Monday, December 25, 2017

Mr. Protector

Well, after all my Mr. Perfect(s) disappeared from my fantasy dream world, there is replaced by another ordinary guy who keeps appearing in my recent multi dreams, the same guy!

That ordinary guy has strict long face but short chin, big eyes which seems drunken even he is not, sharp high nose and fair big lip. He has short eyelash, fair mustache, less beard and thick hair. He is brown, about 1.73 meters height and 70 kilograms or something. From the moment I met him until almost the last, he didn't smile at me at all. Due to his appearance, he is such a quality protector (he looks even scary sometime).
Most of time he appears in my dream; he often wear short trousers or short jeans which its length is about to his knees with T-shirt. Even he appeared in most of my dream recently; I still find it hard to remember all those dreams but last night………

I, Mr. Protector and two female of my colleagues (Vy and Da) were losing way in a forest. We were seeking for exit road. We saw a big group of people who were walking steadily without any talking. That why we gossiped as they looked like ghosts and we were laughing (“We” here, referred to I, Vy and Da only, Mr. Protector had no much reaction!). We were joking with our people, yet those uncommon people heard us, they stopped and turned back to us and transformed themselves into zombies. We were right even we didn’t really mean it and we were chased by those zombies.
We all were trying to escape by hiding in an ancient temple. More than shock, they found us! They walked toward us with grudge while we were stepping backward. I found something strange between me and those zombies… At that moment, they seem afraid of me and I didn’t know why. Though, later I found there was an old big long nail in my hand so I tried to confirm if they may afraid of me coz of it or what by showing that nail to their face. Of course, they were… When they saw it, they walked backward from me… I got hint, I used that nail to attack them and they real were destroyed. So, I told everyone as we can use the nails to protect ourselves. However, the number of those zombies was quite many that we won’t be strong enough to kill them all. We were trying to find way to leave that temple while no matter how many times we were leaving, we would just remain in that temple…Those zombies didn’t arrive yet, so we took a bit break. I laid on a statue with short breathing....
-------  “Never escape through the small space!”  ---------
This was what I heard lightly in my ears… I asked if anyone could talk a bit louder but no one understood what I was talking about. They said they didn’t even speak any single words… I automatically look at that ancient statue which was next to me awkwardly, this must be it…And I started thinking…
I told everyone, we should try to do something differently in order to escape from there. We had been trying to go through many doors while we still lost in the same temple so I suggested everyone to jump from the window of the temple instead (Those windows were strangely many times bigger than the door). My both colleagues rejected since the temple was on the mountain, they were afraid of hurting themselves but Mr. Protector agreed with me. Immediately, those zombies arrived! 
Mr. Protector pulled my hands and ran to jump from the window while my colleagues had no more choices and jumped after us… We all fell down from that top to the mountain’s foot but we didn’t feel any much hurt. To me, I fell and stopped by a small cottage which was for praying to get happiness during in the forest (Ktom-Nak-Ta). I stood up and went to pray for respect to that Nak-Ta and we all went to hide. The zombies followed us but they missed our hiding and went far away from us. We were safe!


We continued our adventure on that forest road…..

I was walking side by side with Mr. Protector. I felt safe to be next to him hehehe… There, we found a motorbike so Mr. Protector asked me to ride with him. He was the motor’s rider and I was at the back. The road was too rough, he asked me to hug him tight or I might fall down… I agreed! XD
The rough road finally reached an end but we met a start of new struggling, the high straight slope! We were told to go up to that slope in order to find the only exit way. Mr. Protector told me we had no choice, we must try if we wanna leave from this forest. I felt quite scared and so did my both colleagues, we had so small heart! Back and forth, we still chose to try… I closed my eyes and hugged him even tighter with such no confident… He controlled the engine and continued our way bravely. More and more, our motor almost went up straightly where finally the motor was falling down very fast and broke into pieces. I opened my eyes and cried with all effort to catch the grass there to balance myself not to fall down with the motor too! Mr. Protector, without thinking of himself, he lifted me up to the safe place with his only one arm and another arm was catching kinda tree’s roots. I didn’t know how he could do it but I real managed to go up to the top. I urgently was trying to pull him up too and I succeed to help him back. We both hugged each other with excitement and we looked around the place. The view was awesome, yet we saw another road which was next to this dangerous slope and it was such a safe one that could lead to the top; where we were standing as well. We looked at each other and laughed since we should be on that road, why did we choose this kinda death-calling-road instead? Heheheh… coz we didn’t know!

This was when we lost contact with my other two colleagues…
Mr. Protector hold my hand warmly and we continued our walking toward none stop. We were pleased with the view on the both sides of the road, there was no more harm and it leaded us into the high-class city. It was Phnom Penh City (but it was quite high-so that I cannot recognize that was Phnom Penh) and we were told we were from the road of Ratanak Kiri’s mountain…
Heheheh… I never knew before as there was a road from Ratanak Kiri’s mountain which connected to Phnom Penh by walking through the forest… XD

Last but not least, my this dream ended with safe and sound…
And Mr. Protector in this dream is my honey in real life! Hahahaha… But I cannot remember our relationship in the dream at all… It was great to fall for him again and again… ^_______^”

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

My special abilities...

I feel I lost some of my special abilities; i didn’t get any spiritual hints for something might happen in future as before.
Last week, I felt very normal, yet I fell sick badly and even almost got bad traffic accident.  I do wonder why I got no hints at all…

More than anything, I didn’t have any marvelous dreams as I ever had for such so long period. I’m madly missing all those moments, the moments when I was the top main actress, the beautiful, the wonderful, dramatically, romantic and be protected by my special guardian perfectly. I miss it, I want it back but I can do nothing coz I don’t know how to recall them… I’m a bit sad…nooo, I’m quite disappointed if all those real left me…

I hope to meet them at least sometime again… my spectacular dreams!

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