keep me healthy, wealthy, good luck and know what will happen first in order to find anti-reaction. She said I may old enough to have the miracle person to help me. I had done as what she told. Ohhh… but am I old? I don’t feel so! Hahahaha….

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