Sunday, January 29, 2023

The first time taste of my birthday

The first time taste of my birthday, I don't refer to my first time to celebrate but the first time that my Mom remembers my birthday and she is the first one who wishes me of the day. I just get up and go down stair, she sees me and says, "Happy Birthday my daughter! May you have the most happiness." ❤️

I really feel weird and I guess I am still not fully awake... hahaha... BUT that is real!

My man, as usual, he doesn't remember at all until the late afternoon that he comes and says, "Happy Birthday my dear!" and he confesses, "I forget..."

I'm totally feeling numb with that, I don't angry him but I just tease him by saying..."No need, until you forget, you forget! hahahah.... 

Then, the late evening, we have soup together at Little Sheep Hotpot Restaurant. I get a feeling he will bring me cake there... I feel it but I tell myself, "Stupid! Do you ever get one from him?" hehehe... My sense says that, I will get one but my brain reminds about the experience! They both make sense.

Almost our dinner ends, the birthday song starts...

My sense says it again..."See????"

My brain debates..."See? The table over there? People stands up, that must be their event..."

My sense says... "Nooooo, it's ours!"

Finally, we can see if the sense or brain get it right....

Behind me, my big boy hands the cake to me while my small boy and my man tag along... 

My sense is excited to see how she wins and I personally, do feel surprised! 

The biggest party I ever get so far... My man's friends of over 10 people join celebration and with their kids that make it totally almost 30 people! That is clear that they are here for hotpot but that is real that they are unintentionally become the part of my birthday celebration, their presences mean a lot to me...

Blowing candles session... before that, I whisper my wish..."May everyone here meet only the happiness!" and I'm so grateful for them to be here! 


Oh, I miss to check my phone too... 

My Dad messages to wish me my birthday with wishes... ❤️

My sister and my brother too who message to wish me... ❤️

A birthday that was mostly forgotten, it is so bright this year... I'm so emotional...honestly!


I don't expect all of these to happen again..

Once is enough, once is a taste, once is a great memory...

And this is my FIRST CAKE I get from my man after we are together for over 11 years! ❤️





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