Thursday, September 14, 2017

Value

A popular speaker started off a seminar by holding up a $20 bill. A crowd of 200 had gathered to hear him speak. He asked, “Who would like this $20 bill?”
200 hands went up.

He said, “I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this.” He crumpled the bill up.
He then asked, “Who still wants it?”
All 200 hands were still raised.

“Well,” he replied, “What if I do this?” Then he dropped the bill on the ground and stomped on it with his shoes.
He picked it up, and showed it to the crowd. The bill was all crumpled and dirty.
“Now who still wants it?”
All the hands still went up.

“My friends, I have just showed you a very important lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, life crumples us and grinds us into the dirt. We make bad decisions or deal with poor circumstances. We feel worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special – Don’t ever forget it!

Thursday, September 7, 2017

Start from Elevator...

In the elevator of my work place, the door is almost closed but it is opened back by the interruption of a hand which is belonging to that handsome guy. He walks in, looks at me with such the regret sight… 
I start wondering his reaction and I start asking myself of what has been happening exactly? He then is walking toward me closer and closer until the closest distance and he bows his head along with his speech of “sorry…sorry…” I’m just more awkward of this occurring…He still continues saying sorry to me with his bow head and his head is touching my shoulder back and forth, just alike a little kid who is nagging for forgiveness… 
All in all, I cannot remember what is going wrong between us and I just keep silent…

Later, my workplace arranges a company trip and we all join including I and him. We are having a lot of fun and of course, he still looks at me with such the eyes of being sorry and I’m just like, what the hell has he been through? lol
~~~Photo Session arrives…
I walk slowly and see the beautiful scenery with my camera in hand and capture those moments…click….click… I don’t really care of where I am heading to until I reach a rural place. Though, there is not only me who stay here, I see him too. I am behind his back and when he turns a round, he is a bit surprise to see me. Yet, he smiles and asks me to take his photos… Confirm! I smile and take his photos… Several photos have been taken; I see such so scary monster which is walking toward him… It looks similar to the dinosaur I always see in cartoon but it is a huge creature and has very long sharp teeth… I’m so astonish and shout, “Hay!!!! Run!!!!”
He turns back to see what I point to and immediately, the monster attacks him! However, he seems has supernatural power, those attacks bring him no harm… The monster starts feeling annoyed and is trying to attack him more while the result is yet no change, he gets no harm… At the same time, he runs toward me and catches my hand to run… Unfortunately, we don’t even get the chance to run even one step since the monster doesn’t stop while he doesn’t attack him too and his new target is me! I feel hot and hurt on my back and I fall down with no any much energy left in my body… I feel like I’m going to leave this world very soon (dying…). He looks quite frightened to see me so… He rushes to lift me up but I cannot stand at all. So, he carries me and stares at the monster quite brutally angrily. The monster laughs happily from the way it hurts me that can put him in such anger…
He: Stop right now!
Monster: Why? Hahahaha… I’m glad to know she is your weakness…
He: Do you dare not to stop?
Monster: Well…So you should go back or she will be done right here…
---------He keeps silent----------
---------The environment is very silent--------
All we hear is the windy that goes to touch the leaves…
And I am still in his hand weakly…
During this weak circumstance, I still have time to doubt of why that monster could speak human language…
And what is the real nature of this guy who is carrying me?
Why does he protect me?
Uhmm… I can’t say a word to question him but I’m thinking in my head and look up to him…
He looks back to me with more regrets and the eyes of praying to get my forgiveness…
He then looks toward the monster sharply with no words…
But the monster nods and walks away... They must already have completely negotiated…
While this man is much more powerful than the monster, what comes up to my head right now, this man must be its leader…
This man must be the monster prince or something…
He looks at me again, his lip is moving to my forehead and….
Finally, I’m blackout!

I could feel his warm attention and much regret that seems he has been doing anything too wrong toward me…Whatever they were all just the dreams… The dreams that happened after the incident day of my serious argument with him in the reality, he is nothing but the one who cursed me in such a very bad manner… A guy should not curse a lady like this….
Strangely, I don’t have any grudge toward him at all in the dream; I cannot remember a thing…
And in reality, he didn’t ask for forgiveness from the way he treated me too rudely as well…

These dreams were way that incorrect…BUT the dream told me something so accurate too…. He is the monster-prince! Good looking appearance with such the unacceptable attitude…Wahahahahah…..

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