Cobra vs Python

I’m surrounding by cobras and pythons…

I think if I won’t interfere or attack their lives,

We all might get peace.

Though, cobras won’t be any kind to me,

They still try to attack humanity,

Even I don’t mean to be next to them.

Unlike the pythons,

They are so fond of me,

They are crawling, playing and won’t abandon me.

I trust pythons are my friends,

But just a bit later, I get clues from my sense,

Those pythons are only measuring my real size, why?

Those pythons don’t treat me the same way I am with them,

They only are preparing to eat me,

Know my exact size so they can swallow easily….

Seeing so, cobras aren’t so scary,

They won’t hesitate and be real enemy,

Which pythons are just fake friends and gonna stab me coldly!

“We would be hurt to get attacked from our enemies, whereas it would be enormously hurt to get attacked from someone we treat as friends!”

Fake Relationship, I guess!

I used to be isolated by a group of people who seem love and care much to their peers;

I used to appreciate the kind of relationship they are having for each other;

Until one day….

Their group’s main members are three, including their powerful leader. It is time a powerful leader is needed to leave for the new group. So, their group remains only two and among them, there will be one to be promoted to the new leader instead. They both have their own strengths. Finally, a person gets selected. I don’t think anything will happen since they were so closed but it is contrasting to what I thought.

After that person gets promoted, that person starts changing. The behavior is changed into the leader one that won’t really treat the remains last strong member the same way it used to be. The most unexpected thing, that new leader is saying something negatively to the previous leader. They used to be alike one spirit, I don’t think at all it can happen. That new leader is even trying to find a new member who has ability to win the remaining strength member. That new leader is doing just like protecting the chance that the last remaining strong member can be promoted later… COOL!

About the previous leader, such a person who can do something out of concern… Normally, when we are leaving any place or position, we gonna need to transfer all the jobs to the new who gonna take our position. This is called duties to do! However, that previous leader won’t teach anything much to the new even the new is even from the circle of being closed with. Is it strange? Of course, that previous leader won’t even explain detail of what to do, what not to do, what kind of work process or any documents…  That previous leader only calls the new leader to sit near, seeing how it works and do the work quite quickly to even hard to notice with saying none single words… Look like that previous leader is afraid if the new leader can catch it well….

Talking about that last strong member, that person act as nothing happens, so calm…but actually, that person also once expected to get promoted instead of the previous leader. Hehehe…. After that person knows that the new leader is trying to get someone who can compare to own self, that person is using another person’s hand to block it from happening….

Time flies, people might change…

They seem so mean to be one but seem all are fake…

I feel, that strong team is step by step breaking coldly…

I was sad that I can’t be any part of their team, but seeing what is happening currently, I feel blessed not to be in that unreal relationship…

Thank you for not taking me in your team… I really feel absolutely in luck you know! XD

I miss the Sea

It has been two years up to now that I get no single chance to visit the sea. I miss it badly! 

I love the street nature on the way going there and I bet you would love it too. There are forests, green fields, a lot of trees, streams, mountains, flowers and waterfall!

I love being in the nice hotel/guesthouse’s room there while I don’t need to do any clean or even can lets it messy but it will be done so tidy like magic…lol… I love eating food there, when I don’t need to cook at all… I love being in my ancient bikini ^^, jumping in the water of those beautiful pools in the hotel/guesthouse and walking around and around in the water… Then, get up from water, walking like no one is seeing me and go to lay on the chair next to the pool with my sunglasses, drinking orange juice and jump in the water again…hahaha

I love dressing with my loosing white shirt, along with my so short jeans and flip-flop shoes, falling my hair and walking freely on the beach, picking those seashells… I love the sound of the wind to crush with the trees, the coconut tree…whevvv, whevvv…. I love the way I walk step by step into the sea, deeper and deeper and rush to run back to the shore just alike there is Tsunami…lol…(I’m afraid of deep water!)

I love having sea food under the trees next to the beach with my family or my friends; smell the sea with those delicious food, chitchat, laughing and playing card…haha… So do the time we are on our transportation, going around the city, going up the hills, down the hills, go to the ports, the fishery village…. Capturing our photos unlimited… XD

I love the night time when I’m wearing sexy shirt with my short skirt and going to the night market. We walk around and around just to see the things there but buy none of them…hahaha… We end our walking at the pub next to the beach again, ordering steak and cocktail to enjoy our dinner with those bright fireworks…

I love coming back to our room, have no worry and be on our comfortable mattress… having a tight sleep, recharge our energy for the next day travelling back home…

I miss this kinda trip… nothing much, just to chill with nature from me and my people!

I will be okay... :)

There is a place I wanted to move to.

I got confirmed to do it. However, I don’t really feel secure even I got an exact positive feedback coz it was the feedback from the people who I acknowledge they don’t like me at all. I don’t trust if it can come true for sure, just I won’t give up easily when I want to do something. So I proposed it.

My instinct is correct again. It is almost the time I will be moved, I get informed as so sorry but they have someone else to get that place.

Cool!!! Well done!!!

Is it also called intuition? Whatever, do appreciate my this feeling with some pain along with. I just want to be closed with them so I decided to move from my most beloved place for them but they put a strong wall, such a barrier between us.

I’m sad for almost 5 minutes! Lol… It can’t hurt me longer than this. If comparing to what I have been through; unfair, the isolated world, no loyal friends here, being discriminated, alien treated, this case then is very small, very light to confront.

Lets just consider as I accidentally step on the poop, nothing I can do beside go and clean it. Let’s it be.

Love has no sound…

The traffic today is so awful… After work, I try to go through many ways in order to get my home; however, it is not that easy. I reach Beong Kengkong market, so I go straight to across one traffic light and go on while along the street, there are many big tall trees that give such a nice shade for travelers. I do appreciate this nature; release our stress from long time in traffic jam! Lol… I reach a school of a ministry there and the gate is opened. I ride in that school coz it has a path to the big street. Today is weekend, I wonder why the school is opened; it is strange.

Riding on my motor across that school, I see a group of grandpas are playing cheese… When my motor goes over that group, I recklessly look into my motor mirror but there are no any people so I stop the motor and turn back… I really don’t see those grandpas… However, I see them again in the motor mirror… I feel scared and turn back second time, I see them again while there is one grandpa turn and smile at me…. wahhhhhh…..then all disappears again!!!! Oh!!!!! Ghost!!! Must be ghost!!!! I scream and run! My motor is still there and I’m running alone… It turns to the same zone even how many times I try to leave this spot! 

With too much panic, I cannot run on that school path anymore but I decide to climb over the school wall!!!! I reach new place! 

There is dark green thick forest and a lot of mist… Is it the city? Look like I’m falling into Amazon forest or what…. ==’ I keep walking toward to find the path out… Around 1 hour walking, I see a city with no any people… so silent or maybe because it is night time already. There are many big buildings and houses with the mirror wall. I could see abit green and blue lights inside the buildings and houses there. I walk closer to a building and look inside… Lord!!!!!! There are many anacondas (giant snakes)!!!!! They are moving and moving around in that building! I run again! Ohhhhhohhhh!!!! Help me!!! I shout! >-<’’’’’

I run to another house and there is no any lights in that house so I guess nothing is there. I hide myself there, lock the door! My heart is beating too fast! I may die here coz of heart-attacked! My feeling is abit calm down and stable. I go to find a place to rest… There is a sofa and when I’m about to sit down, a snake comes out! Nahhhh…. I try to escape from it but I won’t really scare… hehehe… That snake is kinda cute… It is only around 70cm but so fat…lol... No matter how I try to escape from it, it tries to follow me… Shit pig snake!!! I hide myself in a bathroom and lock the door… well, I feel safe now but the bathroom has no roof! +.+ and that snake is trying its best to climb over the bathroom wall and jump in the bathroom to find me… Unluckily it falls itself into the big basin of full water… It tries to come out but it cannot…hahaha… poor you! :P I stand there seeing its swimming, such a poor one…lol… ohhh, ohhh… that piggy snake is about to sink!! Ohhhh!!!

??? Should I help it? Yeeee…. But what if it pays me back by attacking me?

Look! It is sinking to almost the bottom of the basin! I don’t care more but is trying to lift it from the water…. I’m about to leave and keep it there in that bathroom but its body is so soft and seems no conscious… I don’t feel at ease, so I still stand there and watch it… If that piggy snake moves its body a little bit so it is alive, then I will run out…lol… I feel so hungry… should I cook that snake? Lol… Well, around one hour already, it still stays there without any reaction… I suppose it is dead… poor you! I’m about to walk out, quickly, that snake is moving…. And it’s crawling to me…

“Wahhh, I can kill you for sure! Don’t come closer!!!”

It still continues its way to me… Why won’t you listen to me??? Idiot piggy snake! (How come it can understand human language…lol… I’m so silly)

However, that piggy snake when it about to reach me, it turns into a thin gentle young guy… fair tall and totally wet…

“Thank you for saving me!”, it thanks me.

“o_____O?”, I am like..

Such a piggy snake it was but kinda a young fresh humanity he is…

Piggy snake: But eh, how come did you find here? And why did you enter my home? Oh, why did you run to hide for just seeing me? And…

Me: Can I answer first? Step by step please! (I interrupt his speech)

Piggy snake: okk, okk…

Me: I can answer all your questions with only one answer… ALL I DON’T KNOW WHY EITHER! ~,~!?

Piggy snake: huh? Uhmmm, maybe it is fate…. Here never have anyone who could come in before…

Me: Where is it?

Piggy snake: My family empire. Snake Empire! My mom is the queen!

Me: Ohhh….so you are the prince? Piggy prince….hahahahah….

Piggy snake: yeeeee…. Can’t you see me now with so good looking huh? Well….well… my snake appearance is just sometime out of expectation…hehehe… (he seems shy… XD) I would pay you back one wish for saving me, tell me!

Me: Great!!!! Take me out from here to back my world please!

Piggy snake: hmmm… it’s not that easy, but it is not that impossible too… hahaha… (He laughs with high self-esteem)

We both smile and I start following him….

It was dark and so silent… We are in the center of that empire I guess since there is a big garden and there seems a waterfall near that garden with many high rocks…

“Where do you go bro?” a strange question arises…

We both turn around to find the voice owner and there we see blurry human who is standing on the rock…

My piggy snake friend seems in a frightening state….”Bro?!!!”

Within less than a few seconds, another presence of stranger whom was called “Bro” stands next to us…

“Is he a ghost? So quick moving!!!”, I thought.

He is so mature with a very strict face. He looks elegant anyway and he shouldn’t be that humanity too if they are siblings… Whatever, I cannot find any welcome smile on his face… and seem like he never smiles too… Really look damn calm and stable with no romance… His words are alike the knife, so sharp to describe…

Piggy snake: Bro… emmm…. I… I wanna send….send…her back…to her world…

No smile guy: so? (only this one word??? I wonder..)

Piggy snake: yeahhh….so…I’m on…the way…to lets her…go…

No smile guy: And you go so directly so? She is human… Don’t you think she will be caught?

Piggy snake: Then, how to do bro? ?_?’

No smile guy doesn’t answer his bro and he doesn’t ask for reason at all of why his brother wants to help me… but turns to me… He uses his finger to point my forehead and I could see some green-blue light comes to cover me….

No smile guy: You! He talks to me… and you too (his bro), follow me! You (me) must not say or talk any single words if you wanna go back.

I nod with some scared from his roughing words…

We three are continuing our walking to reach the way I can be back home…

There, I see none gate but two guys instead who are standing as they are gate guard with weapons in hands. Mr. No Smile whispers as they are our last obstacle… He walks toward those two guys and asks them if they want some meal… Those both guards look awkward and accept with respect! (Maybe this no smile guy never talks to anyone…that’s why that is surprising…lol)

Now, we join a meal on mini table that put near the place first standing by the guards. The no smile guy is pushing them to drink alcohol more and more but they still can handle it… He may expect for their drunken that easily for us to work out… Time is moving… It should be around 2am or 3am in the morning, the guards are still awake…lol…

Mr. No Smile is moving his body as he is tired and he lays his back to against the space comfortably, I wonder how… I look at him… He gives me sign many times to tell me to do as him too… Ahhh…. I get it… There is hidden wall behind us… But I don’t follow him… He looks nervous coz I act as innocent to his giving-sign! XD

The two guards stand up and say goodbye to Mr. No smile respectably… He stares at me…hehehe… chance is over! Actually, behind me is the magic door to leave his empire… Only if I lay my back on that space, he may do something to lets me go… :D

He looks so furious and says “Go!!”

I and piggy snake follow him… (I’m laughing in my inner silently… hehehe…. I change my mind! The moment I know it is time I could leave here but nahhh… I should be here a little bit longer… I have two guys to protect me so I can consider my time here as a trip…lol) Uhmm, he won’t talk to me, he is angry! But he always helps me, hides my real identity from other snake citizens… I hear what he is discussing with his brother, we need to wait for the right time again and it is not that few days to get it…  They seem feel bad for not be able to help sending me back while I’m okay with this outcome…lol…

I spend a while of my time here, I’m so closed with the Piggy Snake but so far with that No Smile Bro. However, that No Smile guy secretly takes very good care of me… I could feel it… Thus, whenever night arrives, I am always dragged by No Smile guy to go with him and see if there is any careless from the guards, I can be out! I guess that No Smile guy must be the night auditor… Only him who could walk at night freely while my piggy snake, whenever he is out with us, the guards always question us. To me, No Smile guy tells them I am his assistant… No doubts, I can be everywhere around this empire with him… We rarely talk to each other, he is front and I follow him behind… 

Although, we enjoy the night scenery together with the warm moon light, the bright million stars, the scent of flowers, nature and so does the birds’ voices, the waterfall sound… Without him, I would feel scare to this environment… but because he is next to me, I smile for this environment… Later, we start walking beside each side, no front nor behind… Sooner, we start talking… and I could see his smile too… However, whenever I feel surprised with his smile as…”ahhh, you smile!”, he will turn his face to normal and says, “when? I don’t…” {He absolutely smiles!!!} Time is moving, so does our relationship! I become so closed with Mr. No smile who can smile often now… It is far better than I am with Piggy Snake. Just we still never have physical contact, only feeling and the feeling that seems one side of mine or what...since there is no any confession nor hints to start love from him... We have never even hold each other hands… Eh, every time he smiles to me, my heart is flutter… ^^ And I wonder how is he too?

One calm night, I and him are on our sightseeing as normal. We walk around the city and reach the two guards spot. It seems strange today; we don’t see the guards at all. It is the first time too that Mr. No Smile put his hands on my shoulders and whispers, “Take a good care of yourself!”

I am so stress at that moment; he is kinda sweet and has some sad meaning… Immediately, he pushes me very strong until my back touch the ground….

“ouchhhhh”, I touch my back and complain…”what are you doing?” ==’

What????? I am on the street, outside the school wall that I last time tried to jump out… I am back to Human World!!!!

Yes, I am back to Human World! Why is then? I don’t feel good at all.

Why did he send me out this way?

Why didn’t he ask me if I want to leave?

Why didn’t he tell me a bit or some clues at least?

Why?? Why??? I want to go back… I want to ask him why! :’( :’( :’(

I am back to my world for months but I never forget about what has happened… I still have doubts and I feel I do miss him… Shit no smile guy! I hate you!!!! NOOOO, I don’t hate you!!! =(( hikhikhikhik….

After, most of late evening, I try to go in that school again… I always try to jump over the school wall… this routine is what I am doing months but I just end up get wound on my knee, legs and other…. I’m still in my real world…

*** I am so sad ***

*** I miss my Mr. no smile too much! ***

*** I wanna go back! ***

Today, I have a wedding party…leaving the party is around 9pm and I reach home at 10pm but I leave home and travel back to the school. It is almost 11pm. I keep jump over the school wall… one time, two times… 10 times… hundreds times… I get a lot of wounds, the blood is over my knees and palms… Though, I don’t really feel hurt, just feel so exhausted… it is almost 12 mid night… I try to climb the wall and jump over again… This time is the serious one I guess, my face kiss the ground violently… I am so weak to even get up… I lay there for abit…closing my eyes… #sadly

“How long do you keep sleeping here?”, someone asks me, a voice I feel I used to hear…
 I open my eyes and look upward….wahhhhhhh……Piggy snake???? @,@’

“Yes I am! Stand up and look at yourself! Hmmm”, he said.

He helps me to stand up and he whispers something quietly that makes my entire wound to be healed magically…

“Thank you!”, I said.

“I just pay you back for your help last time”, he said.

He orders me to drink some water. I wonder what it is and he tells me this water will hide my identity from other no matter if I want to speak or what… ohhh….!

He takes me to his house…woowwwww….his house is full of many mini snakes….

“Who…are they? Don’t tell me, your kids…”, I asked.

“Erzzz, you are so smart…yeah…my kids… hehe”, he seems shy… #shy is one of his personality!

There is a veryyyyyy big snake come out…"aiiiii…..save me!" I shout!

Piggy Snake: “She is my wife, don’t worry! ^^”

That anaconda turns itself into human body but a sooo sooo fat women in black custom…

“Hello dear, welcome to our home!”, she talks to me very friendly…

Piggy Snake: “Lets go in! You may see my wife, she look a bit in cruel personality as bitch…but her soul is an angel… She is quite understanding and whoever my friends are her friends…don’t worry!”

He calls his own wife as bitch looking….hahahah…stupid piggy snake!

In the living room of his house, he orders his all children to go another room and keeps only two of us here…

Him: why do you come back?

Me: Orrrhhh… I miss… You! ^^

Him: Liar!

Me: ==’

Him: I know all… don’t lie.

Me: So, why do you ask me? :P

Him: errr….okkkk… go to the main topic! ~-~’

Me: Okay…but what is that main topic?

Him: You’re idiot! I know how you used to feel toward my brother but why did you leave him? Without your presence here, do you know how my bro is now?

Me: ----furiously--- leaving him? He is the one who pushed me out of his life… I hate him!

Him: ohhh…. Strange! He acts as he is the victim! Hehehe… okay okay… You know, he saw you since you just arrive here… he followed you, he could see you entered my house. Maybe he was not doing anything in order to find out your real purpose first. He could see you save me… That was why he helped you back… My brother is not a good speaker… Especially, he never enjoys his life. Every steps of his life is prepared by our queen mom even his marriage. However, since you appeared, he changed, he could smile, he could talk and he knows how to care other…

Me: euhmmm… (Sad to hear so)

Him: I know he loves you… I feel regret to lets this happen…but well, I also have a good life now…

Me: Regret? Why?

Him: Stupid you are!!! Didn't you notice how deeply I felt toward you? ==^

Me: ahhahahahahahah…really? Hahahahha….

Him: He slapped my head lightly…. You!!! “He looks ashamed!”

Do you want to listen more? Yeeee…. (I become silent)

He continues… “I could see your trying to be back most of days…”

Me: ahhh…bad friend, why don’t you help me? I’m suffering coz of you…. Herssss

Him: So you thought you could come here by yourself? He is smirk…

Me: ohhh…you helped me, did you? 0_0

Him: Sure! Hmmm…. I even did the experiment on the water you just drank… All is for your sake…hmmm…Why did I have so good feeling for you? Too stupid!

Me: I never once ask you to do this much for me anyway… XP

Him: -_________-“ okkk…. (Staring at me!!!) After your leaving a few weeks, it was my brother's Wedding Day. Though, he rejected it. He changed! He dared to reject our mom queen… It was so urgent, so I was forced to get married instead of him first, to save our kingdom reputation…

Me: And you ended up love your wife unconditionally? Lol…

Him: You are not wrong….hehehehe… I and my wife are fated to be couple… XD

Me: Yeah…you have a happy life now… Congratulation my dear!

Him: Thank you! Back to my brother, from the time he rejected Mom, he never talked to anyone even me. He is doing his job as normal but I guess he may lose his voice…become mute! He always sits in the garden where you both used to spend time with each other… (nahhh…he stalked his brother and me…shit!) You love my bro!

Me: When?! x__x

Him: Oh, why do you smile then whenever you are with him and especially from seeing his smile? Why do you give up many times that's possible to send you back home? Why do you become blush when he is closer to you? And why do you try so hard to come back to a world which is not yours?

----Speechless I am-----

It is already 2am in the morning, I rush to leave my friend home and go to the garden…

In the garden of the empire's center, that man who I used to feel secretly special with is there…. He is sitting and turns his face to the location he pushed me out of here… I walk slowly to him… he doesn’t catch my presence at all, maybe he is so deep in his focus on that direction…

I behind him, put my hand on his shoulder…

I am back… (My tears almost come out…), I said

He turns quickly and astonish…”How did you come back again?”

“Is it important to answer?”, I asked.

“But…but why do you come back?”, he asked.

“Your bro said you are mute…nahh, you even speak much more than before…”, I smile…

“Tell me why!!!”, he insisted…

“Coz I want to ask you why! Why to push me out of your world?”

He replies excitedly, mistakenly, happily, “Coz…I want you to live in your world… I want you to be safe… :[…. I lo…love you!“

“I do love you too!”, I am crying…

He suddenly comes toward me, hug me tightly…”I won’t let you go anymore! I won’t! I promise, I won’t”

We are smiling and look into each other eyes with joys… I admit, it is the first time between us to be this close… We even share our kiss…. ^^”

END!

Relationship & Inspirational Quotes

 

 

 

Dream Men… XD

Uhmmm….so beautiful dreams I got…lol

=> Night One

I was at a resort that surrounding by mountains… At a dining table with a guy who seemed an athletic (his strong body shape…), we were in a high class restaurant next to those mountains. While we were waiting for meal, I moved from my seat to stand near the mirror wall to see view outside of green mountains. Suddenly, I saw two of my colleagues (one female and one male) there. They were climbing the mountain and they could speed up quite quick while there was exact mountain’s path but they didn’t use that path at all. They were out of path and I wonder how it seemed so easy that way. I talked to that man next to me, “I wanted to do that too! It looked so cool!”

He walked to me and cuddled me, “Why? Being here with me wasn’t that warm and chill enough? Let’s me stand by your side, okay?”

How could I say no to his question? Lol… I smiled and nodded… We were there just like no one was around us… Spending time and sharing our sentiment for each other…

+++++wakedup+++++

=> Night Two

I went on a trip with my friends and their friends. One car contained 4 people. My friend (I forgot who…XD), she sat in the front seat and her male friend was a driver while I was on the back seat with another male friend of my friend. Well, those two guys were attractive differently. The front guy looked so charming with his so tall height, plus a perfect work-out body. The back guy, he was a bit short if compared to the front guy. He was around 1.72m or something; though, he had sense of humor on his a bit square face…I like him lol

We spent our holiday time marvelously (I knew it was this way but I didn’t know the detail of how it was going on…lol). We were on the way back home. I felt a bit sorrow for leaving them soon since frankly, I crushed on that front seat guy…hehehe… It were uncountable times that I was watching him secretly…lol.. I wished he would feel the same but there was none reaction about that. Going along with the time I secretly crushed on him, it was such a funny holiday I spent with the back seat guy, Mr. square face, hahahah! He was kinda so…sooo…ahahah… I liked him a lot too. The car was moving and almost reached my home, I was wearing sunglasses with not so well feeling… Immediately, that square face guy came to kiss my cheek! I was prettyyyyy awkward! I moved my sunglasses out with my surprised eyes. He laughed and kissed my another cheek! Wahhhh!!!! He asked me, “Why didn’t you pay me back those two kisses? Uhmmm, I did like you, girl!”

Me be like…@,@’

+++++wakedup+++++

=> Night Three

I was so poor (in dream and so does in reality XD) I was in a cottage in such a big household where I was a servant to such a damn rich family.  There, every single housework was belonging to me both cleaning and cooking in that giant villa of my boss…. (Seriously strange! When could I do those jobs, especially cooking? ==’). In that villa, there were:

- Two big bosses who I called Sir and Madam.

- Their three princes (sons): Mr. Handsome, Mr. Sweet and Mr. Wisdom (what the fuck are their names?! hahaha). Well, they all were handsome, sweet and knowledgeable but just their names defined what they had the most if comparing to their siblings.

- Big boss’s brother: attractive but kinda gangster leader…lol… He looked a bit fierce but cool.

- Secretary to princes: He seemed the second parents of the three princes since he managed everything for them but he won’t order the princes to do anything contrasting to their idea… Such the best mate for those handsome princes. He was mature, kind and good looking too.

- Body Guard: I wonder how come did he pass the interview to be bodyguard? He was childish, funny, so naïve and a cute one just like high school student…lol

I was that so pity to them I guessed. They all cared me so much which I sometime didn’t feel as a servant… Well, except the two big bosses, they discriminated me and it made sense… Who was I? Servant!!! All those handsome men took attention on me but the mistakes all fell to me… The big bosses said I was kinda seducing their family…

Frankly, among them, I already fell in love with Mr. Sweet…lol… I was just like a duck which dreamed to be the gold bird! XD We shared our moments together, a lot of kisses we exchanged…hehehe… I was so evil…right? Coz during the time I knew I was in love with Mr. Sweet, I also didn’t refuse the relationship with Mr. handsome, Mr. Wisdom and even Mr. Secretary…hahahaha…. So bitchy I was!!!! I meant I didn’t refuse nor accept but kept silent and still be nice to them but we won’t have any body contact as my prince Sweet!

Because of what had happened, I was poisoned by the big bosses… The rich with no heart…oh God! I was still lucky; I got rescued by their brother… That was the time I knew he also loved me…lol… From that time, I also trusted Mr. Gagster Leader (boss’s brother ^^) Something unexpected happened… One day, that Gagster Leader was trying to rape me just because of jealousy from the way I was with other guys, especially, Mr. Sweet. Second time I was saved…by that cute body guard and that was also the moment he confessed his love to me…. then….

+++++wakedup+++++

Hehehe…. It was so beautiful when I was surrounding with the people who loved me… Oh la, Best Feeling! XD

Chheng Meng Days 2016

Chheng Meng Days this year was just like a family trip lol.

We were departure since the dawn from Phnom Penh to our hometown, enjoyed the cold fresh morning and sunrise from our car. We reached the place, did the jobs we were deserved to do for Chheng Meng with all relatives along with the fair good weather and had lunch together at the countryside. We took pictures (but mostly were my pics XD), chitchat most of things, drank coconuts, rode across the rice field, stood and stared at the cows… lol.. It was such a beautiful start of the day!!!!

However, it ended up as the awful ending coz of the traffic! An average travelling duration from our hometown to Phnom Penh normally is around 2.5 hours only; however, we spent more than 5 hours that day! I was about to be carsick and so did everyone! Hmmmm…. Too bad to confront!!!