Sunday, December 6, 2020

Tomorrow is my Nine Years Love Anniversary

 

Flash back to the past, we had been through different situations for our anniversary; including…

- He was in province and I was in city,

- He was in abroad while I was still in domestic,

- He was quite busy and we could not make it.

Most of years, we could not even see each other faces for this special day. It was a pain at first to me but then, I could adapt to this kind of situations. Even we could not meet on that day, we celebrated at another day that could be early or belated celebration. We also didn’t do any much, yet for memorable memory…

 

This 2020 and tomorrow, it is again our love anniversary…

He will not go anywhere this year due to Covid-19 pandemic and we both are staying home.

Though, this year is even worst and the first taste of our anniversary since we know we would not be possible to do any single little thing…

We could see each other every day but we keep social distancing, he has been alone in the first floor for 8 days now… Yeah, he has been put in quarantine for 14 days! :’(

This is kinda insane but make sense. To his condition, he is called very low percentage to get infected since he joined a party and there were two main people who joined a meeting with a Covid-19 patient.  However, those two main people also got two times testing for this Covid-19 with negative result but well, protection is better than treatment.

My love has no remarkable symptoms, he is healthy, he gets no even cold… Though, we commit to practice this 14 days’ quarantine for our family, our society and so does ourselves.

 

Last but not least, my love anniversary of this year is superb strange… We can only see each other from the distance and it does hurt me…




Tuesday, November 17, 2020

Aquarius Sign

Original page: https://www.ganeshaspeaks.com/zodiac-signs/aquarius/traits/





 Aquarius Traits


Rebellious in nature and unique, the Aquarius zodiac sign signifies intelligence, spontaneity and independence. Aquarians have an out of the box thinking and eccentric perspective. They can either be cold and emotionally detached, or extremely emotional. Sometimes their mind is too advanced for some people to understand.

 

Master at hiding their true feelings, they have a dark side which they would not bring out. Read on to get an idea of the classic positive and negative personality traits of Aquarius zodiac.

 

Let’s look at some of the positive and negative traits of Aquarius:

Positive Traits: Open-Minded, Humanitarian, Creative, Free Spirited and Intellectual

Negative Traits: Impulsive, Unpredictable, Inconsistent, Extremist and Stubborn

 

Aquarius Positive Traits

Open-Minded

An Aquarius is incredibly open-minded and tends to think and do things differently than others. They think for themselves and like to keep an open mind about things. They don’t like to judge a book by its cover.

 

Humanitarian

This sign is the most humanitarian of all the 12 zodiac signs. They are kind and compassionate and really enjoy working for the service of humanity. Aquarius has a huge heart and a soft corner for all the humanitarian issues of the world.

 

Creative

Aquarians have a creative mindset. They take pride in using art as a way to express themselves. Due to their independent nature, Aquarius will not follow the crowd, and this is why they thrive in the areas of creativity.

 

Free Spirited

An Aquarius is a true free spirit meaning any attempts to keep them from being who they really are will make them turn away. As an air sign, they need their own space and freedom to work on their groundbreaking ideas.

 

Intellectual

They are an intellectual genius and can amaze others with their original ideas. Aquarians are intellectual rebels and will loudly defend their opinions. They have a great power to form and understand abstract concepts.

 

Aquarius Negative Traits

Impulsive

They are fast thinkers and barely care about repercussions that may result. Aquarians have a sense of freedom and they never want to be limited by what others think of them and how they will want them to be. They want to express their freedom and are often quick at that.

 

Unpredictable

It might be difficult to predict what will they do next. They tend to be very unpredictable, just when you think you are starting to know them, they do something that completely surprises you.

 

Inconsistent

Due to an ever-changing and evolving identity, they can at times be seen as being inconsistent. However, it is not that they are inconsistent in who they are, it is their actions that seem to portray their inconsistency.

 

Extremist

Aquarius does things crossing the limits. Even their anger is also beyond one’s imagination. They can be very sad, depressed, agitated and or very happy to an extent. Aquarians are known as extremist people.

 

Stubborn

As open-minded as they are, Aquarius is a fixed sign. This means that they are stubborn people, and it is often hard to change their mind about something once it is set for. They are very stubborn when it comes to their opinions.

 

Understanding the characteristics of an Aquarius will help you build better relationships.

 

Aquarius Love and Relationships

Aquarius in Love tends to surprise and shock when least expected. Aquarians are a little funny when it comes to love. For Aquarians, their loved ones are very important and special. Ruled by the planet Uranus, Aquarians are innovative and creative in love. Aquarius in a relationship are often slow to commit because for them trusting others does not come easy.

 

This air sign faces difficulty in balancing the intimacy of love and they tend to intellectualize emotions which makes it a challenging aspect for them. Aquarians in a relationship may not be able to show their affection and they might not say "I love you". However, they will surely show their love in a very unique way that they think is right for them and will make their loved one feel special. Aquarian in love would like to spend quality time with the person they love and would surely surprise them.

 

Aquarius Friends and Family

Those bearing Aquarius Zodiac Sign do not develop close friendships easily even though they are able to socialize well with people. They generally prefer friends who are creative, truthful and intellectually inclined. They are always ready to try unique things with their buddies. Having a friend with this sign is like being really lucky because Aquarians would walk an extra mile and would even sacrifice themselves for their friends.

 

Aquarians are the rebels in the family who always have something insightful to say. They do not need money to be happy. Good friends and a loving family is enough for them. They are the type who are protective of the ones they love. Aquarians are a perfect example of a caring person. They want nothing more than to have interesting friends and a loving family.

 

Aquarius Career and Money

Aquarius and Career

The Aquarius star sign individuals are known for their intellect and innovative thinking. They love to increase their knowledge. The key qualities they seek in their career and job is freedom, flexibility, creative outlet, supportive team, growth, and appreciation. Aquarians won’t accept anything or anyone standing in the way of success because they know what they are destined to achieve. They are very focused on growth, equality, and truth. They are born to lead! If you would like to read further about Aquarius Career... Click Here...!!

 

Aquarius and Money

Aquarians are not as money-hungry as compared to some other zodiac signs. They don't view money as extremely important, but rather a means to fulfill needs. Pursuing their worthwhile causes is more important to them than how much money they can make. But if they have cash, this air sign would prefer to spend it on the best things money can buy. They would probably spend their money investing in start-ups, new inventions, and products.

 

How to Attract Aquarius:

It's not too difficult to get an Aquarius individual on your side. Here are the clever tips which show you how exactly you can attract Aquarius.

 

Be Communicative: Good communication is the key to attract Aquarians. They need communication compatibility more than anything. Engage them in a friendly, witty conversation, take them someplace different or interesting, but leave them alone when they desire to be. Keep things positive and don't be clingy with them at first.

 

Don’t nag or complain too much: Never nag Aquarians about their mistakes. They will acknowledge one readily enough but then forget it. A mistake seems genuinely unimportant to them, and if you keep harping on it they will just think you are strange.

 

Ask for their opinions about things: They love people who use common sense and can figure out things. Fascinate them with interesting topics. Show that you have somewhat of a rebel side. Ask them questions and take their opinions about things and make them feel as if they are very special and important to you.

 

Now that you know more about the Aquarius personality traits, find out how you match with other Zodiac Signs.

 

Compatible Signs Aquarius Should Consider

As an independent, quirky Aquarius with humanitarian instincts, you need a partner who understands your deep love of people and desire to make the world a better place. The most compatible signs with Aquarius are generally considered to be Sagittarius, Libra, and Gemini.

Twelve Zodiac Sign

 



1. Scorpio Zodiac Sign (23Oct- 21Nov)

Scorpio zodiac sign

The people born under the Scorpio Zodiac Sign are considered the smartest and intelligent and it will stay the same in 2020 as well. Scorpio comes out as a surprise package and you cannot fool them easily. However, with their sharp and wise mentality, they find motivation in everything they do. These people have a very unique perceptive and are best at realistically assessing and understanding the world at large.

 

2. Aquarius (Jan20- Feb18)

Aquarius Zodiac Sign

After Scorpio, Aquarius is going to set its benchmark in 2020 which its tricky skills and wisdom. Aquarius individuals tend to filter almost everything through their intellectual mind. Aquarians are also known for being broad-minded and accepting of ideas and concepts from sources other than themselves. Moreover, they possess a strange and fascinating perspective of the world that their level of cleverness makes them stand out of the crowd.

 

3. Virgo Zodiac Sign (Aug23 – Sep22)

Virgo zodiac sign

Virgo’s take interest in all kinds of things even that thing is of no use. This quality makes them different from others. Moreover, if there’s no solution to a problem or the answer is difficult to find, a Virgo will simply set out to create their own answer with their smartness and sharpness. People falling under the zodiac sign of Virgo are not so funny and often say something hilarious under their breath and without trying. However, Virgos ask a lot of questions, which is the sure sign of a genius.

 

4.  GEMINI (May 21 – Jun20)

Gemini Zodiac Sign

Gemini’s are fast thinkers and have a unique way of acquiring and disseminating information. They always have something up their sleeve that makes them a lot funnier and more efficient. Moreover, they have a very good sense of humor which is another indication of an intelligent person. People falling under the sign of Gemini are very creative and through their excellent verbal skills, they can make friends easily.

 

5. CAPRICORN (Dec 22 – Jan 19)

Capricorn Zodiac Sign

Capricorns have a very precise and highly structured way of thinking that helps them in making smart decisions. However, they will look at the big picture and consider all consequences before they begin a task or a project. People falling under the Zodiac sign of Capricorn don’t give up easily and have the ability to put their intelligence to good use.

 

6. Pisces Zodiac Sign (Feb19 – Mar20)

Pisces

Pisces’s possess super-high levels of intelligence and creativity, but can sometimes get caught up in their own imaginations. People falling under the zodiac sign of Pisces tend to be more emotionally intelligent and have a quality to judge people by their personality. Learning from mistakes and proving themselves better is what makes them different from others.

 

7. Taurus (Apr21- May 21)

Taurus

Taurus takes rejection way too personally, even when it’s not personal at all. People falling under this Zodiac sign are tend to be more self- centered and foolish. However, this quality can make them smart and even dumbest sometimes. Moreover, if Taurus is feeling too hurt, they can become completely depressed and lazy, staying at home and feeling sorry for themselves. These people usually remain confused most of the time.

 

8. Leo Zodiac Sign (Jul 23 – Aug 22)

Leo

Leo tries to prove themselves right even when they are at the wrong path. People falling under this zodiac sign usually swing back and forth on the spectrum between the serious and silly. However, they take rejection and failure as a teachable moment and try to learn a lot from the experience. Leo is a neutral sign which can act both maturely and childish at times.

 

9. Libra (Sep 23 – Oct 23)

Libra

Libran’s are more manipulative rather than being intelligent and dumb. People falling under this sign want everything to be perfect and fair all the time. However, they have a very good quality of judging people and gaining benefits even from the worst situation. Moreover, if Libra is rejected they tend to make the pain even worse and will try to take revenge in their own way.

 

10. Aries (Mar21 – Apr19)

Aries

Aries can act both smart and dumb at times. People falling under this zodiac sign are usually innocent and we can also call them cute. These people don’t take things too seriously and are more self-centric. However, they tend to be somewhat insensitive of other people’s emotions and only care about themselves.

 

11. Sagittarius (Nov22- Dec 21)

Sagittarius

Sagittarians are only into themselves which makes them bad or even worse sometimes. People falling under this Zodiac sign are selfish, self-centered and egocentric. However, they lack intelligence when it comes to decision making and taking a stand for themselves.

 

12. Cancer (Jun22- Jul22)

Cancer

Cancerians are sometimes considered as the worst people because of their hypersensitive nature. They are the biggest crybabies in the entire zodiac and are lack intelligence and smartness at times. Moreover, they can become over-emotional and will start imagining stupid things without having any actual proof or evidence of it. However, Cancer is considered as one of the happiest zodiac sign.

Thursday, October 1, 2020

The moment I feel better for being treated unfairly


Past experience changed me and I feel extremely surprised to my new me…

 

I ever felt damn down for being unfairly treated from the people I like, the people I love and the people I treat quite nice…

I did feel there were uncountable thorns put in my heart…

I didn’t even think I could live…

Yet, don’t believe our heart too much… It only speaks out emotionally and softly like a pile of tofu…

We would not die from being treated disgustingly, we only die when we decide to…

 

Right now, some people keep treating me the ways they prefer no matter how I treat them…

They don’t change but then, I changed…

When they ignore my existing, I just smile… because I feel so much at ease and I could start to act like them whenever I decide to without any self-intrusion.

 

In reality; the thought of losing them that I had in the past, was accurately wrong… Look like I had never have them from the start…

Yet, they lost me… They lost the person who cared and loved them… Let’s them be!

 

Therefore, I believe the toughest situation would result into two outcomes… That is whether we gonna be forever the victim of that disaster or being stronger!

And that is free of charge to choose one…

So, choose it wisely!

 

Just a sharing from a real victim of such the past’s consequences…



Monday, June 1, 2020

Hello June 2020!


I’m wondering what are going to happen my dear June?

It’s been tough during these 5 months of 2020 both physical and mental health to me. I’ve been pessimistic to many occurring situations and of course, I shared a lot to my closed people (more like complaining hehehe…). I felt down, I felt pressured, I felt hard breathing, I felt annoyed… Though, lucky that my surrounding people are quite nice. They encouraged me, supported me and made me feel better. We naturally shifted roles; when they were in blurry situations, I tried my best to help them seeing another picture.
Well, the situations didn’t change from bad to good but we all chose to dance under the rain! We kept going on and smiled even in these tight situations. We didn’t lose guard, we turned the crisis situations into an opportunity and we changed focus to reach our goal. It’s still so hard but we felt valuable from our harder contributions.

Yeah, things were too unexpected ridiculous but we made it and survived.
If we think seriously, it would become seriously…
If we think of possibility, it would show at least some hints for our movement…
All is about our thoughts, the main reason!

Thank you everyone (and so do myself) for the spirit to try healing each other.

Monday, April 13, 2020

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful after raining day…


It was such a heavy rain, the early rain of this year which started since around 1.00AM till almost 7.30AM…

And today is my schedule of working from home again… I only go to office two days per week. Normally, the sky would be bright after the rain but even from a long hours of raining, the sky this morning is still gloomy… It looks like it doesn’t get enough of showering the water yet… Many of my friends find it annoying and not really like it while I enjoy this moment a lot… hehehe…

To me, without so much sunlight, it looks romantic… It seems sad yet it is beautiful in its own way…
I got up as normal by 6.30AM, did some exercises and be ready for starting my “Work from Home” by 8AM…
Aircon is not needed for today… I open all my window and lets the morning breeze goes in and out and enjoys its passion to the fullest for touching my face…heeeee I’m feeling so good!
I could hear the birds voice clearly after with this opened window…
I do feel more attached to the nature!

I prepare for my own coffee…
Hand my self-served hot drinks and enjoy the view from my first floor room...
Have a sip of my coffee, look out of the window and see my Mom is checking her vegetables in her tinny garden on the roof of my uncle’s home. She sees me, smiles at me but asks for her grandsons from that far…hehehe… I feel funny but lovably…

I am in my comfy clothes and my messy half bun hair…

Well, not really makeup… And I often run quickly to add some makeup after any urgent con-call is invited… lol
I am surrounded with my little boys who are talented in bothering me… It was hard at first but I could manage this situation better and better…

All in all, I could adapt to new working environment well with result oriented!
I could stay next to my family; it is much tired than working at office but I still like it…
Especially, by participating in doing this, is a part to help reducing infection of ourselves, our family, our country and help our world!

STAY HOME, STAY SAFE!

Monday, April 6, 2020

The world is still in chaos…


Covid-19 is spreading perfectly in almost everywhere of the world…

Human, animals, all are possible to be infected…
During the waiting time to hear Vaccine is found, Medicine is ready and Covid-19 is completely gone, we all are living with insecure, unstable mental and have to stay home as much as we could. Though, the one who is in debt, has to pay it regularly while the income is dropping down unbelievably…

Some companies reduce the number of their employees, some team is revised and reassigned the jobs, less people in order to save cost… In business perspective, if we don’t add value to the company, we are not welcomed. To affect small amount of people is better than affecting all people… However, this is the disaster time, all I wish is for everyone safety and sympathy for each other. Maybe this is because I am not a businesswoman but a mere employee, I think we should help each other to overcome this tough period first…

May the world could go through this harmful era soonest and I wish my family, my friends and everyone being blessed all the best!

Never lose hope, give more attention to the progress of our health's conditions, stay hygiene, praying and keep smiling, we know we would win!


Thursday, March 5, 2020

She acts weird…



I met her in the mid of 2018 and we were getting along quite well. We shared many personal stories and we consoled, encouraged and helped each other. We laughed a lot, we have many in common…
She is very positive and cares free…

Until this early year, she seems changed…
Maybe this is only my feeling, isn’t it?
She became silent, she seemed react in a negative vision…
I’m wondering what has happened on her?
Hence, I go closer to her, embrace her soul and bravo for all her good achievement...
I won’t do this for only her but I am always that glad, that happy to see my friends become success…

Yet, she defined my praising words on her high achievement in such a way…
She asked me why did I say congratulation to her? She said there was nothing she saw that I should say so… She said that was her job that she must complete, there was really inappropriate for me to react this way...
Ehhh, she must think I was teasing her…
She must think I am insincere…
She must think what I don’t think of at all…
To me, all the success would be celebrated in praising words or any ways that bring our spirit the charm of enjoy winning…
And I do mean my words for her, I’m real!

Uhmmm…. She seems weird to me…
I was surprised and awkward to hear that from her…
But she is still the good girl, she told me directly without hesitation, so I could explain…
If she kept it, a wall would be built little by little between us and it would separate us one day without any notices…
I’m thankful for her reaction!

Nevertheless, I was still not sure why it could turn to be so…
I asked my bestie and she shared me similar story…
Sometime, that is because of environment and mood that turn a person to be so…
Plus, I should reflect my words again as well…
Be careful before saying…
And of course, most of people find it hard to believe me…
She is not the first person anyway…
Because I have such a sweet voice which most of people believe that my kind is witch inside…
In addition, I have a cunning smile! XD

Hehehehe…. I have no choice; I cannot change myself for anyone since this is me… But I trust myself for my pure sincerity…
Though I have sweet voice, I am not that poisonous inside…
Though I am in snake year, I am NOT the snake attitude…
Though my smile is sometime bitchy, I am NOT a bitch…
I never wanna win anyone, I only wanna win my old me to become a better me…
I really have no ideas why most of people are trying to compare themselves to me, try harder in order to win me and keep me as their enemy even I really did nothing wrong to them… I only do my job for myself and they thought I am quite show off or something…

Do I look better as bitch, a bad person?
(The question I keep asking myself whenever people misunderstand me and see me in opposite aspect from my real intention…)


Wednesday, February 12, 2020

Misunderstanding brings Pain


I and my team got a nice but tiring project…

My management set the deadline and the rest had our own target and responsibilities to be completed in order to reach that deadline.

We all were trying hard to do but things didn’t go so well. What I observed, we did repeated job since we only focused on our individual duties without knowing our team members well. Hence, I thought of solution and raised up to the team. Team loved my idea. So, I noticed to the management and the management said we can do it in any method we felt good with and ensure our result aligns with timeline. I saw it as Green Light!

Thing went almost well… Then, one team member seems not delighted with my way of work as a whole and filed the complaint. Immediate meeting was set and I explained and solved shortly.
That team member complained second time, another meeting set up and I explained again… Things calmed down…
That team member’s still not happy with my proposal… He felt like I assigned job for him to do… He filed complaint to the management again… I was so devastated to this repeated consequence and I was out of patience… Even I did explain but they must never had accepted it that caused another and one another meeting took place… This last meeting was the worst one… I could not control my temper, I felt the management frankly was not happy with my proposal.

He asked me why this project had to follow my suggestion?
I told him it could save a lot of time without confusion and we ensure good result…
He asked me… so why was I the one who lead?
I told him, I didn’t lead it… Team asked me to do only… Anyone could do it…
He asked me… Couldn’t it be done in other way?
I told him, why not? We can… I won’t defend my opinion and rejected other… Then, what kind of method would he prefer?
He raised up…
I challenged… So that cannot be…
He raised up again…
I challenged again… and it really won’t work…
He seems upset… and so did me!
I told him, I was challenging for better, not bitter!
We both ended the discussion…
We tried to fix our mood and back to professionalism…
Yet, we found it hard to face each other like nothing happened…

Today, I find out something interesting…
The fact behind the management reaction to me is that…
He misunderstood me…
He thought I leaded the team without his approval… He forgot himself that I already noticed to him…
He mentioned like… I acted like the management who assigned tasks for team members… The way I did so far, it is inappropriate… Since that is not me but him in term of a lead person…
I feel awkward to know this…
And it went like…
Ahhhh… Again!!! I look better as BITCH, oppositely to who I am…

I almost could not believe my ears…
I always thought he was the one who would always stand on my side…
But he misunderstood me…
He chose to see me negatively first!
He felt offended, did he?
I am not that type of person…
And he is on his way to find another way to complete this project…
He could not accept the way I work, no matter how positive the result can be…
And I am sure I would zip my lips… and just lets it flow the way he flips…
I am so disappointed to know he is seeing me so…
I never meant to insult him or his power…

Oh my pity soul!
I do sympathize myself for being innocent inside by bitchy cover I must look like…

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