Today, I go to riverside with my family. The weather is nicely but it
is strange since people are so crowded even it is just normal working day. I
try to go through people and see what is happening and I see they are feeding
the fishes, very big amount of fishes!!!
So I take my bread and tear them into small pieces to throw into the
water. However, one fish that is in front of me, it won’t eat at all but just
looking at me… It is a lot bigger than other fishes… “What is this fish???
Ehhh, big…feeling similar…”, I talk to myself but nearby uncle turns to look at
that fish and shouts, “Wow!!!! Dolphin, right? Dolphin! Dolphin!” Everyone
turns to that fish direction and it is real Dolphin! Because of this chaos,
that Dolphin is scared and tries to escape. I try to follow it…”Stop, stop!!!”
I try to follow it until it reaches a place near the port, it stops and
vanishes. Wahhhhhhhh, Dolphin ghost???? I’m trying to look into the river and
find it…. Suddenly, a person knocks my back, “I’m here!!!” I turn back
stupidly…. A young boy of around 12 years old stands in front of me with nicely
white suits and a cute face.
Me: Who?
Boy: me!
Me: I asked who are you? O__o?
Boy: I said it’s me!
Me: Boy…. Sister is tired with you…okkk…go go… never know you! I’m
busy!
Boy: Are you busy to find Dolphin?
Me: Yeaaaaa…..ahhh you know where it has gone? ^^
Boy: Yes!
Me: Where?
Boy: In front of you!
Me: Ehhhhhhh? What?
Boy: I’m that Dolphin sis! Hahaha….
I can accept it quite fast since I feel I ever met this
situation….hmmm….aiii… +___+ lol
We are talking and laughing… he tells me there are around 150 Dolphin
in this river… I ask him if he wants to experience in the sea and I can help
but he replies immediately… He is belonging to river, not the sea…or he will
die… Actually, I know…just playing around…hehehehe….
Just for a while, he tells me he gonna leave now… there, his brother is
walking to him… I look to that far place per his point and see a good looking
middle age guy of around 35 years old with his T-shirt and jeans… Well, good
enough to drag me falling with that first glance but I can come back to sense
since he must be the Dolphin too if they are brothers… I don’t think I can love
fish today… XD It must be the first time of my life that I don’t fall in love
for this kind of guy….lol… I never forbid myself successfully to not falling in
love even I know who they real are but this time….
I am back to my house. It is strange again. It is a silent wooden
house, dark just like black out and even full of dust. What the heck is it?
+_+’ I work with my broom to clean all those dust. Until a spot, I see a
window… I walk toward it and open…wowwwww the light is coming into this dead
house and everything changes just like a magic! It becomes a flat that stands
on the top of the building of 3 floor or something. It becomes clean and
bright! Open the window is just alike to release the curse…And I am that
heroine…lol
I am on that top floor, looking down for sightseeing and I see a beggar
looks at me. I feel pity and call him to go upstairs to my house. He is so
messy and dirty. His appearance is so disgusting but what I feel pity about is
his lonely kid eyes…hmmm…. He seems so young I think but his body is big enough as a man… I give him
right to use my bathroom for bathing. I’m preparing food for him… This is my
goodness today and I would send him out of my house when he is ready with the
meal…hehe…
A half hour later, aiiiiii…. What does he do in my bathroom???? Take so
much time!!! Never meet this kinda neat bathroom, doesn't he? ^^ I use my ear
to touch the bathroom’s door and try to listen…. What if he collapses?
Suddenly he opens the door and I’m falling to kiss his chest…and would continue
to kiss the floor…erzzzzz but he holds me on time… We both are awkward with this accidentally hugging… but…but….buttttt….. he is not that so young as I thought… He is a real
man…aiii…. I’m so puzzle…. I even ask him a silly question with my circle
questioning eyes O-O?…”How old are you???” he replies…. 22 years old…why????
Uhmmm…. He is younger than me 4 years… lol… It is first time again that
I feel something so to someone younger than me…never ever…lol… I feel so
positive for him…hehehe…. He lately asks me with highly respect if I can lets
him stay at here since he has nowhere to go, no job to do and no class to
learn…. I crazily happy with this request and say YES!!! Sorry to myself….lol….
I feel I like him at first sight….the first sight after his bathing! lol
From day to day, month to month…he is staying here and does all the
housework, even cook. He treats me as princess and he is a cook, a cleaner, a repairer, a driver, a private body guard ^^… I am so comfortable and warm lol…. He
even gets a part time job and starts his university class…. Weekdays, we are
doing our duties of work or study and weekend; we are out for a walk…hehehe…
One evening, on the bench in the natural garden at the riverside again,
I and him are talking non-stop and I am even sharing about my crushes…hehe… I
tell him, I have crushes at work and I even crush my cousin but he is now on
mission for army….
He stares at me for a bit and pull my head to lay on his
shoulder…awww…for what???? He never dares to touch any of me again after that accident in front of bathroom... Even with a lot of doubts, I won’t take my head
out... so enjoyable….Hehehe… I, without sense-controlled, pull his big arm and
embrace tightly… I tell him… uhmmm and I also like you…hahaha…. Like you for sure….
But just like…not love! Okk??? {{What a fake me is! Lol surely love him…}} He
laughs and says, he toward me is much more than just like...as huge as to the moon and back...
=====What do you mean young guy???===== @,@"
We do enjoy that evening… lol
In the dawn one day, I see he gets up from his room but I just cannot
get up too….so early to confront…
It is noisy in the kitchen than normal…. Until around 6.30 AM, I get up
and walk to the kitchen room… In the kitchen, the décor is changed very
creatively and the warm food is on the table but no his presence… I am; who still with my bed dress, walking around to find him but instead, I see my cousin
who joined the army, he is back and smile at me brightly… I feel nothing
special for him...
Though, there must be something get confused I think! My young
love would confuse as I love my cousin so until he is back, my young love
decides to leave me… all his stuff is lost…. I'm crying so hard for cannot
find him…. I'm trying to shout for him…. I'm trying to look down and find him
but nothing can help…. I knee down there in my front yard of my third floor
house and looking down crying like a baby…. My heart is shaking painfully… my
breath becomes pausing sometime… I'm to the max sad for thinking I'm losing
him…. Until I wake up…..
It was a dream again…. Whatever, there is real tear on my cheek and
real pain in my chest….
Such so misery dream ever that I have had… Must be the first time too!
