I read Chinese Zodiac and
some related webs since last year for my this year fortune and all I could
remember very well, this year brings me such the blossom charm, I would be very
beautiful in all ways to other, especially the opposite gender. I just laughed
and didn’t ignore…lol…
About last six months, I
joined one new world, met new people but performed similar activities.
I thought I would feel bored but I had to come in order to get out from my
previous misery world.
Though, things went on very
opposite to what I thought…
I got such the happiness and
humor feeling most of time from doing my tasks and especially, from meeting new
people who had beautiful heart and appearance. Moreover, most of them called me
the beauty especially the opposite gender; the Chinese Zodiac did guess it
well.
I was alike in fantasy world
for about 5 months…
The six month arrived this
lately and it is the month which is moving to year end soon…
The people who called me
beauty, they may get used with my beauty or they may not see it as beauty
anymore…
The opposite gender who
called me beauty, got attracted coz of me, they have changed little by little
until very much…
Some was trying to escape
from me,
Some was ignoring my
presence, I knew they saw me but the acted as no…
Some started arguing with me,
And the most unique one, the
one who showed as he did have a lot good feeling to me, the one who said I had
gorgeous beauty and sweet voice, that person turned into such the most unknown
person… that person argued with me just severely and even cursed me in such so
roughly words, “ugly fattie, ugly face, disgusting speaking…blah blah blah…”. I
was very surprised to know but I still gave that person the chance to reject
all what I knew… Whatever, I still cannot escape from accepting that he real
meant it… I didn’t have any feeling for that person actually, just I like him as
friends and I don’t want to ruin our good memory, things still don’t go as I
want…
Everything has been ruined… The
reasons may because they all knew as I’m married and the year is almost going
to the end while then my charm is faded too, isn’t it??? lol… I’m alike
Cinderella who has such a limited time to enjoy those moments… lol…
Even though, I still
didn’t sadden from what has been changed, I was just a bit shocked…
I believe the right people
would come and never leave me…
They are just the wrong ones…
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