Friday, January 6, 2012

One Case of Married Life (Short Story)

There's a woman who has been living in the life of being a married-lady for just 28 days if counting from her wedding day. Many good times she and her husband are living in and that’s really nice. However, they still had arguments or disappointment sometime but those were just the small ones. She will consider that small arguments as the biggest ones, why? Because she won’t allow to appear any other bad bigger arguments.

Well, since they start living together and become the real spouse, what the wife has heard more often is her husband’s insistence of having child. He wants child. Of course, she also wants to have baby but that’s not the right time yet. The wife has twice times already with the injection to prevent the cancer of womb. The first and second time only need the distant of time for one month but the third one, need the distance for six months. So she needs to prevent herself from having baby until she will already get the third injection. All types of cancer are very dangerous; it will take one’s life away without noticed period. So before getting married, her parents especially her mum, told her to get this prevention. Although, her husband said, “it doesn’t matter, our parents or grandparents, they all didn’t have any prevention of this kinda cancer but they are still healthy”. Sure, the elder generation, they had no prevention of it but that should not compare the past time to the current one. The atmosphere in this present is such dirty, not a like the previous long time. Many may understand this, a lot of strange diseases happen and it’s hard to find the method to cure. The wife thought that “at least she tries to prevent it when she knows about it, that’s better than she knows but ignores it. So that, she can avoid this cancer. In contrast, if she doesn't care of it and it happens to her, she will regret”.
It still happens again and again of her husband’s request (baby). He has a few friends whom after they got married, they so much want the child but it is unsuccessfully. They cannot have child. So her husband got this affection and he’s now very afraid of having no child. He even used to tell her as if she cannot have the baby for him; he would have love-affair with another lady for the child-purpose. The wife knows he is kidding and he also said that’s just joke but it gives her the pressure. By one day morning, the husband said couple life would be meaningless or no values if they are living without the child presence. It gives the wife more pressure. She’s more in sad. As he’s always requesting her to have baby, there should depend on many reasons, she thought. She feels he decided to marry her is not because he’s so love her but that would because of having child. Another reaosn, he may get surrounding pressure and scare for having no child or he may love and want only his child more than her or her health. She wonders if all the men are so too... Marrying for only the child-purpose? :’(

Anyway, she had committed already, she must become a very good wife whom has an open-minded and understanding with much more offering or forgiving than claiming for something, then she needs to reconsider this. She later decided to accept her husband request. She won’t deny it more! She thinks, in case she will have baby before her injection day, no need to get that last injection since even she goes to get it but it’s still not effective. In contrast, if she has period in the late month of her last injection, so she won’t have baby yet, next she can go to have this final prevention. She knows, it is a very high risk to her health but it is the best solution, she guessed. Thus, this disease also rarely to happen, she promises herself she will try her best to have a good care of her health and will always go to get her health-checked every year. If that kind of cancer still happens to her, she will consider it as her bad luck, her dangerous fate. Only this decision could help her husband to feel better. She told herself she should stop thinking about that prevented-injection.This is maybe what she can and should do now.

Family happiness is her happiness!!

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Wish for my turn soon!


Since I grew up until now, I have almost all experience in many things which occur in human’s life. I have been through the excitement, sentiment, romance, unhappiness, disappointment, etc and even the envy feeling. However, today I just get to know as I never experience in one thing that I maybe experienced while childhood but that’s none for my teenager until adulthood. That’s Piggyback or Piggyback-ride!

I want to know the feeling during the time of piggyback with the one I actually love in such a very cool environment. I want to experience that emotion! I want to have a piggyback ride from a warm sweet guy, walking on the sand at the sea…watching the beautiful views together and get the feeling of that nice weather that would be the time for waiting to see the sunrise or sunset. We together would smile and enjoy our talking of unlimited stories… it can be the time we spend in the garden or on the mountain, watching the green nature and the wild bloomy flowers along with the smell of fresh and peace! I would keep it as my sweet memorable moment ever!

However, it’s just my imagination, my insistency… I do hope it would happen soon! Wanna spend this kinda sweetness time with my adorable man (my husband!) but the problem is that maybe I now is over-weight so he cannot give me piggyback ride…cannot support my weight…as a result, I still not yet get it! Hmmm….


Do these sweet? :)

Monday, January 2, 2012

First Working Day 2012


Today, 3rd January 2012 is my first day to start working again for the Recruitment Company after I have been through 3 day-off between 2011 and 2012. I now is wondering what will happen to my daily life this year??? Up and down always happens non-stop to everyone but I hope New Year would bring us everyone the better conditions and fortune! More, I do hope New Year would always be very kind to me and my relatives with all the best wisdom! Start or continue our goal in developing or improving ourselves! I do keep living in my world…my positive world, my warm and understanding world…how about you?

Let's keep working smart for our success this new year together…ye ye ye!!!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Miracle Man in My Dream

It started with my dream…a dream at a night sleeping during 22 going to 23 August 2011. I give the title of this dream as a miracle dream!
I don’t know where should I start to describe first but I just remembered from a state in my dream while I was riding motorbike with my younger sister and I was at the back. Simultaneously, I found there is a dog…a black….a black big dog…hugging me from my back! - - As I saw so, I tried to push it out from my motor but it tried to keep hugging me the same…Oh my Buddha…I tried my best..Then it almost felt down but I saw its eyes…show sympathy and I felt I heard it was talking to me… [Could you pity me and allow me to live with you???] It asked me. It told me of his briefly life, (which I couldn’t remember clearly now), the life of being with a rich boss but not happy. Yeah, I felt so sympathy on it…and my mind became softly as I agreed to accept him. When I arrived home, that black dog could get along well with my two dogs, A Men (clever dog) and A Mic (mok mok dog but lovely^^).
My mum asked me about that dog…then just I told her…quickly, that black dog ran toward me to show its present to my mum! Hahaha….clever it was! It arrived with a towel…it told me after bathing for him, used that towel to make his hairs dry….awww…yeah, I felt it talked to me! Do not confuse I am crazy! It’s real! (real in my dream only ==)!!!!! Then, I went for a walk with my sister…I took that black dog with us to Dream Land or something…as we were walking…when I turned back, I didn’t see my dog but I saw a handsome young guy with a sharp nose and tall!!! ^^” I asked who are you? Where’s my dog? He said he’s my dog…he’s like this…can change to be a guy and can be as a dog…and even in a dog…he also could speak to me! Awwwwwwwww!!!!!! So when I thought I just imagined the dog talked to me….it not imagination but the real! ~.~’
We kept going for a walk…now we three! Lolz…we were walking through a very fresh green grass field…so interesting…but we keep walking toward until we reached a river. I so much wanted to go on a boat which pulling by an Obor..Obor, yul ort?! I asked them with me…this black dog 50% + human 50% not agree! == So I asked my sister…she agreed…but that dog-man warned us not to go…it’s so dangerous…we could get suffer any time! But I still wanted to go [kbal rerng man nhom]…so he said…okay I should go alone…no need my sister! Yis yis yis! Who are you??? Ey kor kang mes! As a result…my sister listened to him! Ehh…she’s my sister or not I wonder :{ since no one go with me, I decided not to go…and we back to visit the wonderful green field instead! We bought the tickets of three…as we were walking into that field…huh! I heard my dad called me….he said [this is 6:30am already…why not yet get up?!] Ahhhh….my dream already ended coz of my dad…min ton ban mel a veal smao neng mean ey klas phong…yab man pa! $_$
Now is not dream! It is my real one…I told my mum I dreamed of a black dog and it insisted to live with me as finally I agreed. She’s so surprised! She said…black dog in dream meant GHOST!!!!!!! Ghost??? hik hik hik….Ghost? So pale I got! But I continued to tell her as it turned to be a handsome guy who banned me from going into river for entertainment… she said…[oh good! If u got into the river, it’s a bad vision…as you will be sick or get any problems…] She’s going on her speech as this dream may show a miracle person who will come to take care me from now on but just origination of that miracle man is a ghost. Nov ta ghost a del ==!
Anyway, she told me to light three incenses for indicating to the one in that dream as I agree to allow him to stay by my side but he should take care me well and keep me healthy, wealthy, good luck and know what will happen first in order to find anti-reaction. She said I may old enough to have the miracle person to help me. I had done as what she told. Ohhh… but am I old? I don’t feel so! Hahahaha….

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Fish ----> Shark!

Is it good about dreaming of fish?

Hmmm…. I wonder as I got nothing yet from my dream…but my mum said according to the dream of fish, it is a good luck…bring wealthy!

On Monday, 29 August 2011: I dreamt of some small fishes in front of me…then I forgot other related…lolz..
On Tuesday, 30 August 2011: I dreamt of fish again. This time, I can remember. I saw I have been visiting my grandpa’s house (he’s now in peace) where is in Kompong Cham Province. Now that house updates a lot by my aunt after my grandpa passed away these 3 years but in my dream, I saw as everything keep as in the past time. I even saw a strange view….there was a waterfall from the road to my grandpa’s house. Then I was so happy to stand and looking at it…m in love with this kind of nature! ^^
Suddenly, I saw a small fish, its size was something equal to my thumb’s size…it seemed about to die under the sunshine…so pitiful it was! Then I took it to keep on a table…and try to take lotus’s leaf to cover it by watering on it too…I hope it would alive. Huhhh,  I saw that fish was growing up! It became bigger and bigger…yis! It became to be big just about to my leg’s size. Then, I recognized as it is the baby shark…the pity baby shark == I started thinking of my action. I thought I helped dangerous creature...if it turns bigger and bigger so, then at a point as it’s in hunger, it would eat me! oyyy….dangerous! However, after I looked at it I felt negatively to my previous thought. I thought that baby shark is so lovely and knowledgeable…hahaha….lop man nhom! I thought it would understand of my kindness to it and respected me! o_O” Next, I kept helping it…then I got up! It’s morning again! Lolz….
After I woke up, I wonder myself …why din’t I put that fish into the water? Hahaha…but I just tried to take the water to watering it instead. Stupid! In addition, I maybe more stupid… What kind of shark which will live in waterfall? Gikgikgikgik…

By Wednesday, 31 August 2011…I still got the signal of luck from my left eye...in fact, it never get wrong I believe because if I got from left eye is my lucky but if right eye, can’t describe more beside dangerous or damage or unlucky….in short…jong rite…ngai soy…hmmm! But to my dream, I got nothing special or precious yet. Don’t you know Mr or Ms or little kid of Lucky…I’m waiting for you…come on early please!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Start with Blind...end with blind


There was a blind girl who hated herself very much because of being blind.
She hated everyone except her boyfriend. The girl said if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. 

One lucky day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her!
Then she saw everything including her boyfriend...
Her boyfriend then asked her, “Now that u can see, will you marry me?"
The girl was SHOCKED when she saw that her boyfriend was blind!
She said, “I am sorry but I can't marry you because u are blind."
Her boyfriend walked away with tears...
and said,
"Please just take care of my eyes...."

SMS between my sister & me!


My sister, she was very poor of English language and after many months improvement from me, she get better now. However, she still has many mistakes. That can be said as she has acceptable English comprehension.
Of course, I just got married and moved the house about two weeks. Today, in the morning of Wednesday, 28 December 2011 she messaged to me. Her words were not completely right but the meanings of those messages are shaking my heart!

Those messages:

My sister: (sad face) I miss you nas and you miss me or not eat breakfast yet. Bey

Me: Why not sister? Miss u too! Already breakfast….nham mii..u?

My sister: Every day you sleep well te men ey eat a lot te delicious ot. a oun kor miss you hei that member in family miss you all. When eat dinner last night dad talk about you tha if you stay at home easy you ban help family ban a lot ban tech a oun and you ban bought something to put in home and mum speak tha if you stay at home can go to market with you on saturday or sunday ban but now ban not cos me very busy at school and at my shop. I want to change my work nas I want a day off a lot than every day I know I ban salary a lot but ot day off ban you help me arm te. Oh a man and a mix kor miss you nas del. Bey have a good day na sister.

Me: Hahaha…everyone miss me even our dogs! I’m so lucky n really happy! Hay ma dear sister, tel our parents if they need me, juz cal me is ok! One more, ur job…if wanna move, start apply to any places u want to work for. Let’s try urself, do not only wait my help coz I believe u can do it! ;) Nice day sis!

My sister: Want help pi you cos me don’t know where is good I can’t find. Why you don’t want to help me.

My sister: (another message) The weather is to cold and in my shop is very very cold and at your home is cold or not AND bong me is find or not?.
Me: I stil keep helping u to find but I also want u to try by urself too…who could help u if u don even know how to help urself??

My sister: I know everything but I can’t which one is better and don’t know where the place.

Me: So then, if you interested any places, let cal to ask me. I wil tel u if it good or not. Okay?

My sister: Yes it ok.

This is March 26, 2025 in my country…

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