I met a girl..a girl whom make me
so interested! I remembered while I first joined ma current working place, there
was a trip to the seaside and then there’s a Christmas party, I saw her…that’s
the girl that made me fall in her beauty… I love her body shape, her face and
her modeling clothes…but in a positive way only.. I’m not lesbian! Hehehe… If
you see my outlook, it would be defined as a common girl…though; my real
favorite is a sexy one! ^^
January 2011 started… I almost
can’t believe my ears that heard she would join the same company as me…and it
would be on 17th January…was waiting to see her…That day came…she
arrived with a lovely uniform, a cute made-up face with her eyebrows, cool
eyeliners, pinky cheek and yeah..de sweet silky lip…so adorable as a doll!
Although, I almost couldn’t hide my chuckling of her cute shirt..hehehe…just
alike high school girl…ohhh no…that was kinda shirt I wore in my primary
school! Wahhahahaa!!!
Emmmm… at that time, I thought she can’t usually keep make up much so coz most of staff here just did a light make-up and this happened as my thinking! A few months later, she changed to dress professionally with some make up only. Maybe she’s shy to be so bright among other… or maybe she’s wanna feel free from being so tired with her job… or she knew she’s already pretty even without those kinda cosmetic stuff… Or she didn’t wanna be that modeling among that ugly team…hahaha…kidding!!! I’m not ugly, just pretty in the way I am^^
Emmmm… at that time, I thought she can’t usually keep make up much so coz most of staff here just did a light make-up and this happened as my thinking! A few months later, she changed to dress professionally with some make up only. Maybe she’s shy to be so bright among other… or maybe she’s wanna feel free from being so tired with her job… or she knew she’s already pretty even without those kinda cosmetic stuff… Or she didn’t wanna be that modeling among that ugly team…hahaha…kidding!!! I’m not ugly, just pretty in the way I am^^
Actually, I always kept eyes
watching her secretly while always committed for not to get closer to her
either..must not!!! Because she’s not in my type..cannot get along with her outlook
of fashionable while I’m not at all. More, she’s a relative to my
boss..nahhh…how come? I hate hearing someone said I have intention or wanna get
benefits by trying to go closer with them… I seem simply but not really
uncomplicated… lol… Nevertheless, my commitment was failed…no matter how much I
tried, I still got closer to her from day to day… 2 years later, she became my
best friend in my soul..just I never said it out…Time moved very fast.. I got
married… I got a baby boy now and she with me just get so much closer.. I
really love her… not only her appearance but the way she really is… she’s
funny, easy going, kind, understanding, romanticism and honest, especially her
best ability to maintain my trust! Whatever I told her, those never be
spreaded… she’s the best warehouse to contain my stories..lol…everything of
mine...both happiness and reality of my sad life were sharing to her
nonstop while I would get back of her help, her advice and the warm
encouragement…how could I describe her? She seems an angel to me..only see her
very positively! She seems the expected treasure I got accidently! However, it
doesn’t mean she’s 100% good…she’s so stubborn, especially in love. What she
wants to do, she would do it even she knows it seems rough..she still makes it
happen… then she drags herself into suffering… I wonder sometime if she wanna
play with pain or what?? Why she still go to that way even she knows there’re many
sharp thorns??? Unhappy to see her sad…but cannot ban her from her insistency.
3 months before January 2013 was
my maternity leave…cannot meet her as I want…and it was a surprising news since
she would stop working to start her own business in this early new year…I feel
scare of this leaving time….afraid of the distant would erase our
friendship…really afraid of that!! Though, she told me she wouldn’t let time separate
us…she won’t let this friendship out of date and I do hope it’s not just words
or I will get hurt! To me, I’m so sure I can keep this relation well…she will
always be in my memory…the noticeable person of my life…the one I will never
forget..the one I will always keep remembering and reminding of our everyday
sharing time…coz this reminding could make me smile easily…
I started from unknown her until
99.99% like her!!
Here's some selected of our photos....whatever events, we often stand or sit next to each other...lol
+++ On my birthday party last year... abit messy with no make up ^^:
+++ Company's parties & trips:
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looked awkward...lol     |
+++ On ma wedding day:
+++ When I was pregnant:
+++ During working, also with our other colleagues:
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