Should be thanks or hatred?

Sometime, people is too complicated,

Being once good and that bad to another person,

And it all which I’m quite hesitated,

If what should I react?

Someone who’s actually seen closed to me,

But when something I would love to get, it comes to me,

That someone is trying to disturb,

Yeahhh, really put all the effort to stop my desire.

Though, when my desire still fates to be with me,

That someone changed and back to facilitate my way,

That someone seems helping me,

Make me feel…”oh, I was wrong to see you that evil..”

Facilitate my way but don’t make it clear for me,

There are multi questions I wanna hear the answer,

That someone seems hesitate to make it transparent,

Then, just keep going around and around.

Time is moving none stop to the deadline,

Why do you still tend not to answer me?

First you said you are busy,

Next, you said you are feeling uneasy.

All in all, I still cannot clear my doubt yet,

Coz of your up and down mood,

You said you even help me related to my economy,

My another hesitation, is it really?

I’m sorry if you are really helping me,

Just your action somehow showing as no,

Later is showing as yes,

Showing as I’m that closed and I’m also just nothing.

I & you share each other most of personal stuff,

Just I felt there were some of your lies

I might be pessimistic again,

And that is the reflection of your action to me.

I told myself to react as princess,

Or will be as an evil witch,

It gonna depend on how people treat me,

Finally run to you, what kind of person exactly are you?

Should I treat you once as good and once as bad,

Per the way you keep changing?

Nooo….noo… I’m not that unstable person,

That’s why I damn difficult to decide.

I wish to see your real you better than the painting you… Don’t act as both the closed one and the unknown person…okkkk?