My Christmas 2019

Several posts of my 2019 Christmas! Silly in love with this season...

Guardian Angel

Things have occurred in both positive and negative in this 2019 but it has been more on negative side… 2019 must be not my year! I’ve stayed calm and hope 2020 would be soon to be with me… Oh lah… Then I am told 2020 would be a tough one for me again! Yet, it is better than 2019 since I have way to fix it.

What is that?

THAT IS… I must find out my GUARDIAN ANGEL!

(I do believe in this supernatural belief! Hehehe)

Who is that then?

I have no idea at all…

Who would be glad to be my Guardian Angel?

Who would volunteer to protect me?

Oh lord!!!

And is that male or female?

I just wish to be male…hehehe… I’m getting along well with male…

And I hope he is handsome… XD

Is he a mature man or that sexy guardian angel? Hehehe… I’m just kidding!

Whoever…. If you are meant to be my Guardian Angel, I trust you would be kind to me! ^^

Stay next to me this upcoming whole year 2020 please!

I’m pretty scared of being suffering, being the petty victim!

(I had experienced so much before, please do not happen on me again…please!!!)

I hope we would recognize each other quickly… Could it be the first day of 2020 that I would find you or you would find me?

I’m looking forward to seeing you soon.

Are you going to be so? ^^

Or Are you going to be like this? :D

Wedding Anniversary

Well, I don’t expect anything since he never celebrated before…

We didn’t even have a special meal for this type of day…

I was so disappointed, quite upset… indescribable mood!

I was feeling terrible; I was miserable… From first year of our anniversary, second year…fifth year… sixth year anniversary, nothing seems different… I told him what I wanted and it seemed like I was so childish to him… My man didn’t even remember well of this day... While our seventh year anniversary, we were on work mission to different places…

I rethought, I motivated myself, I gave myself more and more loves, I trained myself to stay in peace with positivity and of course, I gained the real happiness from such zero expectation… My wedding anniversary is so meaning to me, yet I won’t claim for anything…

December 08, 2019 is my 8 years Wedding Anniversary! I know it, I do feel it but I am so calm in such a mature way. I love myself for being this way. No more pains…

My man called me and my both boys out for meal (I heard he was on phone with his friends for gathering)

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We arrive on top of a building, at the seventeen floor…

I ask him where are his friends? He replies: only us…

All foods arrive, wine arrives and cocktails arrives…

I ask him why need to order this much for only two adults and two kids…

He smiles and says…” Happy 8^th years Anniversary!”

I am like… Oh lord!! Am I dreaming? O__o?

I give him a big smile with excitement! That is quite a surprising moment!

The view is attractively beautiful from another side of the city whereas we could see the city at night brightly…

We talk, we take photos, we cheer and we enjoy our special dinner together!

Thank you for such this beautiful moment of our 8^th years wedding anniversary!

Last but not least, there is no Anniversary Gift…!! ^^” Though, that is already lovely impressive and the situation is much improving as well! I am satisfied! >LOVES<