I graduated high school since 2007 and counting
until now is about 10 years. However, I always miss my high school’s student
life. I always wanna flash back the time-being and enjoy that moment even it
may be last only 1 day.
Until recently, I got informed that I would be in a
Formal Test of general knowledge and English for challenging to be the officer
of government. Yet, don’t confused if I was automatically selected for the test
but my honey was the one who applied for me and I was that innocent to know
about this… lol… He bought the form for me and lets me fill my personal information
while the rest, he took responsibilities to fill more and so did the process to
apply… Two days more before the test day arrived, my honey gave me more than 10
softcopy documents to review and told me to try to memorize for the exam but
you know what? They totally were about over 200 pages and I was just too busy
with my work and so did at my home too (my both sons were all sick). I tried so
hard to read them with my very less time…
Exam Day arrived…
I was meant to reach exam’s venue at 6:30 AM and it
was Sunday. That day was raining none stop as cat and dog since around 1AM. I wanna
gave up the exam, no feeling at all but he forced me to go… X(
Say goodbye to my home and reached the place of
exam at around 6:45 AM. It was drizzling just like a falling snow… Everywhere
was so crowded with many applicants to get the exam; just liked the first new day of school. I, with my all tied hair,
natural makeup face and that white shirt & big dark blue skirt, I looked just
beautiful as a student (a bit so fat, so big only) lol…
I ran under the drizzle and was trying to find my
class to get the exam. It was in a high school as the exam venue and I immediately
got the feeling of my high school… I always ran to reach class coz I was always that late…hehehe…
I got confused with the map and it took so long to
find my class with my sweating body… It was always me and it was still me, almost
the last or even the last one to get into the class. Then the rain started very much
again… The class has no light so it was a bit dark and everyone looked so
sleepy, especially me! =))
There was a guy who sat in front of me…
He was kinda gentleman and friendly....
In front of him, there was another guy…
Though, he didn’t talk with that front guy any much…
He just kept looking at me…
He chitchatted with me…
But I was so sleepy….lol
So, I tried to escape from him by resting on the
table and he moved his seat to the direction I rested and continued to look at
my face with his nonstop flowing words from his lips… No matter how many times I
tried to change my resting direction, he kept following me…
-----I was just so
annoyed-----
Even when I closed my eyes and pretended as sleeping,
he still didn’t stop speaking….
He seemed so care of me, he asked me if what I did
at night… He advised me to take good care of my health…
Nahhh, he showed his so caring attitude and shared
me his so fresh smile…
It was a feeling of high school again… I got
flirted…
And it was again, I reacted nothing much…. Be like
pretty girl’s attitude! Gagagagagaaga….
Maybe around 7:15 AM, the exam papers arrived…
- I needed to fill my personal information…. Ok, I can
write very fast…
- I need to fill Exam's venue name.... And I put my high school's name...sh*t!! Totally wrong!
- I needed to fill the ministry I applied to…. Fu*k!
I didn’t know at all!!! He was the one who wrote it for me! o___O’
That front seat gentleman could catch my confusing moment and I told him I didn't know the ministry I applied... He laughed but he also advised me to ask the exam monitor to check my document!
So shamed I was!!! So clumsy…. Lol
That was another flash back feeling; I looked that
stupid most of time while people, especially the opposite sex found me as cutie…. hehehe....
The exam started….
General knowledge test was the first round, the front
guy asked me if I can answer or not and I told him they all were questions from
amazon or something… aww… I didn’t know the exact answer at all so I told him I won’t
need that 2 hours to answer, half hour for me should be enough… lol… I had
nothing to answer….
He laughed and continued to write on his exam paper…
and I started mine too…
I was one of superb students about Khmer Literature…
I could answer them well no matter what coz I was always good at describing things,
good at imagination, giving examples and so did the good writer too… I always
was one among top three high score students.
Back to this exam, of course I knew nothing to
exact answer but I still can analyze and wrote it down… That guy after a while,
he turned back to me and he acted just so surprised to see how I wrote, almost
done…lol…
Him: nahhh… I supposed if I could help you…
Me: hehehe… I almost have done it but I was just answering with no clues….
Him: And you acted as you cannot do it at all…
Me: Did I???
We both laughed…. Hehehe….
First session ended…
I didn’t ignore him anymore; he was that kind to
share me the answer, wasn’t him?
We spent our break time to share this and that… he
asked me a lot, my study life, my work life and many relevant, except the love
life…lol… And I knew a lot about him too coz whenever he asked me, I always
returned back by “And you??” ^^’
I felt he real liked me a lot…. XD
It was a very beautiful weather anyway, the rain dropped
none stop; it cleaned the nature properly and made surrounding nature brightly
in green… The wind was flowing gently; the classroom was fulfilled by pairs of conversation,
talking, chuckling and some pair looked that shy to each one too…hahahha….
Nothing was different from my high school moments....
Second session started….
Exam paper was on each applicant’s table…
That guy was teasing me by his smilely face… “Ehh,
would you say you cannot do it again?”
And I replied, “Maybe? Who know?”
We laughed again…lol….
……..
……..
……..
I’ve done with my exam paper and this second
session was about English and Computer testing… All questions were multiples
choices. Frankly, I have done from much more of guessing than what I actually
knew… heheheh….
That guy turned to me again… and he smiled sweetly
again and asked:
Him: Readyyy???
Me: Yesss…. And I gonna leave soon….
Him: huh… [he seemed so hesitated….]
Him: ….uhmmmm….emmm……well, could you share me the
answer of computer test? I had no idea about that….
-----------He was so shy--------
I was like…."Ahhhh….ahhh…. here it was… you can see
but well, all got from my guess only, I had no trace about them either… " hehheeheh….. (^_^)’
He smiled nicely again while his hand was busy
copying the answer….
After he have done copying, I said goodbye to him
& left the room….
In short, all he did to me was nothing about “Like”
or “Care”…. Heehehe…. It was just a normal attitude of applicants who would get
the exam, built connection and it may be useful in some way…. XP
Last but not least, it was a feeling I ever got
from high school too… I was over-thinking! 10 years already from my high school
and I’m still not so different from the past….
