Life is Unpredictable…

There was a son of a construction family whom was living near my house. He was in low education and he also couldn’t work well with construction work but he was forced to do it. His mother was the construction leader, she treasured her son, yet she also dared to push him to work in her construction field in order to let him know how to live without her in the future. Later, he married a salon lady and he was living depend on her almost 100%. Well, he was in poor education and also quite lazy.

Time went by; he was recommended to try for USA Lottery which may lead him to be their citizen. He had neither ideas nor ambition about it, so his mother prepared everything for him and her other kids. Finally, he was the only one selected! He and his wife departured to USA and was given a place for living at a developing area near the mountain.

He couldn’t speak English and he doesn’t willing to work as a worker there too since I heard he is more likely afraid of people there. Hence, he is staying home and plants some vegetable while his wife is going out to work as salon’s staff. She could earn quite impressive from her knowledge which was brought from Cambodia. As a result, his family is living not in the best lifestyle but not in any bad circumstance as well.

Life is unbelievable to him. He has poor knowledge, fearful and small thought but he was born with LUCK!

He is so lucky and gets such the life!

Back and forth, it doesn’t mean I’m jealous of him but I’m more concern in my luck…

Uhmmm, to my understanding, I should be called knowledgeable… I try new things, think out of the box, I have goal and I’m striving to reach it… Yet, I keep failing from many aspects… I look into the error parts and fix them but the new obstacles would just happen… I get such a life I don’t think I’m deserved at all… I feel so pity to myself and my effort… “This life is being way unfair to me”, this is all I often think of…

We need knowledge, skills, strengths or any but I believe LUCK is more magical, the miracle to bring us up to the high…

"Angels in the City" - Jugglers Kdrama by Lucia

I'm so melancholy to hear this song... whenever, wherever...as always!

I'm back after almost 3 months

It was almost 3 months which I was away from blog…. Many things happened and such an upside down!

I always love my new place since it is quite comfortable (except the pay..lol). I received a lot of fun, I learned, I laughed, I made friends and I got treated quite preciously from many people (yeah, I have enemies too…hehe). I got praised unexpected on my beauty…. Hehehe… I was alike a blooming flower to them! Well, it was so unbelievable to me! XD Thus, job was going nicely. However, after I got my new management, things have been changed….

-        -- I worked quite much and mostly I reached home at 7.30pm or more.

-        -- All the jobs I trusted they were going smooth, the new management showed us those were unacceptable….

-        --  I and my team got blamed, worked harder and harder… uhmmm, we became so devoted to our jobs… I find it hard to get time to update my blog!!!

-        --  People got scared, many termination cases occurred…

-        --  Many resigned, including my colleagues…

-        --  Many called this period as disaster era…

-        --  And of course, many hate this new management, they are resentful…

BUT to me, I just smiled and accepted it. I don’t hate the new management at all. I know this is the new management’s mission to be here, to see how here is going and to develop while in the progress of development, some got suffer… I have no reasons to hate the new management… Yes, I learned from new management something new and interesting too… Though, I just feel jade sometime to the unfair things toward me.

I did keep telling myself that the beautiful moments could be taken away, so I told myself not to be so happy over this existing fairy world… and it real happened! Lol

I have to move again…to where I’m belonging to…

Good luck to myself!