RellaDeQueen: We will always be the one we commit to be!

Cambodia, we have no greeting season of Christmas; though, it is kinda worldwide special occasion which most of countries will celebrate even some countries have no falling snow. Some people is celebrating this occasion for reminding about Jesus Christ but another part of the world is celebrating that event for entertainment only. Whatever their purpose is in doing that, they all who celebrate for Merry Christmas are just like the cells to support this greeting seasons. Back to my country, well, it is not that easy to see the X'mas tree especially the big ones. We may find them at supermarket or some big companies only. However, I'm so glad that I could find the X'mas Tree easily even it is just a mini one... It is at a branch of current company I'm working for... and of course, I got several posts with it... ^__________^

Accidentally, I saw an online story.... just then is reading and it is as following: FAMILY I ran into  a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said good-bye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake that night in my bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the children you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought ...

The day that I keep remembering, the special day...especially for a newly couple as us... our 3 rd anniversary... is on today, 8th Dec! I suppose there will be any special event happens... Maybe my man will make me that really surprising... in such a fantastic party... or maybe it is a romantic couple dinner... I suppose we will hug each other and dance... in the orange blurring candle’s bright... and there is a slow elegant heart-taken song... Well, we can also make it simpler than that... we may have a family gathering party... cheer up and eat with a lot of laughs... all I want is a sweet or remarkable memory.... However, I see none of his reaction to our this special day... I afraid he may forget... I try to give him the hints... I try to ask him if what day will be today. He asks me back... “Why? What happens?” My expression is like... =___=~?!... I ask myself if he is pretending or he is well remembering none?! This is yet just a half day of our special day... Hopefully ...

Recently, just too mad with surrounding occurring unfair things.... what a world is it? There is no justice... Just so sick to see the poor, the people who have no social connection, no treasure and are treated quite unacceptable... The rich and the poor, while insisting for the same thing, the rich could get help easily while the poor just got cursed for being disability in doing that little stuff by themselves.... Why are you so, the world? Real bitches, real witches and bastards are real existing... and they are playing as the soul of some human being.... Some look just beautiful as an angel, handsome as a prince with the generous face, the sweet speech...but actually is stored by a f***ing cruel soul... No way that kinda human will help all people but only the ones who will give them the benefits.... How come people become this too harsh??? I have only intention to rescue those who need help but I have no power... So, I only be that girl who is doing in facilitation but can...

Some songs are just so....emmmmm....perfect...in describing human's circumstance and emotion.... So does this one, its lyric is talking about me, my relationship and it is quite correct... it is saying what I wonder... what I wanna say... assured for 100%! >___< ' LYRICS: "Mad" by Neyo Oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, ummm She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking Ummm nobody's talking, 'cause talking just turns into screaming (oh,) And now as I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me, All that that means is neither of us are listening, And what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting So both of us are mad for nothing (fighting for), Nothing (crying for), Nothing (ooh,h) But we won't let it go for nothing (don't let for), Nothing. It should be nothing To a love like what we got oh, baby I know sometimes it's gonna rain But bab...

Such a song that could make me feel so tough whenever I listen to...

Do you know Cinderella? Of course, I'm just a like her...hehehe.... I meant the relation of some kinda circumstance... Poor messy Cinderella becomes a very beautiful princess because of the magic of  the God Mother and so do I... My ordinary facial shape girl with that small eyes, flat nose, a bit thick lips, large face and curly hair are turn into the type of cute sweetie one because of the magic of Cosmetic...well, I meant Make-Up... XD Most of people always say that my photos mostly are just too different from my reality....Aiiii, just coz they never see me outside for dat type of party while I take my selfie only when I'm that pretty too...First I feel awkward to hear their words...but later is...Proud to be me! Why not? Isn't that great? wahahhaa.....  #love#my#selfie#myself#

There is a moment lately when I’m on the car with my husband to join the wedding party... Oh lord, oh my country, I leave home since around 6pm but is getting to the place of around 8pm just because of that crazily stuck in the traffic jam... People whom look like in a well education with luxury transportation but poor morality and non of sense to respect other... They care non of traffic rule but just try their best in going toward their destination no matter what... And cause of that, we all are late... =_=^ To kill the most boring time during our journey in the busy city’s street, we, I & my hubby keep talking about this and that non stop until we start a topic of our dream... Well, I tell him of my dream since young age... “ I dream to be a very good wife in our personal independent house with quite well managed on my household job, cook the delicious food with a good care to all my kids. I tell him I dream to study further since I wanna be a knowledgeable mom and guide my...

Well, after graduated from Bachelor Degree on December 2011, I and my colleges friends are walking toward different destination. I got married, working harder and harder...and until recently, I become a senior staff... Look at my Bachelor friends... some are working and upgrade their positions as well...while most of them are still continuing their studying to the next level of Master Degree and of course, that is scholarship which some is to China, Vietnam, Thailand, Korea, USA and even England...Oh God!!! I'm damn envious of them.... It seems over to me...right? I don't think if I could pass those scholarship exams just maybe my brain already goes to sleep mood...lol...and I have no idea too...how come I could pass scholarship papers test for my Bachelor Degree last several years? lol... I wish I could get Master Certificate from abroad as them....sad me.... Here is my chitchat with a bachelor friend whom now he is in Master Degree courses in Thailand... He appreciates wh...

hehehe.... of course, such so funny of these below quotes about your crushes... Admit it! You really feel so at some edges of your life and it quite mock you....wahahhaa....Just keep smiling, blushing and laughing coz of these following quotes....

Emmm, where should I start about my complaint here? Okay, lets start from the first part... My Head of Department (HoD) got an invitation since last month from some types of Agency to join a seminar which all participators are HR, Recruiter (experience more than 5 years) and CEO whom is more than 10 years experiences... It required to register online... and my HoD cannot register at all due to the line was error... Until last few days before the event will start soon, that guy sent that invitation to me (I have only 4 years plus experience in this field) and requested me to register to join that seminar....maybe coz I'm nearby 5 years experience..that's why I was invited...and I was glad to grab that offered chance... such an opportunity to meet many professional people.... And I got success on registration while there was also an email to confirm.... I then informed my HoD to register too via the line I have just done with since we both can go together.... She after...

A full night with quite peaceful sleeping; I hear frog and its fellows sing; tik-tok-tik-tok...there’s also rain dropped rhythm; That means so lovely to me! Until another new day starts; Since the dawn till now of afternoon at 4pm; Such a day with foggy little showers; That's alike non-stop watering from sky. Oh lord, I can’t hide my real feeling; I’m deep in this beautiful thing; though it’s may annoying to other; Really can’t ignore, so please register me into your fan club; I really love you, RAINING DAY!

Today morning, when I arrived my working place...I noticed my lucky plants and found there’s one was stolen. I was so shocked to see since it is my favorite plants... I love it not only about the belief that it is a lucky plant but coz it has green lovely color; easy to grow and take care... I was so furious... I shouted to ask all the staff in the same floor with me if anyone saw anybody come to my table and took it...I was so serious... I cursed that thief nonstop... Until I can’t forbid myself and got the idea to check security camera...actually, I didn’t mean to mess up with that thief but just wanna know who that was... I complained loudly of my loss... Finally, I went to ask my IT colleague to check security camera for me...and unexpectedly, that thief whom I cursed badly came out to confess... He is also my colleagues in my 3 rd floor with me... such the most gentle man and respectful while his department is next to mine...Oh lord!!! I was quite awkward to hear his confessing....

One of my colleague who is so good at playing around in speech and so do I..that is why we get closely quickly...day by day, we keep mocking each other...we laugh together...and some of our words also make us feeling disappointed...angry at some edge...Still, we never give up our this bad attitude of teasing... So does the work...we always share each other...comment on disadvantages... and I keep guiding her on the new tasks since I joined long time before her and I know more....Until yesterday, I told her she was doing this wrong and doing that wrong...be honest, that was my constructive criticism...Though, I found she got mad with me...She interrupted my speech while I was doing my explanation of why she was wrong...She yelled at me..."Don't speak too much, it takes much time..blah blah blah..." and continued, "okay, I'm wrong and always wrong..."and she walked out from our conversation... She looked furious coz of my words lately...She may considered my p...

People would be really excited and proudly to be promoted; though, it seems strange to me... I feel so nervous and mix up. Of course, such an untidy feeling I meet... I feel surprised and unexpected... I don’t really feel ready to get this opportunity... Such a stress mood... It takes a night to think of obvious problems that cause me to be so... Then I see... I get promoted without any pre-inform to me...Though, it is not so strange but there is something quite stranger than this... There is no any discussion to all my team as well... They look so awkward to hear this hot information...some looks fine to hear while some looks so unsatisfied to know it... They may think it is communist...without any discussion from team...Nahhh, Communist never exists in my favorite list...I love freedom... I love democracy... Everyone wanna do something bigger... So do I...but in a proper way than this surprised promotion... I still need team to support me... Once they feel so, will they be able to a...

What is going on of my inner feeling now? I feel so complicated... I’m not sure what I exactly want... My inner world used to be so peaceful without any envy; though, right now I feel so messy... That seems there are two human being in my this single body...one is so starving to get that stuff while another say she doesn’t care of what happens...no matter who takes that stuff, it’s not her business since it doesn’t mean only to be her possession since first step... Still, the first say that at first moment, she deserves to get it and even allow to get it but just a glance, that stuff is taken and give to the new person... and that new person is someone she won’t willing to fight for getting back that stuff..coz it is the best stuff that person should catch...especially, that person is someone she likes...she can’t sacrificed to achieve for herself but better for that person... Actually it is also her choice...to give up and encourage that person to get...but one of her feeling still f...

Remember of that day while it was cats and dogs raining as today, it was almost my leaving time from work. I had to leave even there's no raincoat and it’s heavy rain since if I wait, I will stuck in that traffic jam with floody street and my motorbike may also stop working coz of that plenty water...Then, my honey called to ask me if I didn't have raincoat so he would bought for me... Yeah!!! I said YES...but I also said...at least he could bring me the green one or I won’t take it...hahahaha... He yelled at me... "Yisss, do you still think of your favorite color in this kinda condition?" hehehe... ma intention got success... I knew he wouldn't be able to calm down from my overboard words since that is his nature...his real type... Just meant to put him in fire..gagaga... Around 20 mins passed...he called me to take the raincoat...awww....he brought me the Green one...while he’s wet of his full body...and I asked him why...he said...coz he tried to trav...

My friend, closed one, lovely one and sweetie one just came back from vacation in Vietnam and she doesn't forget in choosing such a cutie gift for me as a clock...so fit with my working desk...feeling so fresh and that's my taste my interest! yayyyy!!!! ^^ Here it is...

Once you meet a guy whom is quite unique to you...from his so sweet caring...he always asks if you are fine...worry of you...even find out whenever you are unhappy...be with you all the time, make you smile, make you laugh and show as you are his girl in front of all people and even the only one... act as proudly to have you... pretty happy to be with you... no matter where he is, he still call to visit you...say he misses you...love you and even say that wanna marry you...You seem have no negative parts to him...This is a kind of Boyfriend that exists in this world... You just can’t say directly but actually you already agree to give the rest of your life be a long with him...really love him, excited and fall into romance and pinky world once there is him...Image and memory of your marvelous day together remain in both pure hearts... Finally, you both got married...  HOWEVER, after married, life have been changed...that boyfriend whom is now your husband become so rough fro...

I just get to know these kind of couple cartoon today from ma best friend (we crazily love that types a lot) while I really don't know where they may come from. It looks like from Vietnam or sth but I'm not sure at all....Here, it is not different from other cartoons; just like danbo, emo, Korean cartoon, Chinese painting;  which are all deep in romance of love relationship....their emotions are purely shown up with the fresh jolly smile of love, be cheerful together, sweet, enjoy the beautiful world and as well as the feeling of dumb, hurt, despise, depressed, jealousy, self-pity, overwhelmed, separated  etc... You will feel them once you see their facial expression in these pictures...