RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

Sometime, people is too complicated, Being once good and that bad to another person, And it all which I’m quite hesitated, If what should I react? Someone who’s actually seen closed to me, But when something I would love to get, it comes to me, That someone is trying to disturb, Yeahhh, really put all the effort to stop my desire. Though, when my desire still fates to be with me, That someone changed and back to facilitate my way, That someone seems helping me, Make me feel…”oh, I was wrong to see you that evil..” Facilitate my way but don’t make it clear for me, There are multi questions I wanna hear the answer, That someone seems hesitate to make it transparent, Then, just keep going around and around. Time is moving none stop to the deadline, Why do you still tend not to answer me? First you said you are busy, Next, you said you are feeling uneasy. All in all, I still cannot clear my doubt yet, Coz of your up and down mood, Yo...

You were not a stranger to my family but me, One day you came to my life, You were showing love toward this kiddy, You showed you wanna be with me for eternity, Uhmmm, I also had good feeling for you, Just I cannot accept immediately, Wanna show you first who is exactly me, I told you I love eating fast food, I told you I'm stubborn, I told you I'm not a completed girly coz I don't know how to cook, I told you I'm not that type of someone's under controlled, I told you about my past, I told you everything of all my bad habits, bad points... And you were saying those all were fine to you, It won't matter at all, I fell in love easily then coz I trusted your words, Our relationship started, Of course, you could deal very smoothly with those lacking parts of me, We finally became family! Though, from day to day, you were changing... You won't anymore satisfied to eat fast food with me, You told me you dislike it, Then you started complaini...

I’m just working normally with my ordinary life… Suddenly, the powerful management of the company comes to me… He opens the new company and wants me to go there… he is trying to persuade me… tight me with many things of both huge salary packet and best working condition… Unluckily, it is not the job that I want… First, I do afraid of him and agree… However, just start with that new job for two days, my emotion reveals… and I do dislike that job… the power of my dislike is much more larger than the scary of mine to his power…  Of course, I ask him to come back and continue my previous job… Hope he would not mind me… Is it possible? Well, well…it may so hard to understand, right? Let’s me compare into the example… The powerful management = the dad Me= the daughter of that dad New job= the rich man Once you are enjoyable with your current life…. Then your dad suggests you to marry a rich man… though you don’t love him at all… whatever, because he is your dad…so his co...