The Princess & the Secret Castle

I believe she would be the princess, this picture... and I damn love her... Does this kinda beauty exist in this real world? lol.... She has nothing unattractive, even her personality which is shown in this picture... look calm and peace... quite innocent and especially, look like she loves nature and its creatures... Living in the big castle, that is so wonderful... I wonder if she is living with de handsome prince or just with her servants?

I do love her!!!

Seeing this picture, I remembered I once was living in the castle too.........

That’s almost 3 years ago, I was so rush backing home since it looked like my family got any issues I needed to solve... Riding on the road rashly but then when I arrived in front of a big gate of a very big empty land… I was interrupted by a group of Ninja and so did many other people on the road… Those ninja were checking all people if they were wearing jewelry, they would be killed… I was so frighten since I wore almost 2K diamond ring and I tried to hide but finally was seen by a ninja and I was ended up falling down by his Samurai sword… I felt I was on the state of almost out of breath and other people were well in peace… But then, the loudly welcoming music was flying to my ear… with a powerful speech of a lady whom other called, QUEEN! I felt she walked to me and said generously, how pity was that lady… and she shouted to those Ninja… who gave you all the command to do this?! Those ninja was looking down and none reply… Simultaneously, I was unconscious…

I didn't know what had happened but I was awake in a mini beautiful room and I just recognized I was taken into that big gate… the empty land I saw before my unconscious turned to be a castle, the large one with all surrounding of fresh beautiful garden… That was a miracle land… I suddenly remembered of my family and tried to get up to find the way out… It was impossible… I looked like not yet well heal from my wound… Then, a bit fatty elder servant walked in, she looked a cold woman and her words were so sharp…”Get up girl, follow me, I introduced you your job here….” I just did as her command…

Walking behind her to outside that room, there were a lot of soldiers… both genders of servants, they were doing their jobs by taking care the garden, watering the grass, flowers… some were washing up… washing clothes… well, they were working carefully and I felt this castle was just alike a palace… Where was that? Who were they? I asked myself… That elder servant told me I was saved by the queen and taken here to cure my wound… I so after had to live in this place and work to compensate my living… Wasn't that mean I already became a servant too? How about my family who were waiting for me? How would they worry of me? Oh God! :’(

I just noticed my clothes had been changed into a beautiful white dress… my long hair was decorated nicely and I was quite different from who was really me… Just felt I looked like a princess than just a servant… However, I was ordered to work with many female servants who dressed completely in a servant uniform and we all were working on the garden with those colorful flowers… Be honest, I was falling in love with that kinda lively nature… I kept my personal issues at any edge I didn't really realize for a while… 

I was picking flowers into my basket and immediately another anonymous hand picked up several flowers for me… and that was such an extremely handsome guy… He smiled at me and said… "These're for a beautiful girl as you…" I felt blush…”girly behavior…” Well, he was so charming… he kept trying to communicate with me and finally we both became friends while I also knew that he was a prince among other more here…. Not so long after we knew each other; there was one more presence of another prince occurred… He was totally opposite to the prince I knew, very aggressive and rude… He tried to seduce me badly… while I also knew my friend prince also felt the same as him to me but he was so gentle. However, I just cannot give him any hope and there neither any way for that aggressive prince… I already had a family… husband and a son… just no one here knew it but I myself… 

That second prince was too stubborn… he knew I and my friend prince; whom I still didn't know his name, were so closed that it made him so jealous… I saw he was standing on the second floor of the castle and stared to us… then an arrow was flying direct to me… luckily I was saved by my friend prince… We were all aware it was from that stubborn prince… Oh lord! He had intention to kill me for not loving him?!

This happening wasn't able to be covered… and finally, it was told to the Queen… we all were called to meet in the big room with the queen… and the case had been solved… the arrogant prince was punished… However, I was forbidden to meet or had any communicating with my friend prince more, for the sake of being peace… Sad us even though we were just friends…

Sitting in my room near the window and looking far to outside… be honest, I felt I missed my family much more since before I could forget some coz of my friend…but now all my time was only about working and thinking of family… I then planned to escape… I was doing it at a late night…Though; I still was caught by the soldiers and was sent to meet the Queen next morning… Emmm… I was so scared… I knew she saved me, kind to me and yeah, also loved me… but I still planned to leave her…just because of my family… I did miss them… In the same big room I was in previously which looked like a court, the Queen looked at me with her stand still generous eyes while I was kneeing and looking down after seeing her eyes…

- She asked me…”Was it difficult to stay here my girl?”

- I replied…”No majesty, I knew I was not living here as the servant, you were so kind to me… I had my personal room and I was ordered to do anything seem just to release my boring time… I could choose not to do… I lived like a high class person… Though, majesty, be honest, I already had a family, my hubby, my son and I deeply missed them… please! Lets me go and meet them!”

- She was silent little bit and then answered... “So sorry sweetie to separate you from your family… I really didn't know at all… However, I just couldn't let you go out of here…That was our palace’s rule… since this was the hidden place… no one of outside world would be allowed to know…”

- I replied confidently, “Majesty, please believe me! I promised to keep it confidential till the end of my life… please!!!”

- She responded… ”This was the rule my girl… I really couldn't break the rule that my generation had been created hundreds long time… she sadly said…only the dead whom could leave from here….How about if I wanted you to forget all the past and continued living here? I would make you the princess or to marry one of my sons and you could choose who he would be… Isn't that possible sweetie?”

I then was just crying and denied to marry… so she decided to accept me as her daughter… Made my living to be very luxury… dress in white beautiful dress with right and left servants… Both of Queen’s sons were allowed to meet me if I agreed…coz we all were just alike siblings… Of course, I did welcome them… However; I still couldn't erase my family from my heart…my mind, my soul… I loved sitting by the window… seeing the beautiful garden outside the room and blowing my mind a way with my sadly tears…

Suddenly, I heard my mom was calling me… huh, was she coming here to rescue me??? I tried to turn around to find her… but still couldn't see… then, I felt my body was shaken… my mom voice was hearing again… “Wake up! Wake up my daughter!!!”

Finally, my life in the secret castle came to the final… My mom said she saw me was sleeping and crying… she was afraid if I had nightmare, that’s why she tried to awake me… Obviously, it was a sad dream… Being in the beautiful place with only the body… there was no happiness… Thank mom for saving me from that creepy time… Very thank mom!!!

That was all how I felt in the dream and on that day I waked up from the dream… Yeahh, all was just a dream… By the way, I was always awaked/ helped by my mom or dad whenever I was so down…no matter dream or reality… They are my real lively Gods!