Until now, 45
days I have been in this new world. I noticed my paid had no that packet
included and I questioned him.
He kept
silent…
I refollowed
up…
He told me he
would talk face to face with me…
But he still
kept silent…
So I talked
to him first…
He said
that’s sensitive,
We should
talk in meeting room!
Nevertheless,
I didn’t care but I still raised it up which was indirectly forced him to
answer me.
He told me he
didn’t prepare it yet but only in draft (and seems a draft after I reacted!). I
was damn surprised to hear his words!!!! I looked at him with empty eyes I
could imagine myself…
He was trying
to calm me and of course, I did try to calm myself best of the best too. He
promised again that he would raise it up to the head of department for approval
and it may take time.
This was his
confession!
What if the
head of department rejects this proposal?
Why did he
offer me if he didn’t do anything at all?
And if I
didn’t ask and kept silent, would this encouraging packet become just nothing?
Then, his
promise is about to be a wind…
I’m looking
to see his action in further as he promised this second time. He said he would
do it next week.
The amount of
encouraging packet isn’t much at all, very less one and my problem here isn’t
all about the money but TRUST! I trust him, I believe in his words and right
now, I started feeling like I was cheated…
He chose me
to be his subordinate from many candidates, I do appreciate that and at the
same time, I also chose him to be my superior! I didn’t get only his offer.
Well, no uses to talk about those offers since I already rejected all in order
to be here. I wish my choice this time won’t go wrong again!
I’m so
frustrated at the recently,
I’m feeling
silly,
I feel empty,
I don’t wanna
see him,
Yet, he
re-promised to process next week,
So all I can
do, is to be calm and let’s see how is it?!
I hope he
won’t make me feel regret to choose him as my boss… I hope and I wish! :(
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