From 0% till 99.99% for her!

I met a girl..a girl whom make me so interested! I remembered while I first joined ma current working place, there was a trip to the seaside and then there’s a Christmas party, I saw her…that’s the girl that made me fall in her beauty… I love her body shape, her face and her modeling clothes…but in a positive way only.. I’m not lesbian! Hehehe… If you see my outlook, it would be defined as a common girl…though; my real favorite is a sexy one! ^^

January 2011 started… I almost can’t believe my ears that heard she would join the same company as me…and it would be on 17^th January…was waiting to see her…That day came…she arrived with a lovely uniform, a cute made-up face with her eyebrows, cool eyeliners, pinky cheek and yeah..de sweet silky lip…so adorable as a doll! Although, I almost couldn’t hide my chuckling of her cute shirt..hehehe…just alike high school girl…ohhh no…that was kinda shirt I wore in my primary school! Wahhahahaa!!! 
Emmmm… at that time, I thought she can’t usually keep make up much so coz most of staff here just did a light make-up and this happened as my thinking! A few months later, she changed to dress professionally with some make up only. Maybe she’s shy to be so bright among other… or maybe she’s wanna feel free from being so tired with her job… or she knew she’s already pretty even without those kinda cosmetic stuff… Or she didn’t wanna be that modeling among that ugly team…hahaha…kidding!!! I’m not ugly, just pretty in the way I am^^

Actually, I always kept eyes watching her secretly while always committed for not to get closer to her either..must not!!! Because she’s not in my type..cannot get along with her outlook of fashionable while I’m not at all. More, she’s a relative to my boss..nahhh…how come? I hate hearing someone said I have intention or wanna get benefits by trying to go closer with them… I seem simply but not really uncomplicated… lol… Nevertheless, my commitment was failed…no matter how much I tried, I still got closer to her from day to day… 2 years later, she became my best friend in my soul..just I never said it out…Time moved very fast.. I got married… I got a baby boy now and she with me just get so much closer.. I really love her… not only her appearance but the way she really is… she’s funny, easy going, kind, understanding, romanticism and honest, especially her best ability to maintain my trust! Whatever I told her, those never be spreaded… she’s the best warehouse to contain my stories..lol…everything of mine...both happiness and reality of my sad life were sharing to her nonstop while I would get back of her help, her advice and the warm encouragement…how could I describe her? She seems an angel to me..only see her very positively! She seems the expected treasure I got accidently! However, it doesn’t mean she’s 100% good…she’s so stubborn, especially in love. What she wants to do, she would do it even she knows it seems rough..she still makes it happen… then she drags herself into suffering… I wonder sometime if she wanna play with pain or what?? Why she still go to that way even she knows there’re many sharp thorns??? Unhappy to see her sad…but cannot ban her from her insistency.

3 months before January 2013 was my maternity leave…cannot meet her as I want…and it was a surprising news since she would stop working to start her own business in this early new year…I feel scare of this leaving time….afraid of the distant would erase our friendship…really afraid of that!! Though, she told me she wouldn’t let time separate us…she won’t let this friendship out of date and I do hope it’s not just words or I will get hurt! To me, I’m so sure I can keep this relation well…she will always be in my memory…the noticeable person of my life…the one I will never forget..the one I will always keep remembering and reminding of our everyday sharing time…coz this reminding could make me smile easily…

I started from unknown her until 99.99% like her!!

Here's some selected of our photos....whatever events, we often stand or sit next to each other...lol

+++ On my birthday party last year... abit messy with no make up ^^:

+++ Company's parties & trips:

looked awkward...lol

+++ On ma wedding day:

+++ When I was pregnant:

  

+++ During working, also with our other colleagues:

 

Thank You Boss!

It’s the great news and a potential energy to a staff like me, once I got a letter after the New Year of salary increment and it seems pretty high with 18.5% increasing. Maybe it’s just a common news to other but it’s quite a surprising one to me since I’m presently in a deep poor condition, a financial crisis. Very thankful to you boss! Thank you so much for being with me, giving this high rate to me when I need the most. Thus, also wanna show my huge thanks for your kindly support during my maternity. What kind of good things have I done? I really wonder… if I know, I would keep doing that nonstop so then I would only meet generous people and get only satisfied desire like this…

In fact, I have been told many things and really not the positive things about you since I just started here and also keep hearing until now; though, I just don’t say it out and never care of this either coz what you have done to me is different from what I've heard. I’m not sure if you really did those things to them but to me currently, you are the best! You are so warm, helpful and feeling closed… just alike family member, get blame… get yell... be warned when I’m not really right but is called back as daughter or sister… Yeah… I confess I used to get disappointed with you… used to angry much... used to feel unfair…used to feel upset…  Nevertheless, your goodness that has done on me is so many until it covered all those little negative things. That’s why those miseries never stayed with me any longer…

“I don’t care how much I heard; I only care what I have met and value what I have got.”

Chatting..!!

Nothing much to show here, just I wanna mean I love this conversation which i got with her..lol..with my cuties friend....

Why Me Mom? - Short Story

Why Me Mom? - Death of an Innocent 

I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom, so I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside, Mom, the way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom, even though the others said I should.

I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom, as everyone is driving out of sight.
As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me, so responsible and sweet.

I started to drive away, Mom, but as I pulled out into the road,
the other car didn't see me, Mom, and hit me like a load.
As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say,
the other guy is drunk, Mom, and now I'm the one who will pay.

I'm lying here dying, Mom.. I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom? My life just burst like a balloon.
There is blood all around me, Mom, and most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom, I'll die in a short time.

I just wanted to tell you, Mom, I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom. The others didn't think.
He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank and I will die.

Why do people drink, Mom? It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now. Pains just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking, Mom, and I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying and all he can do is stare.

Tell my brother not to cry, Mom. Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom, put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have told him, Mom, not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom, I would still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom. I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom. When I needed you, you were always there.
I have one last question, Mom, before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive, so why am I the one to die?

Moral: Drunk - no drive...if you wanna drive, be sure you aren't drunk...save your life and especially other whom just the innocent ones..! 

Reference:http://www.thinkingagain.com/html/whyme.html