“A pile of food is on the table in front of me. I’m
so interested in Chicken than anything else and I pick one leg of chicken while
my eyes keep staring at the wings too… lol… Immediately, my CEO arrives and he
looks at that pile of food with uncomfortable expression, so he orders the
waiter to bring it out. He doesn’t care about me as I just start eating. I feel
so sorry for this loses and I’m disappointed with his raw decision. However, I
still have that one leg of chicken which the waiter also wants to collect but I
protect… hehehehe…
Mr. CEO may expect me to leave that table but I
don’t and he shows me his unsatisfied feeling… No choice since no another table
is available, he decides to join the same table with me but he won’t sit in
front of me… He orders such a high class meal and includes the charming
dessert… I know he won’t be that kind to share me; though, if I’m shameless to
eat, I know he cannot forbid me and I already commit that I would take his some
of dessert but I’m waiting him to finish his meal first…. Hehehhe…. (1st
day)
After, I leave for home and my baby little boy is
crying. Hence, I take him to have sightseeing by riding motor around our
village. Of course, our village is still under-construction while some roads
are still quite rough. I ride slowly along the road and enjoy the nature around
our place. Until we almost reach home, in our neighbor’s land, there is one big
orange tree and its fruits are so fresh in orange and look quite juicy. They
are just very attractive to my greedy eyes; I’m craving to get it for someone…lol…
Therefore, I finally stop the motor and pick one orange for my boy…. Hehehhe… Motherhood
tends to be a thief just because of her kid! I know I am wrong to morality but
I am not that wrong for being a mother who loves her son much than fame… My boy
eats just a bit, he then stops and wants to throw away…. Luckily, I pick it on
time and I eat almost all the rest…. That is pretty delicious; my boy doesn’t
get its value… lol” (Second day)
These were what happened in my fantasy world…
RETURN TO MY REALITY WORLD:
I’m sure my dreams would mean to tell me something
and then they are…
Day one: I tend to have new job responsibilities
which are considered as better for me; however, my CEO put a barrier to my revolution…
I feel regret but finally, me and him seem still on the same boat for a while even
he is not that happy to be so… hehehe….
Day two: Very unexpected things happen; some guys in
my circle meet such so shameful conditions but I’m the one who is luckier than
them since I meet nothing worse. Well, I also don’t get anything better,
though, at least I don’t go through something bitter as them. I know I am
already blessed!
You know, orange is one of the lucky symbols in
Chinese…hehehhe…
